"The couple of other vampires that I've been close with enough to tell them of that part of my past, they seem horrified by it more than anything. I know it's not common practice because again, only one has ever done such things to me. Usually you can tell to some capacity that it has happened to you. You lose blocks of time and have a bit of a mental fog over it when trying to think about what happened. I don't know if they can replace memories full out or not, but mine haven't been." He explained a little better. He really was trying hard to not mention the facility or his adoptive father or anything like that, but Ash certainly was making it tough for him.
"If you had met a vampire, and they wiped your memory of it, you would know," he said, "I know that sounds funny, but, it's not like forgetting something you've been told or walking into a room and forgetting why you walked in there, but rather, trying to think of what you did on a certain day, and just having parts of the day that feel important, but you cannot access those parts. It's a different feeling altogether than any other, it's hard for me to describe beyond that." He felt like he repeated himself a little, but wasn't really sure how else to get the point across that there was more to it than just the memories going 'poof'.
