From \'Dire Consequences\'
The entire way from Mandy\'s apartment to his home, Kerr thought about two things; how he would get inside and what he would do when he did. Since the former was really not much of a thought monopoliser, it gave him a lot of time to concentrate on the latter. And get mad. Prompted by the horrors of the evening and the empty despair he was confining deliberately to his deepest secret places, the unresolved issue of exactly
who had alerted the Oligarchy to his rebellious ways became a blinding fury directed at one person; Sawyl. There was no room for doubt; not when he\'d experienced the greatest horror of his existence in at
least the last three centuries this evening, all with no support from the beings who supposedly loved him the most. Or at least needed him the most. Again... supposedly.
Kerr punched the code into the automated gate with growing anger, practically flying through as soon as the metal structure had rolled aside. On the verandah, he walked to a large marble planter holding a beautifully-trimmed miniature orange tree - too large and heavy for any mortal to lift - and hefted it aside to retrieve the spare key hidden beneath it. Once he\'d opened the front door and disabled the alarm, he replaced it, knowing that even if a supernatural ever chanced to see his secret hiding place and open the door, it was highly unlikely they\'d bypass the security measures in place. Still, he glanced furtively about as the key was used and replaced, making sure - to the best of his ability - that he wasn\'t watched.
Once inside, he slammed the front door and raced up the stairs three at a time, bellowing as he went. "
Sawyl!" He didn\'t wait for an answer and only frowned when his head suddenly lit up with the buzz of enquiry from the twins. He strode through to the child\'s bedroom, expecting he\'d be either in bed or getting ready for it (since dawn was just under two hours away), finding himself slightly at a loss when he found the room empty.
Where are you?His mental probe yielded no response, so he spun on his heel and stalked through to the twins\' room, flinging their double doors open in his most dramatic entrance yet. Three sets of eyes swivelled avidly towards him; three minds poking and twisting their convoluted way through all his pain and anguish this night without waiting for him to speak or to be invited. It spurred him on, made him more violent than he\'d intended; he lurched forward, his face twisted with rage, and grabbed his sire around the throat, wrenching him from his secure position.
Until that point, Sawyl had spent quite a nice evening with his mothers. He\'d brought them a pair of dazed lovers he\'d found canoodling in Pisky Memorial Park - dazed once he\'d Dominated their minds, anyway - they\'d all had their fill of blood, toyed with the pliant mortal minds a little and then let them go like pigeons that had flown into a clean glass window and plopped dumbly to the ground, kept warm until the dizziness had worn off and then been released to their own devices, none the wiser. After that, they\'d settled in - after a bath and showers to wash off the various bodily fluids they\'d taken sinful delight in coaxing the young lovers to spill upon one another with unconscious abandon... that had somehow managed to leak upon the vampire trio as well... no doubt due to
their positioning at the time - to watch a DVD on the set in Meinwen and Dei\'s bedroom.
Sawyl had snuggled up in his blue satin pyjamas between the two women, gathering great curtains of their golden blonde curls - so like his own, except their hair was much longer and prettier - around his small body as he watched the large plasma screen set into the wall. Stroking it rhythmically along his torso, rubbing strands repeatedly beneath his nose or simply closing his eyes and letting it fall ticklishly across his face, he\'d been having a fabulously cosy time. The frequent kisses and coos of love from both adoring, sated women were lovely, too. All in all, his attention had been equally divided between the sweet Reese Witherspoon movie and the waves of adulation flowing over him.
Until his progeny decided to walk right in and blow it all to Hell by grabbing him round the throat, hauling him right out of his warm spot - sending his mothers into a hissing, squealing frenzy - and shoving a decidedly angry face right into his startled one.
"What the fuck did you
do?" Kerr demanded in a yell that set the beautiful dolls still on the couch scrambling to get away. They scurried, wide-eyed (because they were excited, not scared), to the other end of their specially designed seat, to get a better view.
"Nothing," Sawyl answered calmly, seeing exactly what he was being held responsible for in Kerr\'s mind. A slow smile turned his beautful lips into a tragedy.
"Don\'t fucking
lie to me!" the adult screeched and flung the miniature vampire with all of his might, attempting to crush him against the wall beside the entranceway. A sob issued forth as the boy was released, hardly out of place in the emotion-charged air, and certainly noticeable in the silence.
The twins ducked as their son sailed over their joined heads but there was no need for their cringing; Sawyl managed to gather himself hastily enough that he stopped, mid-air, hovering about a metre away from the wall and two above the floor, the limits of his talent on full display for the first time.
Kerr was devestated. "
Fuck!" he cried, falling to his knees, horrified that his sire was able to not only defy gravity and every ounce of his force, but also deny him
any satisfaction. He wanted to rip and tear, maim and break; to take out every pent up frustration and hateful drop of fucking
guilt that was poisoning his system... and he knew Sawyl could take it. Unlike the mortals he\'d sentenced with his own stupidity. Plus, he wouldn\'t be punished for taking it out on
him... his vile sire. But the child would never give him that satisfaction; the smile only grew as he began to float gently down to the carpet and then waddle casually over to Kerr\'s defeated body.
"There, there," he whispered, brushing pudgy hands through Kerr\'s hair as he stepped close enough to rest his elbows on the broad shoulders now at his level; to rest his cherubic face atop the soft brown hair; to shush and murmur comforting nothings as he stroked the hair at his guardian\'s nape. "It wasn\'t me, love.
I didn\'t tell anyone anything."
Kerr was lost in a storm of emotion; he wrapped his arms about the child and clenched him so hard that he would have suffocated him, had he needed to breathe - or retain functioning internal organs. He cried like he hadn\'t since he was embraced; the boy had held him then, too. He\'d told him of love and adoration, promised that everything would be fine because he had made of the simple nobleman a champion; a force of good and strength, who would do so much
more, that he oughtn\'t mourn what was lost, but celebrate what was gained. The irony of that moment and this were not lost on Kerr. It seemed a circle of effect had run its course; the ripple had died and there was nothing to it, after all.
Just a smooth surface. He was blank, even though he sobbed hard enough to shake his enormous body and force the tiny one he was crushing to support him. He\'d been created to champion a cause that had no right demanding such things. By nature, he was a travesty - an ill will, a destructive force that stole life and revered nothing - for
he was owed the respect.
He, who would exist forever in a state of beauty and untouchable stoicism, would do all the harm he shouldn\'t and give back nothing. The moment he\'d tried to give to one and enlighten the other, his own kind - supernaturals - had seen fit to enact a revenge that both humbled and elevated him. Remind him that he was
beyond such trivialities - and to prove it, he would watch them suffer as he would
never have to do; watch them cry out and strain their weak bodies; buckle, as his proud and eternal shell never would. They would break him, to prove that he could not be broken.
This was the knowledge - the irony - that twisted him back to emptiness. They became stained, because he could not. He was blank, while
she was cut and
he was... God only knew where and in what condition. And Sawyl had not been to blame; he had. Always him. Always... always. Forever, he would be. They would ache, they would cry, they would scream and bleed and he... wouldn\'t. But eternally he would
be. What fucking sense was there in
that, if he couldn\'t ever be the champion he\'d been told he would be? If he walked quietly upon the earth but tainted it with every step? What fucking
good was he? He hated it, for he feared it. He\'d feared becoming this and now he feared losing it.
And Sawyl knew it.
Breaking away abruptly, he was on his feet and a step away from the little immortal before the thought could sink any further into his crawling skin. "I\'m bringing her here," he stated, his voice hatefully uneven with restrained emotion.
Three pairs of enormous blue eyes - two sets sky blue, one set dark, dark blue - blinked at him. He\'d managed to get the thought out before they\'d read it, because his mind was in such turmoil. He couldn\'t gauge their feelings on the matter from their expressions; was too worn out to press his own mind into theirs. He just wanted it to be over... to curl up in a ball and sleep for two years, waking up only when Mandy\'s scars had healed, and she had found her way back to smiling again. In two years she might have found a way to forgive him because he was a bad dream, a horrific memory that she\'d managed to push from her mind and life. A scar that dwelt deep in
her secret places, where she didn\'t have to look too often.
"This is
our home," Sawyl answered testily, his angelic face marred by a frown of obstinacy.
"She needs to be cared for."
"Heal her with your
blood," he sneered.
"I
can\'t," Kerr ground out, jaw clenched.
"Why not?"
"It will get... worse."
"
Noooo," the baby voice jeered, as if he were speaking to a person of very limited intellect, "your blood will make her
better."
"The
Oligarchy will make her
punishment worse."
Sawyl giggled and the hideousness of the pretty little tinkle was only appreciated by the one who couldn\'t bear to hear it. "Why should we care?"
"Because
I do."
"You\'ve done an awful lot of that lately," Sawyl hissed, eyes narrowing. Although the words were said nastily, there was a thoughtful look stirring in the blue orbs... as if he was only just beginning to draw conclusions about this. Truly... he
had thought it only a phase that Kerr would pass through. Perhaps it wasn\'t to be treated so lightly; perhaps his conditioning over the past four centuries would all come to nought if he didn\'t pay this more mind.
"And you\'ve done
none," the adult criticised, lapsing into Gaelic in his passionate condemnation.
"They\'re
mortals," Wyl scoffed in the same language, glancing at his creation\'s shoes... like he would see multitudes of humans gathered there, where they belonged... beneath their feet.
"They\'re my friends. And my responsibility. I\'m bringing her here - and if I find Ben, and he\'s hurt, he\'ll come too. And
none of you will object, let
alone interfere. Or so help me I\'ll... " he broke off just when he was beginning to get worked up into righteous anger again. He
wouldn\'t have these twisted beings interfering with Mandy\'s recuperation. Or her life. Perhaps - more accurately - it was that he
couldn\'t, but he wouldn\'t bother to restate it. He\'d said enough to make his point.
Sensing a moment of direst import, the twins chose that moment to speak. They\'d sensed correctly; Sawyl was shocked that Kerr had even
begun to threaten such things (even though they were unnamed), and Kerr was equally as stunned that the words had even found their way beyond his lips. He regretted the veiled threat, wishing desperately to take it back; especially with the heavily pregnant silence that had swelled between them.
"He thinks that we\'re
not important any more. That
we\'re not his responsibility
anymore," they said.
Where one began speaking, the other took over at a random word, their voices hypnotic in their lovely, feminine tones and Welsh lilt. More girly and childish than even their son did they sound; lovely as sirens atop a rock and all the more powerful for the knowledge that their interbred sentences disconcerted those they spoke to. Their brains were entwined, their thoughts not separate; they moved and processed cognitively as one. They spoke separately briefly, together at the last. Their pretty, open faces - cheeks slightly pink from the feeding they\'d had, eyes surrounded by thick cinnamon-coloured lashes that their son had inherited, dominating small, red mouths (that their son had
not got from them, thankfully) leering at the odour of dissent entering the household - spoke volumes of their excitement. A rift was forming; would Sawyl and Kerr let it fester or mend it?
"No!" Kerr shouted again, glaring at the hateful women that strove always to make things
worse. His gaze was imploring as he stared into Sawyl\'s eyes. "No," he repeated, more quietly and with obvious sincerity, "that\'s not it at all. But I need to acknowledge my fault in this. And take responsibility for what I
have done. At least until it\'s better."
Without realising, he\'d slipped back into modern English, ready to follow through on everything he\'d said. He waited for the eldest vampire to say something -
anything - but that haunting expression of calculated thought and brewing...
something... didn\'t come with words, apparently. He\'d obviously said too much. Enough, at the very least, to make his position clear, and that would have to do for now. Gnawing on his tongue stud, he walked out of the room as quickly as he\'d entered it, driven now by the need to gather his mortal charge and find some peace. In her presence, in the knowledge of her safety, in slumber, if it would come. Right then, he didn\'t give a flying fuck, so long as all this pain would just...
stop.
~*~
The sky was beginning to lighten noticeably as the kitchen door finally closed behind Kerr. His vehicle was securely closed in the garage, all the gates locked in place and Mandy once again back in his arms. All the movement had opened her wounds again but he hesitated only long enough to get a bottle of water from his fridge (how lucky he had some mortal food on hand) before getting her upstairs and into his bedroom, planning to wipe her down once she was settled. He set her on her feet beside the bed - she was so drowsy he was sure she didn\'t even know what he was doing to her as he held her swaying form with one hand, put the bottle of water and her bag on his bedside table, then pulled the covers back with his other - then removed the towel from her neck before encouraging her down onto the mattress. He\'d need to replace the sheets tomorrow night; he hadn\'t paid
nearly enough attention to his laundry recently.
As Mandy hugged a pillow and mumbled something unintelligible into it, he got a washcloth and rinsed off her seeping lashes yet again, regretting the late hour and the fact that he couldn\'t get any sort of antiseptic cream from a chemist to aid her recovery. Again, that would have to wait \'til the next night. When he was done, he turned on the light that ran along the edge of the other side of the bed - which he\'d used when last he\'d had a mortal here, he realised as a painful twist of irony stabbed his dead heart - so that she\'d be able to see and realise where she was if she woke up. He also left the bathroom light on.
Finding himself hovering over her, he knew that it was time to get
himself looked after - or he\'d be in no condition to care for anyone. He kicked his shoes off in his wardrobe and shuffled blearily into Sawyl\'s room, closing bedroom doors but not locking them as he went. His mind had become mush in his fatigued state, but he had the presence of mind to turn on the alarm system as he passed the stairs, shuddering at the perceptible change of light leaking up through the void. Sawyl was curled neatly in the middle of his bed. Kerr stripped, dropping every item of clothing negligently on the floor, and crawled in beneath the covers beside his sire. The child would not be phased by his nudity - nor his proximty - when he awoke in under twelve hours... and Kerr was beyond caring about
anything by that stage. He fell asleep faster than he ever had.
~*~
Sawyl was immensely pleased when his large blue eyes opened in the early darkness of twilight in just ten and a bit hours; his guardian was spread nakedly beside him, sound asleep, and there was a new mortal nearby. Smiling, he worked himself beyond Kerr\'s contact and padded into his bedroom (happy that the door wasn\'t locked this time). Gingerly, he climbed up onto the large bed, settling himself in a neat cross-legged pose beside the slumbering woman, pudgy hands tucked into the space between his thighs, toying with the tip of a mussed ringlet.
The woman - Mandy, he mentally corrected - was turned his way but his gaze only took in her pretty features briefly, before he was distracted by the pink hair... and the gashes in her back. They were eloquent in the tale of horror they told - and no doubt the cause of the fact that she was still asleep after so long - and his attention was rapt as he gazed at them. Mortals normally slept less than twelve hours (often much less), in his experience anyway, but he was prepared to wait by her side for as long as it took. He just hoped she\'d awaken before Kerr did; he\'d prefer to speak with her alone, first.