Operation Cheer Up

[Black Philip]

Reserved for suneater

I'm not really good at cheering people up. Most of my advice is to punch the things that get in your way. But when Zeph went a full two hours with no communication I started to assume something was wrong. My largest fear was that his father had called and told him about me. He'd been seriously pissed when I called and told him the gig was off. He'd told me "we'll see about that." I figured if I planned on seeing Zeph on the regular, which I was seriously hoping to do, that I'd have to deal with the old man eventually. He'd have his day in court. I was relieved when the air nymph asked me to come over, and quickly grabbed my leather jacket and hit the streets. My work was done for the night. I caught an unfaithful wife making out with a bartender at Venture. I hated that place, but quickly swinging by got me the photos I needed to get paid. Feeling flush and drunk as a skunk from a meal I picked up, I worked my way over to the stoner's apartment.

I drove drunk, but I did that most nights. Luckily I am a great drunk driver. It helped that I had a lot of practice and honestly alcohol just doesn't disorient me the way it did when I was living. Don't get me wrong. Drinking knocked me on my ass my fair share, but it was harder to get and stay juiced from feedings, and only so much blood can be taken. I'd been tasked with finding cream eggs, and I was determined not to disappoint their intended eater. A few drug stores had nothing, so I moved on to an actual candy shop off Main and JFK. Sitting there looking sickly artificial was one last pack of Cadbury Creme Eggs, and they were only two bucks. It was your lucky day Lasagna.

I got to his building and approached the ancient looking doorman. It was a different guy on shift but I told him I was here to see Zeph and he buzzed him letting him know some guy named Drew was here to see him. I smiled at that. I was here to see Zeph. Even if he needed cheering up I was chosen to provide it. Solving a case, getting drunk and now Zeph. What could go wrong?

I hit the elevator and stumbled. I think I was a little too drunk and I had to arrange myself as it worked it's way to Zeph's floor. I couldn't let him see me looking sloppy. He thought I was some hero. I quickly straightened myself out and after a few hard slaps to the face was feeling more alert. A familiar ping told me it was time to get out and I worked my way over to his door. I was wearing jeans, boots, a tank and my jacket. I don't change much. Oh, but today I wore a maroon beanie, with a Clark Kent tendril poking out from under my cap. I knocked and waited for Zeph to open up and let me in.

[suneater]

The door opened slowly, only the few inches permitted by the small chain bolt that was still in place. Through the gap between frame and door, Drew would see one of Zeph's bright blue eyes peering out. It focused on Drew and the barest of smile traced what was visible of his full lips. The door closed again, and there was some fumbling of locks before he finally pulled the door open.

The nymph did not look his best. He was clad in a pair of pajama pants patterned with marijuana leaves and a plain white t-shirt that was creased in a way that suggested it was being worn fresh out of a Hanes three-pack. He shuffled back to admit Drew, then moved back to the door himself to lock, dead bolt, and chain bolt it once more.

The apartment was a genuine mess now. There were boxes and plastic wrappers from frozen meals littering the counter, and a few containers from said meals rested on various surfaces around the room, including two on the nightstand near his bed. The blankets on his bed were formed up into a large ball, suggesting that Zeph had been nesting there recently. Clothes were strewn about, mostly in the bedroom, but there were also some draped off the arms of the couch or balled on the floor in front of it. The television screen was paused on what looked to be an episode of the Voltron reboot.

The moment he'd locked the door, he was clinging to Drew, burying his face in the man's chest. His hair was a bit damp, and Drew would likely detect that he had recently brushed his teeth. He didn't produce much in the way of facial hair, but there was some downy stubble along his jawline and throat. Drew might get the impression, augmented by the state of the place, that it was probably the first time Zeph had seen to any kind of grooming in a while.

He didn't say anything, he just hugged. Held on for dear life, really. His arms wrapped around the small of Drew's back, and his grip was surprisingly fierce.

He hadn't left the apartment since his return from Venture the night before, and he hadn't gotten much sleep since - just fitful hours snatched here and there. He'd been afraid to talk to anyone. He wanted to, but the only people he knew who wouldn't think he was crazy were his parents and Rodrigo. The latter had texted him a half dozen times, but the messages were left on read. The former, well, they would believe him, certainly, but if he told them what had actually happened he would have been on the next flight back to Colorado. He had considered it. Charon's ancient presence and malformed features had figured heavily into the furtive dreams that had intruded on his attempts to rest, and the prospect of returning to Venture terrified him.

Frankly, the thought of going outside terrified him. Between his experiences at the vampire club and the altercation on the way home from the bar last Thursday, Zeph's rose-colored glasses had been cracked.

"Th-thanks for coming," he finally mumbled into Drew's tank top. "It's um, kind of a mess."

[Black Philip]

Once I saw the little nymph I felt my face harden. I held him close, but my knuckles were cracked as I hugged, wondering who’s skull I needed to bash. I looked around the apartment and honestly it still looked better than mine - minus the frozen food shit that never happens to me - so who was I to judge Zeph’s last day or two? However, I could tell it wasn’t Zeph, and it raised my internal alarms. My body became a pillow. It’s what I’m best at in these situations, but my mind began to construct the bare bones of a mystery. What were the facts? I needed to fix this for him. I needed to sa-.

You’re trying to rescue him again.

I snapped back just in time to hear Zeph apologize for his place, and I picked him up in my arms and awkwardly carried him into the “bedroom.” I placed him down gently, and sat near him. If he ended up curling right back on me that was fine, but I don’t like to be smothered so I wanted to make sure I wasn’t doing that either. We didn’t speak for a long while. I didn’t know what to say, and Zeph seemed lost wherever he was. I needed to get him talking. I needed to see him smile. Wow. I needed that as much as he did I think.

I presented the requested candy, pulling the pack from my inside jacket pocket. I made a big show of it. “Your requested junk food sir.” I even gave a little bow, but looked up and locked eyes with him. DId I help yet? Was he better. Wishful thinking Drew my boy.   

[suneater]

Zeph's eyes widened in surprise as he was scooped up. Drew would find him a little heavier than he looked. His slim figure was encased in lean muscle, but his mass would still be very manageable. He threw his arms around Drew's neck, ducking his head in against the older man's shoulder. Drew carrying him felt nice. There was a bit of regression, to a time when his welfare was completely in the hands of others. Right now he needed some of that.

When Drew set him down he huddled up with his knees drawn to his chest and his arms looped loosely around his shins. He rested his chin on his knees, and his eyes were on Drew. He had no idea what to say, how to start, how he even could say anything. His features, characteristically, made what was going on in his head perfectly known. That admixture of panic and sorrow would be totally apparent- at least, until Drew produced the carton of foil-wrapped confections.

A faint smile twitched on his lips, and he reached out for them. "Thank you, sir." His attempt to mirror Drew's tone fell a little flat, but the effort was there. He drew the box in, resuming his self-hugging, but his eyes remained fixed on Drew's.

He wasn't ready to talk about anything that mattered, but he did need to talk. He needed to use words to make some sense of what was going on in his head, even if they had nothing to do with his problems- especially, in fact.

"These used to be my favorite," he mumbled. "I mean, I guess they still are but I haven't had them in forever." He lifted up the creme eggs and glanced at them. "I was always so amazed at how they did it. How did they get the yolk colors to be just in the middle? How did they get the creme in the chocolate?" He lowered his hand, letting it rest on the mattress. "I still don't know." He laughed, but it was jagged, the sort of laugh that could easily herald darker displays of emotion. He shook his head and fell backward, landing his head on a pillow and splaying his arms out in something of a crucifixion pose.

"There's a lot I still don't know," he said quietly. Drew would find that he'd closed his eyes and very much looked to be struggling to hold back tears.

[Black Philip]

I laid down on the bed and placed my head near his ear. I threw an arm over him. I didn't know what to do or say, so we just laid there for a bit. I think it helped, just having me there. I could feel him start to cry as we were together, and the whole time I just wanted to ask him what was wrong. I just couldn't though. There was so much emotion and I was overwhelmed. I was also angry, and for some reason I got really sad too. I can't explain it. I just was affected or something. Eventually, I did speak up, and asked in as deep a voice as I could muster.

"Zeph. What happened man? How are you... feeling?" The last word sounded like a gulp was between it and the one before it. I felt my body tense up as I asked it, but I knew from these crisis intervention workshops I had to attend that talking about feelings helps when people are acutely upset. This shit don't come naturally to me, but I read up.

I moved on to full on cuddling him at this point. I couldn't take it anymore. I wondered if he could sense my worry. If I could find out what happened I could do something about it. Just like with the bully from the other night I would find whoever made Zeph feel this way and make it right for him.

[suneater]

He didn't answer Drew right away, but he did lean into the sudden cuddling. Drew's strength and solidity helped a lot. It was like being anchored, and Zeph's moved against the older man to enhance the effects. Nothing lascivious- just turning his head to brush his cheek against Drew's shoulder, or moving his hand up the plane of his back, or twining their ankles together.

What happened? How are you feeling?

He wasn't sure how to answer either question. He was feeling dread. Drew's presence helped diminish it, but there was still a lead pit in his stomach that got colder every time he thought about leaving his apartment. And he couldn't tell Drew what had happened. He couldn't. He would think he was nuts, and then he'd leave, and then Zeph would feel even worse. He couldn't tell him...

... unless Drew already knew, and there was a safe way to test that, he realized.

He wasn't strong enough to pull out of the embrace. Instead, he miserably mumbled his question into Drew's shoulder:

"Have you ever heard of a club called Venture?"

[Black Philip]

My analysis shifted as Zeph brought up Venture and I began to suspect what might've happened. I don't know what happened, but I made this pathetic gulp, cry thing that must've sounded pathetic, but I imagined some gross old fanger biting Zeph and scaring him for ever. I spent the entire last time I was hear trying not to bite the kid, and now some other stupid fucker had? Wait Drew. You're jumping to conclusions. All he asked was did you know the club. You do. Start with that.

"Yeah I was just there actually," I tested, seeing what follow up questions Zeph might ask me.

I held him tighter when he said Venture's name and so on some level he may know I know what goes on there. Maybe I could tell him about me? It looked like vampires were the last thing he wanted to see, and there I was cuddling him up. God damn I'm a creep. He felt nice though, in my arms, and creep or not there was no place I'd rather be, even with him so sad. As I waited for his reply I nawed on his opposite shoulder a bit, a playful biting to make him squirm a bit. I tried my best to smile at him, but I'm sure my concern beamed through.

[suneater]

Yeah, I was just there actually.

Zeph tensed at the words, and pulled away a bit (it was hard, entangled as they were) when Drew ducked his head to nibble at his shoulder. The most disturbing of his dreams since Venture had involved various figures from the evening (and even several at once) doing just that, and his shoulder was far too close to his neck for the nymph to not be triggered.

He drew back, his features uncharacteristically focused on Drew, trying to glean everything he could about the statement. His response had been almost casual, as if Venture wasn’t a big deal, but if there was one thing Zeph’s experience had imparted to him it was that people had to know what the place was about to set foot inside. He’d been an exception, an odd circumstance.

So right. Drew at least knew about vampires, and maybe even was one, or was like Rodrigo and involved with one. Fear began scuttling about in Zeph’s chest, but Drew’s embrace was still comforting. Aside from a poorly timed playful bite, there was nothing the man was doing that made Zeph worry at all. In fact he felt waaaaaay better than he had prior to Drew’s arrival, even with the current topic.

He was still in Drew’s arms, but had pulled back enough to regard him carefully. Drew would see the gears turning inside Zeph’s pretty little head as he decided how to proceed.

“My friend brought me,” he started, just above a whisper. “Nothing… nothing really happened.” His voice fell a bit there. Technically it was true. No one had harmed him, and the worst he’d suffered was a few scares and some mental intrusion. Considering how things could have gone, it could have been much worse. “But I’m scared. Th-they want me to come back.” He was still looking at Drew, hoping he had answers, or something to say that might help even a fraction as much as his presence had.

[Black Philip]

I was backed into a corner. I needed to tell him the truth. I hated the feeling of him tensing up in my arms. I never wanted him to do that again, but as I decided honestly really is the best policy, I let him go. I placed him down on the bed and took several steps back. I had no idea how he was going to take this, and if he freaked out, I just didn't want to make it worse by having him in my arms. I backed off the bed and stood, holding my beanie in my hand. I couldn't look at him. I couldn't see his shaken, sad face, and I definitely couldn't see the moment he started to hate me. I sighed a deep sigh, and threw a hand behind my head, scratching my neck.

"So look Zeph. I like you and I want to help. But I can't do that if we're not honest with each other." I was rambling again, but I wasn't quite ready to say the words yet. I looked around his room at the amount of stuff, finding it pleasent to look at something else other than the guy I was about to hurt.

"The thing is... I... I'm a vampire." I looked at him now to see his reaction, and opened my mouth to show him my fangs as proof. I was fully prepared to leave at this point. I was sure he'd want me to. As I scanned his face I couldn't help but let my mind wander. The rejection was coming and I knew it, letting a touch of humor enter my thoughts.

Still wanna make out?

[suneater]

A frown etched itself into Zeph's face as Drew released him and moved away. He sank back into the nest of tangled comforters, wriggling onto his side so that he was still at least facing the man as he looked up at him. His features were a knot of emotion, tangled filaments of everything ranging from discomfort to uncertainty, all of it filtered through his somewhat boyish crush on his knight in leather armor and combat boots. He listened solemnly as Drew fumbled through his preamble.

But I can't do that if we're not honest with each other.

During the pause, an anxious idea ricocheted around in his mind. Drew had pulled away. Had he done something wrong? Drew had just been to Venture. Had he learned about something Zeph had done there that he disapproved of, and viewed as an omission on Zeph's part? The nymph couldn't think of anything that would qualify, but still, he couldn't help but worry that Drew somehow thought him in the wrong - at least until the revelation came.

I... I'm a vampire.

Zeph's eyes widened completely as the words sank in and Drew displayed his fangs. His mouth had fallen just slightly open, enough to reveal the pink of his tongue beyond. The knot of emotion unraveled, tied itself back up, and then finally untangled itself to reveal sheer disbelief. Zeph began to laugh. It was not the stoner chuckle or gale of laughter he usually exhibited- it was a dull, choked sound that just didn't sound right coming from the happy-go-lucky air-blooded. He flopped down onto his back and then dragged a pillow over his face.  There was nothing dramatic - no pressure, no scream - in the action. The hollow syllables of laughter were muffled and quickly died.

After perhaps ten seconds he peeked out from underneath the pillow, exposing just a single blue eye to peer at Drew. "This is really weird. Do you know Ben? Or Charon? Or Rodrigo?" An edge of interest gleamed in the words. "Or is this just some kind of crazy coincidence, that I find out vampires are real and then, bam, the guy I'm kinda into, he's a vampire too?" He disappeared behind the pillow again, falling silent before reiterating a muffled: "Reeeeally weird."

[Black Philip]

I never met a vampire before the one who made me, and she only seemed interested passing her blood on to me. Zeph’s reaction was better than I hoped but it wasn’t good, and I felt concern, hearing his choked laugh and subsequent use of a pillow to disassociate. I kicked myself for not telling him sooner, but how could I? True he was a nymph but I am often amazed at how little supernatural species know about one another. When the order to leave didn’t come I relaxed a bit, and I admit as I saw his eye peeking out from the protectiveness of his pillows I felt a sliver of hope. It was also such a cute gesture than even in all my gooey emotions I couldn’t help but smile at him.
I didn’t know anyone named Rodrigo. Ben was a name with a little street value and some yahoo had tried paying me to catch him in the act with Charon. Apparently they were involved. Now Charon was a name everyone with two pieces of a brain knew, and the stories I’d heard - including the ones about Ben - made me realize at least in part what might’ve happened.

“I know who Charon is,” I admitted, keeping me superficial knowledge of Ben quiet. If I did end up taking that job I didn’t need to add a conflict in Zeph. What if he and Ben were friends? I moved to the bed and sat back down, extending a hand should Zeph seek to hold it, snuggle it, chew on it, or whatever else might help.

“But in general it’s not like we all know each other. I doubt any of those people know about me. So you’re kind of into me huh?”

It was changing the subject, but I wanted to confirm I heard right, and that I hadn’t pushed him away with my disclosure.

[suneater]

Zeph peered past the pillow again when Drew responded. His eyes fell to the offered hand, but he didn't take it. Instead he hugged the pillow to his chest, wrapping his arms tight around it while he watched the man on his bed. Pink blossomed on his cheeks as his mind slipped to the last time they'd been on his bed together, evolving into a full scarlet against his pale flesh when Drew homed in on his blurted confession. It had just sort of come out while he voiced his thoughts, and as he weighed it consciously, he found he wasn't sure what to say.

The Drew he'd been referring to wasn't a vampire - or at least, Zeph hadn't known he was a vampire while he'd subconsciously developed the opinion. That Drew, yeah, he was absolutely into. Beyond the physical attraction, which was plenty strong, and the fact that he'd literally come to Zeph's rescue, there was something solid about his presence that the flighty air nymph responded to. Even now, his weight on the mattress did make Zeph feel just a little better.

But this Drew was a vampire. He was part of the world that Zeph had stumbled into at Venture, and that world had left him feeling shaken and brutalized. Just thinking about it made his shoulders sag, as if Charon was right their, the full enormity of his presence bearing down on him. If he could wish the experience away, he would have, which was saying something considering how much Zeph normally embraced new experiences.

He was quiet for a while as he sorted through his thoughts. His response, when it finally came, was a shrug. "I guess." Meekness constrained his voice. "I don't know. You're a shark." He said this as if it made complete sense, because to him, it did. "And after swimming with some sharks, um, I think I should probably be more, you know, careful?" He let his head fall back and stared up at the ceiling, pillow still clutched to his chest. "If you weren't a vampire it would be like, hell yes, choke me daddy, but..." He shifted to meet Drew's gaze. "But I just don't know."

[Black Philip]

Then it came. He rejected me. This is why I don't talk to people. This is why I can't date, or have a boy, or anything like it. I was sober so quick, and stood up. I couldn't even look at him, but what had I expected? I shoved my hands in my pockets, anger swelling within me. I wanted to punch something, someone, and Zeph's stupid little ass was right here.

He led you on. Fuck him up.

No. I wouldn't do that. This was my fault. I'm just a lying piece of shit.

"Yeah I get it. No worries though bro. Enjoy the Cad's." I sounded like we'd just met on the train. It was so devoid of feeling. It cut like glass to hear myself like this, but I had confirmed what I always knew. Zeph would end up hating me. Fuck. I really liked him. I headed towards the door and if I wasn't stopped I'd walk away from Zeph for good, it obviously being the best thing for him.

[suneater]

Drew's withdrawal was so violent, his voice so dead, that Zeph actually recoiled a bit. His expression danced between shocked and hurt before finally settling on crestfallen. It was only when Drew was about to leave that the nymph realized he really didn't want him to. He was a little starved for interaction, sure, having cloistered himself away for a few days, but he was also pretty sure that had nothing (okay, very little) to do with it. He wasn't disposed toward questioning his desires, though, so he didn't. Instead, he slipped from the bed and gave chase. If Drew had been watching, he would likely have been a little awed at the sheer grace and economy of movement the dancer displayed in righting himself and closing the gap between them.

He reached out a hand to lightly touch Drew's shoulder but a pang of lingering fear- more at the anger he'd seen and practically felt than the fact that he now knew Drew was a supernatural predator- kept him from making contact. Instead, he piped out an uncertain "Wait" and let his hand fall to his side.

If Drew turned, he'd find himself looking into Zeph's mop of ash blond hair while the nymph stared at the floor between them. He tended, unconsciously, to wield body language with extreme skill. Years of performance and more recently classes geared toward making his form at once a crucible and outlet for emotion had resulted in masterful coherence of heart and physique. The result, in that moment, made Zeph seem smaller, as if he had contracted beneath the weight of the last several days and more acutely, the last several minutes. He could hear his heartbeat pounding in his skull and only then realized how much panic Drew's potential departure had induced.

He looked up slowly with nervous trepidation shining in those azure eyes of his, as if he wasn't sure Drew would still be there when he finally did.

[Black Philip]

I kept telling myself to leave, that I couldn't stay another minute, but hearing Zeph's voice tell me to wait, made me stop and slowly turn back to look at him. I wanted to go to him, but I didn't know what he meant by telling me to wait. Maybe he just wanted to say goodbye. How dare he. I didn't know if I should say anything so I grabbed a chair and sat, placing my head in my hands.

"I'm sorry Zeph. I should've told you the other night. I just didn't want this to happen because..." I couldn't speak for a moment, a frog jumping in my throat, but if I didn't say it now I wouldn't get to. Tell it like it is Drew.

"I just really like you."

Did the matter? Was I still a "shark," the comparison as accurate as it was insulting. I wondered what Charon or this Ben asshole did to him, but I'd find a way to make them pay.

[suneater]

I just really like you.

Zeph felt something at the words. Something good, but it was hard to sort out through the jumble of emotions that were struggling to assert themselves. His expression softened even further as he stood there, looking down at the seated Drew. The statement rang true, and it was supported by Drew's demeanor. Fearful ideas had been circling at the fringes of Zeph's mind since he'd learned what Drew was - ideas like he just wants to bite me or he's going to make me go back to Charon. The simple admission dispelled them. There was no alternate agenda, no sinister plan.

His guard wasn't completely down, but it was certainly lowered. He padded forward on bare feet and reached out, his touch gentle as he tried to gently pull Drew's hands away from his face and force him to look up at Zeph.

"I'm... not exactly human either. I'm a nymph. Um, kind of like, an air spirit, but like, mostly human, I guess." It was only now that he knew what Drew was that he realized, loosely holding his hands, how cool the vampire's skin was. His lips pulled into a brittle smile, and he tugged a little - an attempt to get Drew on his feet. "So I guess, I don't know. It's kind of cool that we're both, you know, different. Scary, but cool."

[Black Philip]

When he touched me, I couldn't help but give into it, raising my head and looking at his beautiful eyes. I rose too at his body's suggestion. Maybe it was the dancer quality but Zeph said a lot with his body, and I found myself responding to the cues, and wanting to get even more in sync with him. My face was mostly happy shock and as he explained what I already knew I made a big error.

"Oh I already knew you were a nymph."

Fuck! I could drop the bomb or pad the landing. Do I tell him I'm a PI hired by his dad and I've been following him for weeks and know all his routes, patterns and a lot of his behaviors, or just tell him I know he's a nymph because I'm a vampire and we can smell that shit? I decided to cover the gaff and work up to the big reveal.

"My kind have ways of smelling that. It's kind of weird. Sorry. Can we... go back to your bed?"

It was a bold proposal, but one I thought Zeph would be favorable to.

"And, yeah. I like that you can know and I can know and it's cool, ya know?"

Why am I such an idiot?

[suneater]

Zeph looked hesitant for a few seconds once Drew was on his feet, then finished what he'd started and stepped in. He fit his body up against Drew's perfectly, wrapping his arms around the man's waist and turning his head to rest it against his chest. He wanted to be held. He wanted things to be okay. He wanted-

I already knew you were a nymph. The words jarred him a bit, and he pulled back his head to peer up at Drew. The explanation made perfect sense, of course, and Drew nodded readily. The vampires at Venture seemed to have been able to smell him too. Drew knowing what Zeph was... well, that made his own admission make a little more sense.

"Oh, umm, sure..." He took one of Drew's hands in one of his and led him back to the bed and the tangled nest atop it. "Let me just, umm." He disengaged and did some quick work to sort out the lump of sheets and comforter, then spotted the Cadbury eggs and moved them to the night stand. It was still a mess, but it was less of a mess, and he crawled in and scuttled across to the other side of the mattress to make room for Drew. Of course, the instant the vampire joined him, Zeph would be nestled up against him, wriggling into his arms.

[Black Philip]

Close call, but he seemed to buy it enough to take me back to his bed. I knew I’d have to proceed slow with the other stuff, and hoped Zeph’s dad wasn’t currently on a plane on his way here. That might get awkward, I allowed myself to be led and took my position on the bed, finding a squiggling Zeph in my arms. So… was this a date now? I guess I was still there to cheer Zeph up, but we knew about each other’s natures and were still in the same room. Well, more accurately Zeph finally knew about me. I guess I was wrong to think he wouldn’t accept me, and I would kiss him if he’d let me. I wanted to make it a deep kiss, one that promised of more to come. My beanie came off, revealing my unruly bed head.

“So can I take you on a real date soon? Not that rescuing you or rushing over to cheer you up isn’t a good time, but you know, maybe… want to see a movie?”

It was a corny request, but it honestly felt like the next step. I had asked a boy out on a date and I thought of Wesley. I think he’d be happy this finally happened. He was happy I was moving on. No, not on, forward. He’d be happy I was moving forward. I don’t think I could ever move on, even for Zeph. I held him and pet him and waited for him to respond.

[suneater]

Zeph's response was uncertain at first, but he gave way to Drew as the older man deepened the kiss he'd initiated. Honestly, Zeph probably could have used a couple minutes with a toothbrush at the moment, but that aside, his mouth was soft and warm and yielding.

I am kissing a vampire. The thought surfaced, and Zeph turned it over a few times in his mind. It felt different than his time at Venture. Being in Drew's arms made him feel safe. He realized that he was a little on edge though, sensitive to every movement Drew made in a way that went beyond his usual physical awareness. That fleeting anxiety didn't really take anything away from the experience, though. If anything, it heightened it. There was something thrilling about the risk.

He looked up at Drew after the kiss, and a boyish grin slowly emerged. "Oh, um, yeah. That would be cool." His cheeks colored slightly. "I'd like that. It would be good to, you know, get out." Drew's gentle touches and solid embrace got the best of him. He closed his eyes and leaned into the other man, letting out a quiet sigh of contentment. "That feels good," he murmured.

[Black Philip]

As I held him, I knew a movie theater that wasn't too far. I had an idea that maybe Zeph just needed someone to take him out of the house. I figured once he saw the world was as it had been before all this happened, it might teach him that he was safe. Also, now he had me. I would keep him safe. I still didn't know what happened to him though, and while I didn't want to make things ugly again, I needed to know exactly how angry I should be at this Ben character. Charon was off limits to retaliate but depending on what Ben did, I could always smash his fucking face in. 

"So, can I ask you about what happened at Venture? You don't have to tell me, but maybe I can help."

I cuddled him even tighter to let him know he was safe in my arms, and whatever he would be remembering wasn't what was happening in this room. Now, it was just me and him on his bed, in his messy ass apartment. If he'd been in a good mood it would've been perfect.

[suneater]

Drew would feel the change in Zeph's body language - a slight stiffening over every muscle at the mention of Venture. He was quiet for a few long seconds, but then relaxed slightly. His hands found Drew's and he brushed his thumbs across the man's knuckles. He drew a deep breath and then began.

"Well, so, my friend Rodrigo brought me, but he didn't tell me what was up, but they let me in cuz I'm a nymph and Rodrigo said I was cool, but then as soon as we got in someone came and said they needed to talk to him so he left and this cute guy was looking at me and that was Ben, and he asked if I wanted to go in the back or whatever and I just thought it was, you know, to fool around, but I guess actually he wanted my blood." He sucked in some more air and continued his meandering delivery. "But like, when he realized I didn't know what was up he told me and then took me to Charon, and Charon was all talking in my head and stuff and then had Ben take me upstairs while he, like, deliberated or whatever. Ben and I talked for a little but then Charon came up and Ben left and Charon talked to me too, then told me to come back next week."

His pace slowed here and there throughout as he tried to sort out the details of what had happened and keep things in sequence. He reflected for a few seconds afterward, then nodded. "Yeah that's basically what happened but... it was really scary. Ben was looking out for me but still scary, and Charon was really scary. Just... a lot, you know? It was like he pushed all the air out of the room or something."

[Black Philip]

I felt him tense, but just held him tighter. No harm would come to him in my arms. Rodrigo was added to the list of people I'd be "speaking" with about this incident. How do you bring your friend into a god damn vampire bar and leave him alone?! I tensed up and might've squeezed Zeph a little too tight, before relaxing again. As to what happened, I hated Ben for bringing Zeph to Charon. I mean the guy could've just taken whatever he wanted from Zeph and he would've had no way to defend himself. Then there was actual Charon. An ancient taking advantage of an innocent was as old as well... ancients, and I wanted to bash his ugly bat mask of a face in for making Zeph scared.

"Well, we won't go back, or... if we do I'll protect you."

I was being honest but not in the way Zeph probably thought. This Ben character sounded like someone I could bash up, Rodrigo too. But to protect Zeph from Charon, more drastic steps would have to be taken. I'd need to make him my pet. I hate that word but that's what the yahoos in power call ghouls in this city. It did give me exclusive feeding rights to Zeph though, and even if I wasn't allowed to feed, at least others wouldn't either.

"So it's still early. I think their are some late movies playing near here. Ever been to a Rocky Horror night?"

I happened to pass the signs on the way over. I hate that kind of crap but it looked like an activity Zeph would like, and I would be happy the moment he was a smiling boy again. I wanted to feed from him, to give us both the pleasure of it. Charon had taken that away from me, at least temporarily.

[suneater]

Zeph could feel Drew squeezing him tighter, but he wanted it too much to care if it got a little uncomfortable. He relaxed into Drew’s solid form, and a smile twitched to life on his lips when Drew vowed to protect him. He took the declaration at face value, unaware of how complicated that promise could become.

“Umm, duh.” He twisted around to peer at Drew. “I was Rocky one time, cuz my friend Tom had this skin thing and they needed someone last minute. It was, you know, pretty fun. But yeah I’ve been loads of times. I started going out in Colorado.”

His brow knit a bit as he realized how little he knew about Drew – particularly considering what he’d learned so far. “So this is maybe a rude question, but um, how old are you? Like, for real, I mean. You can’t be like… thaaaaat old if you know about Rocky.” He wriggled a little more, escaping Drew’s arms just enough to stay within them while he shifted onto his side to face him.

[Black Philip]

I figured he'd ask me how old I was. I mean, it was what I had asked my sire when the bitch made me. She'd been like a hundred or so. I wondered as he asked if he thought I would be super old, when I told him. On the other hand, he might've thought I was Lestat and had this epic century long story to tell. What's that Ann Rice book called, "Conversations with a Toreador?" It didn't matter. When he wiggled to face me, I kissed him like an instinct. It interrupted his speech a tad, but hey, he got there and I got a kiss out it!

"It's not rude," I confirmed, massaging one of his hands as I talked. "I'm fifty four years old, twenty nine of them as a vampire. So if you were hoping for Dracula, wrong due. I'm just Drew."

Zeph seemed to like Drew though, and so I was happy to say who I was for once. "And I bet you looked really good in the gold shorts."

I was getting horny and hungry, and wondered if Zeph would ever let me feed on him. Maybe next time I came over. We had a movie to catch. As painful as it was, I broke the embrace. I knew that to help Zeph feel better, I had to get him out of the house.

"Get dressed Lasagna. We're going out on a date, my treat."

[suneater]

The kiss took him by surprise, but it was a pleasant surprise. It did indeed interrupt him, and it took a few seconds for him to find his train of thought before continuing.

After Drew explained his age, Zeph was obviously doing the math, judging by his distant, confused expression. It resolved itself quickly, though. "Oh so you were like 25? And you get to be 25 forever?" He looked over Drew as if appraising him, and grinned slightly. "And I thought I looked young for my age."

He almost instinctively clung to Drew when the man broke away, but he managed to check the impulse. He pondered for a few seconds, then ducked his head down to give his own armpit a quick sniff. Coming up with a wrinkled nose, he slid off the side of the bed nearest the bathroom. "Let me just, um, shower real quick." He definitely had a bit of a shut-in funk to him. He began digging around in a pile of clothes skillfully concealed on the floor to the side of the bed and produced a clean-ish towel.

With that he scampered into the bathroom. "I'll just be like... five minutes," he called before closing the door. Drew would hear the shower running a few seconds later, and then, Zeph's voice performing a reedy a capella version of the themesong to Steven Universe- he only sort of seemed to know the words.

[Black Philip]

I thought I looked old for my mortal age, most people clocking me at like thirty. So when, Zeph said I looked young for my age it took me a second to understand the meaning. I laughed though, thinking it was a silly comparison from a silly boy. That's why I liked him though. I need some silly in my life.

"Yeah, well on the other hand, never get those senior discounts or that AARP card," I joked. In truth I'm happy I was taken when I was. Vampires could be taken at any time of life, but youth never goes out of style and when trying to feed, youth sells. When he went to shower I had to fight the urge to walk right on in and get naked with him. The chemistry was there, but he'd just been so spooked by other vampires. I didn't want him to see me as just another creep. His singing was cute, although I had no idea what he was going on about. It's not even that he didn't know the words, I just didn't get the melody. I liked listening to him sing though. He had a nice voice though, and honestly, I was at the stage where Zeph could've taken a shit and I would've liked it, because he was the one doing it.

I waited, but looked around the room. As a PI I don't meant to snoop - okay I mean to - but I just can't help that's how my eyes see the world. I would search the room with my eyes, stopping to look at anything that stood out, especially if it had to do with me. I would have one ear on the shower and Zeph, just in case he showered quicker than I was thinking.

[suneater]

"... and if you think we can't/ we'll always find the way./ That's why the people of this Earth believe in..."

The shower and song both cut out abruptly, maybe six of seven minutes after he'd started. He'd just been sort of meandering through parts of several songs from the Steven Universe canon.

Drew probably wouldn't find too much of interest in his appraisal. The place was a mess. There were a few empty Ben and Jerry's pints clustered on one nightstand, along with some scattered spoons. The aforementioned clothes were piled in a lump on the side of the bed. The television had long since gone into sleep mode. Most of the drawers were closed, so unless he went digging, all he'd find was the surface clutter and debris serving as evidence of Zeph's few days as a shut-in.

The bathroom sink ran, and then stopped. Zeph emerged a few seconds later with a large, fluffy blue towel cinched around his waste. His pale, hairless torso was mostly dry, but his ash-blond hair was still damp, nearly the color of wet newsprint. He was brushing his teeth, but smiled to Drew throughout the process. Frothy toothpaste had built up at the edges and corners of his mouth. "Ahmosht reany." The words were a bit garbled by his full mouth, and he rounded and returned to the bathroom, presumably to spit and rinse.

He returned and began rifling through drawers. He picked some bright green socks, torn black jeans, and a vivid green t-shirt that was well-worn. He pondered his underwear choices for a little longer, then grabbed a pair of white boxer briefs patterned with pretzels. Slinging the clothes onto his bed, he grinned slightly to Drew as he hustled his underwear up his legs, still mostly covered by the towel (though Drew would probably catch a few glimpses during the process). He dispensed with the towel after that and put on socks, then pants, then shirt. The t-shirt bore the phrase today isn't over in script, and he accented the ensemble with a pair of black suspenders. He was quiet and a little shy while dressing in front of Drew, and regarded him almost impishly when he was finished.

"Ready our first date?" His voice was tinged with the same trepidation that had marked his body language since he'd come back into the bedroom.

[Black Philip]

His singing was so cute, and I had to fight a naughty urge to poke into the bathroom and take a look at his wet, naked body. My pants stirred at the thought, but I quickly moved my junk so that Zeph wouldn't immediately see my semi. It's not that I was embarrassed at being horny, but I really did want to go on our date. As I searched his room I found little of interest. I felt a little guilty at being a snoop but I stopped apologizing for who I was a long time ago.

The shower time was pretty standard. I had searched whole apartments for clues in that time, so I was sitting patiently on Zeph's bed when he emerged from the bathroom, an anxious anticipation in my body and mind. I also didn't mind seeing him in that towel, a pain now in pants as I fought back my erection. He even looked cute brushing his teeth. How annoying and adorable. As he got dressed, I awkwardly played with my beanie, turning it over and over again in my hands. The final outfit was classic Zeph, although his wardrobe was more extensive than mine. He looked good as always, and the impish look made me want to kiss him.

"Yes sir. Take my arm," I said, leading him towards the door for a night on the town. Operation Cheer Up complete.  On to the next thing, which for us was date night. I had a date. I wonder what Wesley would think about it.