It was early afternoon when Bill awoke, yawning as he snuggled further into the warm comforter. Minutes later, he realized he was naked, something that typically didn't happen when he slept. He furrowed his brow, the events of the night before coming back to him. What had he done?
It seemed strangely okay, now, to think of more than vampires being out to get him. Lamar clearly hadn't been so worried about it before. So maybe it would be okay; he just had to be absolutely paranoid about things from now on. Perhaps if Emil was still willing, Bill would do the mindshare thing or whatever it was that Emil had wanted last night. It would be easier, now, to accept it now that he had slept on it, now that his brain had become equipped to deal with the presence of more than one type of supernatural.
That was, if Emil wasn't absolutely pissed at him for screwing Lamar. What had he been thinking? Lamar's comments about Emil being angry about infidelity came back to him as he applied them to his own situation. It really wasn't polite to sleep with one's roommate behind one's back, and he was sure that Emil had heard them. How could he not? Bill was a vocal companion, and he certainly hadn't held back much last night. No matter how amazing (and yet unfulfilling) the sex with Lamar had been last night, it shouldn't have happened, and he knew that.
Groaning, Bill buried his face in the covers, unable to believe his own stupidity. How could he? After everything Emil had done for him, this was how he repaid him? Pulling the blanket over his head, he curled into a fetal position, giving in to his despairing thoughts. How could he? What kind of person would do something like that? Clearly Lamar had thought the same thing, as quickly as he had left after the fling. He felt lower than low.
Still….he had to face the music. Maybe he should just walk home, though, and not have to face Emil. Of course, there was the high probability that he would get jumped and torn apart by some unknown creature, despite the fact that it was daylight. It wasn't like there was any ruling body now, was there? At least not one efficient one. He strayed into the wrong territory, and he would be toast.
Slowly, Bill forcing himself out of bed, quickly finding his own clothes from the night before. He folded up the ones Lamar had let him borrow, placing them on the bed after he had made it. It was the least he could do, really, after what he had done. Still unsure whether he was sticking around or going, Bill turned, preparing to leave the room and at least go out to the living room…maybe all the way home, he wasn't sure it.