Lazarus narrowed his eyes, knowing what Jake was prompting for. He had other stuff to say first.
"And my reward for that, for my growth," he began snidely, "was not to be spoken to downstairs, not to be told I'd done wrong, not to be reprimanded by you, but to be sent upstairs on a fool's errand - because you didn't want me to bring anyone downstairs for us to play with, you lied - just so you could make a big fucking show of arresting me in front of everyone."
Lazarus sneered. "And I trusted you. I let them fucking take me, even though I have the speed to get away, the strength to push past, the threshhold for pain required to jump through a fucking window. That was me, putting trust in you, to realise that this," he circled his finger in the air to mean the cell that they were in, "is a huge mistake. So now you're locked in, because of all those fucking witnesses that you insisted on putting around us, that you insisted on having know our business, that you told that I'd raped Ben, now you've painted yourself into a fucking corner that you have to punish me, to keep on looking like a leader. And so I thought you'd put me on the stand, let me say my piece, or fucking sorry or something, and I'd have to be whipped or... or hurt some other way."
He swallowed, not wanting to admit that he'd thought Jake had sent Charon in here to rape him as an equal punishment to the crime.
"But batman told me that death is on the table. Fucking death."
And he wanted to look mad, but Lazarus could only look scared.