It was cute, how Matthew was going about it so slowly, as if he was trying to get used to being so close to a person as a first step. Rico realized his fellow servant really wasn’t lying when he said he had no inkling of these things. It was odd for Rico. The young Retainer had always been a very physical person, from the moment he was born until now. It was confusing, but Rico decided it would probably be good for him to learn how to be a
And Rico really did not mind the contact.
It felt good, having someone leaning into him, nuzzling him, just taking time and enjoying the contact itself. Rico had not really gotten that before, closing his eyes for a moment to relish in it. Matthew smelled good.
When Matthew finally went into the kiss, Rico stopped rubbing with his hand and let it cup the back of Matthew’s head, a guard against him suddenly pulling back in a fright. Rico gave into the kiss, and a touch of the yearning for someone special came through in it. Noticing that spark of emotion, Rico ended the kiss, pulling back slowly, pulling on Matthew’s lower lip a little as he did so the lengthen the departure.
Rico breathed a sigh, leaning his forehead against Matthew’s, hand falling so his arm just rested across the other male’s shoulder.
He felt like a traitor.
Despite that sudden sinking feeling in his stomach, Rico managed a smile, and speech too. “I think that was a good lesson for now. How about we call it a night?”
As much as Rico enjoyed that kiss, he felt bad for it. He wanted to be alone. Rico faked his customary, charismatic smile, trying to get a reassuring look in his eyes.