The knock too had surprised Dee. At first, he didn’t quite believe what he heard but after a moment or two, the man realised. Behind that door was no doubt Blake’s wife, the mother of his little girls. Dee didn’t know what to feel, nor did he know what to do. All that could be done for the time being was lay and wait, he didn’t even want to utter his lover’s name. It was such an odd emotion that was bubbling within Dee, he didn’t know how to describe it. In the past, whenever Blake and he hade made love, they didn’t have a worry in the world but now? Blake had a wife, children too. Dee had to take in this into account, making sure to be very careful or otherwise, he would loose Blake forever. Oh why! Oh why did he leave to Greece? The squire was beginning to regret the whole move, the need to leave Oberon. Why did he go anyway? What was the real fucking reason?
Dee sighed, scratching the back of his head. It felt like someone had hacked away at his happiness and fed the remains to a hungry dog. It was not a nice feeling, not at all. He sighed again, reaching for both his breeches and tunic. Once properly clothed, Dee walked over to Blake. Dee touched his hand, standing on the tips of his toes to deliver a small but sweet peck. It wasn’t much but it was enough. Dee then moved away, turning so that his backside faced Blake. If his wife cared to look inside, she would find nothing suspicious. No matter what Dee felt, he wouldn’t say it in front of Blake’s wife.
Not yet anyway.
