Samuel sat up when Remi kissed his thumb and pulled away, instantly missing his weight bearing down on him and wanting to snatch him back. He resisted, somehow. Sam didn't cuddle up like he had when he was trying to comfort Remi but he stayed close to the angel instinctively, lifting a knee onto the couch so he was mostly facing him, his leg touching Remi's in as many places as he could manage.
It was disconcerting, hearing Vomas' name on Remi's lips, spoken without malice or anxiety. If anything, it was sympathetically spoken, which just seemed wrong to Samuel. The fact that Remi followed it up by talking about them being reunited warmed him, though. Sam consciously recalled Vretil's visit, which had forced Remi to accept everything once and for all. Sam was so used to carrying the 'You were Gene!' torch alone that now it felt odd to be believed so easily.
Remi's question was therefore more startling than it ought to have been. If he'd fed tonight, Sam's cheeks would definitely have reddened in a blush. He recalled that Dominic had splashed everything about his relationship with Gene out for Remi to digest the night before but it had obviously all come out so fast and been so overwhelming that Remi hadn't processed it properly. If Sam recalled correctly, he hadn't commented on the mortal's spiteful little speech in any particular fashion, he'd just scolded them for bickering. Elaborating now was likely to make it very uncomfortable... but he couldn't lie.
"Oh," he hedged, lifting his elbow up to rest it on the back of the settee and wrap that hand around his nape. His gaze skittered off to the side due to his prodding at his own neck.. and because he couldn't quite look Remi in the eye. "Well. That was... Dominic was pretty accurate on that one. When I first met you - Gene - he was in a relationship with a vampire named Orias. Weird dude, that one. He had me knock Gene out so he could talk to me in private, even though Gene was pretty close to passed-out drunk. He was older than me, with lesser mental abilities - and mine aren't anything to write home about," Sam laughed.
The laughter died as he glanced up at Remi and could tell he was waiting to hear the rest of the story, not listen to him get sidetracked jawing about Gene's ex. He cleared his throat subtly.
"Anyway, he spooked me off Gene. The next time I saw Gene he was single but I'd started dating - well, okay, not dating, let's face it, that sounds way too cute. I'd started sleeping with Vomas, who was my boss but nothing was official. I told Gene about it, though and he was really disappointed. We, uh, had chemistry. The final time I saw him was quite a bit later and I... yeah, I used him. Things weren't going real well with Vomas, I was pretty sure we were headed for breaking up because he was barely spending any time with me and it felt like only a matter of time. I was convinced he was going to dump me. So I took Gene into a feeding room to make myself feel better. He wasn't drunk, he was consenting and all. Before we got down to sex, Vomas interrupted us and dragged me out of there. We had a big talk that night and sorted everything out but... I never heard from Gene again. I didn't contact him, either."
Sam's hand had made its way from the back of his neck to rub tiredly at his eyes now. He really hoped Remi was paying attention this time because he was getting pretty sick of recounting his worst decisions for the man he'd inflicted them on (sort of). With a sigh, he dropped his fingers and looked at Remi apologetically. "I really didn't have a relationship with Gene, just a lot of near misses and hopeful interludes that ended with me being an asshole, as Dominic told you. That's why I was so excited to see you again, because it's gotta be my greatest shame. I regretted it, even though I patched things up with Vomas. I always still thought about Gene. Wishfully. Maybe that was one of the things that Vomas knew and he didn't forgive me for."
He shrugged, feeling like he should be apologising and knowing he hadn't but also finding his behaviour inexcusable. His shoulders were tight and his body rigid as he waited to hear Remi's interpretation of this very personal retelling. Could he forgive Sam for hurting his former self?