It took something of great interest for Ransom to alter his habitual lifestyle and venture somewhere new. A hooded jacket clung to the young gentleman’s body as he strolled down the streets tentatively, looking for a specific sign. As soon as anyone would wander close to him, Ransom would scatter the direction furthest, anxiously scanning shop windows and listening to the sound of bells that chimed when a customer exited or entered. For it being noon time, the sidewalks were fairly clear, though that wasn’t the way that Ransom perceived it at all.
He had passed several other places before he found the store…
Heartfelt Antiquities .
Not the most appealing name, but Ransom hadn’t ever required a place he visited to sound pleasing to the ear in any sense. As long as it was in the bounds of normality (or what he considered normal anyhow) such as a bookstore or a knick-knack shop rather than a sex toy retailer…Ransom figured he could deal with it. At least quaint, locally owned shops like these wouldn’t have entire websites dedicated to the bizarrely dressed and behaving people who frequented them like Walmart did.
The door did something to attract Ransom to it like a hummingbird was drawn to sugar-water. It was color, the sort of color that brought his world to life. Lingering for a moment, the human felt his finger against the door, as if he were feeling for the pattern of brush strokes. Then he motioned to open the door, pushing it in with his shoulder once he’d gotten it ajar, pausing in the doorframe instantly to pull the hood of his jacket over his head. He needn’t look to see if there were cameras in fear that they would capture his face, as a safety procedure he always covered up when he entered an unfamiliar building if not
before entering.
If there was any sign of the living inside of the place of business, such as other customers shuffling through the aisles or an employee greeting him as he entered, Ransom promptly ignored them and gave no response before moving himself down a narrow and confining aisle, head facing to the ground that would occasionally sweep from side to side to look at the objects that were mounted all about the place, on the walls, on shelves, and almost cluttering the floor. This was not Ransom’s natural place of roaming and he felt trapped. It didn’t help that he had brought along his knapsack that carried all of his drawing equipment that swung alongside his hip with every step he took.
Enclosed. Claustrophobic. Buried. Worse, if someone happened to be browsing the same section of the store as he, they might have to pass by him in order to get out…and he knew that with this amount of space it would result in an accidental brush of body parts. It was lucky that only by chance he hadn’t brought his easel and canvas along to paint this afternoon… or else he might manage to block the entire sector.
Most people would have thought about those types of things for a second and then moved on with their life, having so many other stresses to consume their time that brushing up against a stranger in public failed to puncture the surface of all fears. Ransom didn’t move on. Like earlier with the door, finger pressed against it, he held his thoughts in place for some time. When and if someone rubbed him he could think about it for hours after, days after…the human still had memories from years back of people violating his space that had ended up being traumatizing experiences.
Despite the chatter of his cautious mind, Ransom pressed forward, searching for something very specific rather than browsing. He knew that it would have been easier to ask for assistance on where the paintings were kept if any were here at all, especially at the rate of looking he was going at when he hung his head low like that, trying to avoid a possibly non-existent camera from taking pictures of him. He couldn’t even see where he was going- those around him were simply going to have to watch out for him and avoid bumping into him. Those who didn’t risked unknowingly upsetting the male more than they could ever imagine.
By now, he had reached the back of the store, head rising much above his comfort zone where he
knew one of those things could get them if they were in here, only to look at a painting at the very far left corner of the wall. Some of them were abstract pieces that held no interest to Ransom, but this one was an
oil portrait, and a particularly beautiful one of a young woman. He’d never seen her before, and he wondered
who she had been or who she was if she was still living. It didn’t take long for his feet to follow his gaze until he was standing as directly under it as he could, lifting a hand to hover over the painting just where the crinkles of the figure’s white dress spread out at the bottom of where she sat, only a hair away from grazing the canvas. Closing his eyes, Ransom tried to imagine the texture on his tip; not of the canvas, but of the garment itself. He knew better than to touch the painting, but he so desperately wanted to that the desire was akin to a swarm of insects crawling under his skin and clawing at the soft tissue in order to get out.