Dr. Barrow had wanted an interesting story, and his young employer hadn't disappointed. He was startlingly direct, and while the face of a trained therapist stared back, internally his mind was burning like a wild fire. The hardness of the word rape dropped into the room and Ben's expulsion about the trial carried with it something spiteful, tasting like a ripening fruit of contempt. Barrow's feelings about the trial had been mixed. It had been overly showy and full of theatrics, but the good doctor liked the idea of public trials for the supernatural. It was time they moved beyond princes and oligarchs. On a personal level it had been excellent for business, and Dr. Barrow wondered much much it might've helped lead to his employment at the academy. After all, it had been his audition.
Dr. Barrow didn't move much during Ben's statements. He wasn't exactly still, but more receptive, basing his body language and expression to be in sync with Ben's story. When he needed validation Barrow nodded. When he looked away Barrow did too. When he went for eye contact it was ready and waiting. He thought the comments about Kerr were especially interesting. There was ambivalence here, and he wondered about the death of of the sire. James hadn't been provided the details, just Ben's public comments, but he imagined some of this current presentation came from that time.
The idea of being penetrated was a violent metaphor for openness, and even the violence of Ben's words seemed to show what the lad thought of the issue. Was connection a violent thing? Rape proved it could be. Was that Ben's reaction to the rape, or was that simply Ben? Barrow intended to find out. He needed to do it without penetrating him though, and he swore off reading his aura without direct permission. He didn't want to add anymore unwelcome touch. He didn't think Kerr was a monster, but Barrow considered some monster haunted Ben. It was likely Lazarus, but James kept an open mind for the moment.
"First off, that trial was utterly ridiculous," he validated, leaning on the part of him that had hated it, and ignoring his more true ambivalence. He followed it up with a warm smile, before moving forward in his seat slowly. His eyes shined through the frames of his glasses. "Second, it doesn't sound like you're looking for sympathy, but I'm sorry that you went through that experience. It's more common than one might think, and I know many vampires who've been treated in a similar way." Barrow was calm and even, but his eyes dipped low when he talked about knowing other vampires like Ben. It was a sad moment, laced with something unknowable. He returned his eyes to the patient's.
"It also sounds like you value your partner's support. It's good to have resources like that. Feel free to bring him in a later date if you think it would be helpful for me to meet with you both."
He very much wanted to meet this Kerr. Who was the man that came back from death? He thought of Cain, and he missed the beauty. He'd text him once this session was done.
"And to make sure I understand the problem correctly, you're saying that since the rape you've been unable to engage in penetrative sexual intercourse with your partner and you feel like it's putting stress on the relationship and yourself?"
He phrased it all as a question, but inside was Barrow's first attempt at interpretation. He'd kept it vague to see how Ben responded to that form of intervention. Some people wanted Barrow to tell them what was going on inside them. Others hated it and fought him the whole way. He wondered which Ben would be.