Stiffening slightly as the Dee pressed his face against Julius\'s doublet, the knight paused for a second before swallowing, sliding his arm up and against the boy\'s thin shoulders. As awkward as he was about this whole touching business, he wasn\'t about to pull away. Not when Dee was in this state. He shifted, trying to get comfortable whilst still keeping a hold on the boy. Dee made no sign that he was listening, and he probably wasn\'t, but that was understandable. It wasn\'t like he\'d made things especially easy for the kid either, and despite the fact that yes, he was still rather angry with Dee for his behaviour, Julius couldn\'t place all of the blame on him.
He twitched absently, biting the inside of his cheek to distract himself from the proximity Dee was placing himself in. At least this seemed to be making the boy feel a little better. Taking a cue from the way Dee was wriggling, he pulled the boy over and into his lap, reaching a hand up into his fair hair and brushing it away from the back of his neck as gently as he could, rather surprised at how soft it was. Dee was mumbling something against his shoulder, and frowning slightly, he tilted his head, pulling back a little to listen.
At the boy\'s words, he blinked, feeling like someone had kicked him in the stomach from the inside. He knew that he\'d been spending far too much time away from home, but damn it, he\'d never even thought that he might make Dee feel like that. Doing his best to ignore the clawing guilt in his gut, Julius exhaled slowly before tilting his head to nudge the boy\'s jaw. “I\'m... I really am sorry that I haven\'t been here as often as I should have,” he said quietly, tightening his hold on him absently. “You were always fairly independent and... I didn\'t think it would\'ve bothered you.”
He stopped for a moment to clear his throat, trying to gather his thoughts together so he didn\'t end up saying something stupid again. He never was very good at stuff like this.
“I\'ll try to be here more often for you, alright? Or. You know, you could come with me.”
Blinking, he raised an eyebrow. Dee seemed... worried about this Doctor Galen.
"And... well, yes, I\'m afraid I\'m going to have to."