Kysis let himself be helped up, not taking the full brunt of standing on his own, like he might have if he was not so wounded. Small tremors filled him as Lam moved around him, a thick knot forming in his throat. It was decidedly much colder outside the bath than on the inside, goosebumps rising over his now damp and exposed skin.
The news, that his blood was the correct color, that there wasn\'t worse oozing from his back, made it slightly easier to breath. For a moment, it had felt like a load of heavy stones laid across his chest, making it impossible to breathe, but now, that was slightly lessened.
It did not, however, stop the fact that he was bleeding.
Kysis was glad when Lam came back before him again, touched him again to help him out of the tub. Contact was reassuring at this point, keeping him in the here and now. There was a dark chasm near by, where he could easily fall, Kysis teetering precariously on that cliff.
The fact that Alia\'s room had not been changed at all, despite the fact that she had passed on some time ago, was reassuring in a way. It meant that not too much had changed. Kysis nodded, slowly, taking in what she offered.
"I sent Alex with the horses." The words fell numbly from his tongue, Kysis only really noticing what he said afterwards. It was the truth. Alex was the first of the household for him to find, the one he had given the reins over to. It was entirely likely that Alex was back by now. How long had it been, since he returned?
Kysis could not tell.
With shuffling steps, Kysis started off towards the door which led to the largest room in the house, the one that had been Marcos and Arna\'s room at first, then Alia\'s, and had sat empty since. He touched the door knob, resting his head against the wood of the door for a moment, collecting himself as much as he could.
He had not even noticed how much water, now speckled here and there with blood, that he was leaving in his wake, nor had he thought about the fact that he was utterly in the nude, rows of scars visible, his torment laid bare. Right now, his only thought was to remain standing.