Relieved that Ben would help him finish off the porcine extracts in the refrigerator, he smiled as his hand was taken, amused by the fact that he was watched carefully while he walked. He felt fine and had talked for the past twenty minutes without incident, so his fledgling should be fully aware that he was back in control of all his faculties; Ben was obviously scarred by the condition he\'d returned in, though.
Hell, it was obvious the blonde wasn\'t completely himself, for he\'d left Kerr\'s shoes and shirt strewn about the floor and Mandy\'s artwork... come to think of it, he wasn\'t sure where the painting and drawing had got to, the point was that Ben hadn\'t tidied up after Kerr, so he obviously was still upset on some level.
Watching him undress, the Irishaman did the same, believing they both would benefit from some togetherness to centre them. The shutters closed down the apartment as he dumped his jeans and underwear in the hamper, signalling that the sun would rise in an hour. Ben was in bed first while Kerr circled it and joined him, smiling at his love\'s habit of covering himself up modestly - or perhaps the covers over him were for comfort, he wasn\'t sure. Either way, Ben snuggled in while Kerr ignored the blankets altogether, rolling up against him for a kiss.
Soon enough, Kerr\'s lips slid along Ben\'s jaw and to his ear, where he nibbled at the lobe and delved languourously with his tongue. They had an hour and he was in no rush. "I want to taste you," he whispered, making his intent clear as his hand slid beneath the blankets and trailed over Ben\'s body and down to his groin, a path his mouth would soon follow. The images he was focussing on in his mind as he predicted what he would do to his lover were already turning him on.
"I want to feel you everywhere... around me... inside me... you\'re my everything, all that matters. Tomorrow night, we\'ll be far away from everyone but it\'s just us now and I need you. I love you so much," he confessed, eyes closing as he allowed himself to become swept up in the moment. He began to move lower, attempting to nudge the blankets off Ben and give him the access he desired. When there was some hesitation he looked up to see an expression of surprise on Ben\'s face, but some concern as well. Kerr took that look to mean his love still wasn\'t entirely confident he was alright.
With a devious grin, he pushed the blankets away more forcefully and set out to prove, once and for all, that he was.