The idea of Isaac thinking Ash would be faithful to him was so laughable that Ash couldn\'t help but laugh.
"No, no way," he said, only after the laughter died down, not that it lasted very long. "Sexual commitment was never a promise I made to him. He\'s had boys in his bed since going out with me," he pointed out, wanting to justify himself even though it was a hollow truth. Isaac hadn\'t slept with anyone since committing to him, but the knowledge of discovering he had while he\'d been courting Ash was enough to sour the younger vampire. The commitment had been unintentional, also, he knew - it had come hand in hand with his siring. "He knows," Ash said again while looking at his feet, confirming it to himself more than to Kerr, which was likely to give away the fact he wasn\'t entirely honest to himself about the relationship with Isaac was at.
He glanced up at Kerr and saw the expression there.
"Ah, fuck it. It\'s twisted, okay?" he admitted, sinking back into the couch and slouching there, eyeballing Kerr for his tiniest reaction. "It\'s like an arranged fucking marriage. I never agreed to be a vampire, he just made me one, and now he\'s like a cross between being my lover and my fucking father."
He had never told anyone this, but he thought Kerr would understand. He was counting on it, in fact.