Enamoured by the kiss, Kerr was reaching mentally to extract the cannister of lubricant out of his bedside drawer, even while he reciprocated wholeheartedly Ben\'s response. The strain was enormous, the pressure intense, the need to reach the conclusion driving... all of it compounded by the fact that this was Ben he was with, raising him to new levels of awe with every moment that passed.
It was overwhelming, really, to be so involved in an act he\'d only recently re-discovered; he\'d never felt this much with anyone he\'d ever been with, never participated with his heart and soul as well as his body. He\'d never been in love, though, and hadn\'t had the opportunity to make love with someone he felt so strongly about - let alone someone he had a blood bond with, that fed him niggles of information without even seeking it, like a bite travelling along a fishing line.
He lifted himself off a little, the sounds his fledgling was making driving crazy with desire, and held his right hand out for the uncapped bottle floating beside him to tip a generous amount of silken liquid all over his fingers and palm. It made its way obediently back to his bedside chest of drawers while he squeezed his hand down between he and Ben, closing it first around the blonde\'s hardness, then his own, before prodding downward.
He was too turned on to be able to do it smoothly, unfortunately, too needy to be patient and get the lube back if he used up the handful he had by feeling around. Kerr therefore broke the kiss, his dark-eyed gaze glittering as he straightened and knelt up between Ben\'s thighs, glancing down to watch as he inserted a slick finger into his target. He pushed it in and out firmly but with relative slowness; once he squeezed a second in with it, his movements became slightly faster and less straight in an effort to stretch Ben to accommodate him, his gaze returning to the ice blue one at the head of the bed. He saw nothing there to discourage him and his heart welled again, just from the eye contact being made. He was so smitten, it was ridiculous, but it all felt so beautiful that he didn\'t even care.
He\'d been resting his left hand on his fledgling\'s right thigh while he prepared him, now he used that grip to steady him while he rose up and guided his erection into Ben\'s body with his other hand, pressing in slowly but determinedly - again, he was defeated by the power of this experience, the need to consume his beloved in every sense. He watched Ben\'s face, of course, for signs of intense discomfort, but was relentless in his hunger. Once positioned in fully, he did pause momentarily, gnawing on his tongue stud and just... watching Ben\'s expression adoringly.
When that moment had passed, he reached forward and pulled the blonde up into a sitting position, squatting over him. Kerr\'s knees parted a little more, to balance them both a bit better, and he sat on his heels as his left arm wrapped around Ben\'s back to grip his left shoulder and support him. His right hand was around the beautiful cock straining between them in no time and he stared hard at Ben, challenging him to take control of the movement while he grounded them and stroked him, holding the fledgling securely and needing to share this, rather than dominate it. He barely resisted the temptation to speak encouraging words into his fledgling\'s mind.