Samuel had been getting ready to go to the Academy, pottering around his apartment, curled up on the couch sipping his warmed blood and reading... something. He couldn't concentrate too well, the paragraphs kept sliding back up the page and resetting themselves because his mind was straying - always to the same place: Remi. He hadn't seen him in too long and they'd left things in an awful place; Remi needed time to process uncomfortable truths and Sam wasn’t sure he’d ever see him again.
Samuel couldn't say that they'd agreed it should be that way - in fact, Remi had flown away with his heart so fast, he hadn’t managed to say a word as he was abandoned in the park two nights before - but he'd felt obligated to leave Remi to his own devices, not texting or calling him. Since Remi hadn't contacted him, he'd assumed that was preferred. Sam, however, had been going out of his head wondering what to do and when would be the right time to make contact. The longer they were apart, the more intimidated he felt. Paranoia played a part, too, trying to convince him that he'd imagined their connection, that Remi wanted space from him because he couldn’t forgive what he’d done to Gene and so it was probably for the best... for Remi, anyway.
He frowned when his phone dinged with a text. He lifted his hips and pulled it out of the back pocket of his black trousers, his throat closing up with fear when he read it. And read it. And read it again because it wasn't making sense to him that Remi was at the White Rabbit to see District Leader Jake McCloud and he hadn't told him that. The words that resonated most were the last three, though.
Need you
Please
Samuel tipped the last of his blood into his mouth so fast that some dribbled down his chin and almost dropped onto his maroon dress shirt. He slid his stockinged feet into his shiny leather shoes, grabbed his room key and hurried out of his apartment. The lift couldn't come quickly enough - nothing felt like it was moving quickly enough with Remi needing him - so he ran down the fifteen flights of stairs and out onto the city streets, tapping into his celerity.
When he burst through the doors of the White Rabbit, Samuel attracted some glances but none of them were Remi's. Looking around, he noted that the majority of the lighting in the place was around the eclectic bar, the rest of the room seemed dark and dangerous, the music being piped through the sound system alternative rock. Sam's elevated senses were challenged, so he could only imagine... he spied Remi crumpled in the corner and Sam's heart lodged itself in his throat. The angel looked far worse than he had in the elevator, clutching at his stomach and leaning against the wall with his eyes closed like he was fighting off continual waves of nausea.
Sam stepped over and grasped his biceps firmly, his body blocking out the view entirely. "Remi!" he said urgently but didn't get a response. He slid his hands down to his warm hands, having to pry them off his arms to hold them but they lay clenched in his grip, trembling wildly. Everything about Remi seemed to be trembling. Biting back the unhelpful urge to fearfully demand what the ridiculous idiot angel thought he'd been doing, coming here alone, Sam decided he'd need to act more firmly than he previously had. It might offend Remi permanently and possibly wreck their relationship but it was a risk he was determined to take; he'd need to enter Remi's mind.
Without giving himself time to doubt his action, Samuel pressed his consciousness inside Remi’s. He wasn't highly adept at mind control - he practised too infrequently, having devoted most of his life to more academic pursuits - but he knew enough to access thoughts and memories. The first thing he did was speak, however, his mental voice always smooth and a little deeper than his actual voice, still accented with his Southern twang and authoritative as it echoed in Remi's mind, hopefully grabbing his attention.
Remi? I'm here. You're alright. Well, you're going to be fine, anyway. This place is dark and tight but you can leave it at any time. Remember that. You're free to go, if you want. Breathe for me, darlin', take a deeeeeep breath now and you need to put yourself out of here. Let's go where it's calm, he insisted, cutting off his mental voice and moving into Remi's memories. Luckily, he had a wide selection to choose from and Remi's happy place was easy to pinpoint: the sky.
Sam slackened his mental fingers and allowed the emotional centre of his own mind to follow Remi's, seeking the image that had as much joy attached to it as he could find. Once he chose it, he re-focussed on his more demanding mental fingers again and triggered the memory. His hands rubbed Remi's agitatedly as they took off on a virtual flight, trying to bring the angel around and into the physical present as well as back from the dark place of panic he'd become trapped in. Sam watched mentally with Remi, experiencing the unbridled happiness that was roused by him flying through a vibrant sunset sky, floating and falling on warm air currents, as free as the wind itself.
It was a beautiful memory. He hoped it was enough to bring Remi out of the darkness.