She had been speaking, giving him a warning but he interrupted, and Ara stopped talking. Oh what guts this man had! Her mind was both enraged, and enjoyably suprised. It was a change of pace, and quite refreshing, though it still angered her that she had been interrupted. It didn\'t happen very often, and when it did there /was/ consequences. Her face showed nothing, but the back of her mind was telling her fingers to stop moving her hand towards her knives. He\'s stupid, her mind told her, from the farmlands. Let him speak, he\'s not your thief. So her fingers stopped twitching, and she listened, an aloof expression posed on her face.
Finally he stopped to take a breath, and Ara held up her hand, placing her fingers over his lips juts in case he didn\'t get the message. A smirk had taken place of her aloof expression, "Your anger towards me is like a small gust of wind trying to fell an oak." she remarked, "Spouting more of it would do no good. Now listen what I have to say to you before you continue your enraged fantasy." she finished sharply. Her hand remained upon his lips, so that he would not try to interrupt her again. The smile vanished, and this time she kept her eyes upon his face, instead of glancing at the crowd.
"You are innocent, Joe. Or perhaps I am mistaken... Have you killed a man? Stolen from somebody poorer than yourself? Have you been bedded by a woman yet?" she asked the last question with a half amused smile, as Joe seemed too bland to even approach a woman, though he had approached her, it seemed to Ara that it was more because he felt richeousness in himself. She removed her hand, sure that he had understood by now that he was not to speak. "Joe, you\'re innocent. I don\'t think it\'s a bad thing, but it\'s a true thing. You work hard, and that is an entirely different thing. You earn the money you get, and keep it, but so do I."
Now her expression turned colder, "Or do you think it is easy tossing a man that is both stronger and taller than you? Your weapons are your hands, they are strong, if I\'m not mistaken. You\'re a farmer and quite tall, and yet here I am smaller and most likely weaker than you, and I manage to toss you on your back. I\'m sorry if I\'ve given you an inferiority complex, but do you think I learned that just for fun? I\'ve lived on the streets in the cold, alone, and hungry, but I learned how to work past that. If you could do as much as I have in my life I would be surprised. I earn every coin that I get, because every coin, every triumph pays back for every moment that I spent beaten, cold, and hungry." she hissed at him. Her eyes were alive with memories, things she had not wanted to recall, but here they were, and the rage still burned within her. Again her mind rose and qualmed her anger.
Ara closed her eyes and sighed, letting her anger seep out of her body. "I\'ve earned every gold piece, Joe..." she repeated, trying to convince herself more than anybody. His question posed doubts, and guilt rose to scratch at her back door. How many had she taken from that did not deserve it? She had earned every piece, and had taken the sorrow from each one with it. Still she closed her lips and tightened them, too stubborn to ask for forgiveness.