"She really wanted to be an aunt..." Rico\'s voice had hushed, his casting a quick glance towards the Captain\'s stomach region before looking hastily back towards the ground. It was frustrating. Rico\'s sleep, as fleeting as it was, had been riddled with dreams that were filled with little red-headed babies pestering him, all night. He had heard, loud and clear, and it had not left his head the entire night. How he had managed to ignore it so far this morning was a miracle. No, wait, that was entirely the wrong word for it. The reason he had almost forgotten was Alia\'s death, and that in no way was a miracle.
He went on in silence for a little more, kicking another stray ball of snow, this one curving off the path and hitting a wall, cracking into pieces. For some reason laying havoc on the snow was very satisfying to him, kept his venom at bay for now. There were no guarantees for later though. But, since Kysis had trusted him enough to accompany the Captain, Rico would keep his claws sheathed and out of sight.
"Alia was afraid she would never have children. I mean, she and Alex had been" Rico paused for emphasis. Though Alia had tried her hardest to keep it a secret, Rico had walked in on them accidentally once, "but there were no signs that she was even capable."
Rico kicked another snowball, this one for Alia. He hoped they would be at the cemetery soon. That would make sure things did not go hostile. Rico could feel it churning in his stomach, the want to lash out. Catching the glint of the ring the Captain wore made it even worse. It felt like all his innards were twisted up into angry knots. Yes, angry ones.
"I\'m sorry about last night."
That was another spontaneous statement, out of nowhere. Kysis\' talk with him had had time to sink in, to be understood. No matter what Rico said, or did, Kysis would not be coming back to him. The wedding would just make it more permanent. Rico still hated the Captain for it, but he had no right to say such things, especially in front of guests. He was the Retainer, for crying out loud! That had gone against all his training!