Fuck, not you, too. Everyone wanted to tell him why he’d left but Cain could have even less of an explanation than Ben because he couldn’t know about Ben’s torture from seeing Kerr and Cain together. It would give Cain a false impression of importance to Kerr and also a tactical advantage over Ben that would kill any chance Kerr had of making up his betrayal.
Frowning, Kerr grasped Cain by his substantial biceps and moved them an arm’s length apart. “You need to stop thinking like that. I left of my own accord. Ben wanted me to stay and work it out but I went anyway. I made a choice. You’re blaming Ben for something he didn’t do,” he lectured sternly, watching Cain’s expression to see if his words had any effect. Considering his complicated relationship with Ben, Kerr could understand why Cain would automatically resent the blond but he couldn’t have it.
“Besides the fact that you promised equal loyalty to us both - and Ben told me he extended your stay with us, so that’s still an important fact to remember - you’re making judgements about something that’s not your business. I’m going to forgive you this error because I walked out on you, too, so I know you’re also hurt by me and wanting to lay blame. I assure you, I’m the one that deserves it, not Ben. But it’s still not your place to have an opinion about our relationship,” he reminded, wondering if his treatment of Cain had led to this superior attitude or whether it came from the dynamic Ben had accidentally fostered with him.
It didn’t matter either way, Kerr supposed wearily. No matter its source, the humble, neutral pet they’d engaged had evolved into this opinionated, vengeful creature to a point beyond the station he’d assured them he’d maintain. It seemed Ben wasn’t the only one that had reparations to make with their pet.