Jake almost felt envy at Rachel, with her normal life, nice home and ancient boyfriend. However, then he remembered what Lisa-Joe had told her, and what Damien had mentioned as well. Rachel had things to envied, but her day to day life wasn't one. He felt a fair amount of guilt for his envy, and then it transformed into respect, and for some reason gratitude. He could easily see how Rachel helped Damien. Jake couldn't shake Damien's comment about becoming less human, and how it was phrased as a positive. From what Jake was seeing, some of Damien's best qualities were in fact his most human ones; humor, love, family, and commitment. Damien was wise, but somehow he imagined Rachel's wisdom was just as valuable.
"I think it's clear who's the spark of life in your home," he said, before quickly adding, "no pun intended of course." He gave another nervous laugh, although this one had a high amount of silliness mixed in, and so it sounded closer to the general mood of their table. "My boyfriend Murphy can have a similar effect on me," he admitted, thinking of Murphy's pretty eyes, calming voice and disarming presence. Of course, Jake still hadn't heard from him, but was trying not to focus on that.