The expression on Reed\'s face was
aghast
enough to make Tom wither inside. He walked back to the bed, leaving Reed to fill his cupboard with his clothes and feeling like he\'d been kicked in the balls. He pulled his jeans on without underwear, just because he felt he needed the protection, the barrier, and fast. He sat on the bed then, leaning casually against the headboard and staring at the television, taking a moment to register through his thoughts that it was focussed on the bathroom doorway.
He really was fucking things up. He wanted to be closer to Reed, to sire him and share a lot of years together, having fun, but the minute he\'d said something akin
not even akin, a far distant cousin to what you really want and feel but on the same family tree and... it was enough... even so far away... not even close to grandma vampirism and inviting Reed to come play on your team for eternity
to how he felt, his buddy had clammed up and gone all... stiff. There was an air of awkwardness about them, thickening the atmosphere of the room and making him hate the fact that he\'d ever even opened his mouth. The worst part was, the only way to fix it (as far as he saw) was to explain... and he was fucked if he was going to continue in that vein tonight.
Reed had just got off the plane, had just set foot in his home for the first time and he (like a fucking moron) had been hinting that he wanted stuff from him on a more permanent basis from the get-go. He hadn\'t been able to specify but he was beginning to see how that was bad. That Reed had got... some sort of other impression
because vampirism was the logical conclusion and he should\'ve figured it out? You fucking idiot, review! You said you were glad he was here and talked about him having a room in your house. He thinks you want to have his babies or something and he has no fucking clue what to do with that - or you. You freaked him out!
Ohhhh.
and was now just waiting for... a proposal of marriage or something? Fucking hell. He flicked through the cameras and took them out of their zoomed modes one by one, altering the perspective he\'d previously gained on Reed\'s luggage into an overall view of the room and them in it, not really watching but waiting for his friend to say something or do something instead. He\'d obviously done enough talking for one night (or ten).