Murphy rolled his eyes as Jake explained the discussion between him and Ban. Fuck, they were like children, just with swords, inhuman strength, mind powers and a lust for blood. They didn’t get on, so why the hell did they seem to keep seeking each other out? It was a big enough city, surely? He’d seen Ben in those moods before, so didn’t doubt what Jake was saying – it was more of an explanation than Ben had given him.
“I’m sorry about Conner,” Murphy said softly, seeing how upset Jake was by this topic. Once Jake had explained in brief Murphy would have dropped it, unless Jake did that frustrating thing of hinting that there was more to the story which he really should know. He didn’t like that Jake felt he’d been pushed into this deeper topic.
His face crinkled into a frown as Jake explained about having his mind read all the time. That must have been horrendous. Not being able to keep any thoughts to yourself.
“Fuck, that sounds horrible,” he said, feeling bad now about pushing the matter, although the way Jake spoke when he was hiding things meant that he was basically inviting questions.
“I don’t want to know everything, I’m just asking for no lies and to know about things which affect me. I don’t think that’s too much to ask,” Murphy added.
“On that note, I got some stuff I need to talk to you about, which could affect you going forwards,” he added, running a hand through his hair nervously. “I’m not really sure how to go about explaining it, as it’s… it wasn’t exactly my thought.”
He took a deep breath, his hand moving to play with a fold in his jeans as he spoke.
“I’ve been around vampires for a while now, and one day I want to be sired. I was talking about it with Charon after he found out about us at the party, and he mentioned you might be a good sire. I don’t want to go into this with some kind of goal like that at the end, I want to be with someone because of this thing we feel between us, but since he mentioned it, it would be on my mind and I had to tell you. If it was the other way around I would have felt manipulated if I found out later.”
He knew bringing this up may well put an end to this before it even started, but he had to take that risk if they were going to trust each other in the future.