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« on: August 29, 2012, 10:33:44 PM »
Owen and Vincent flew in short bursts back to the States from England, travelling through two nights and seeing a few other interesting places on the way.  The teenager was beginning to feel trepidation with every step they took towards home, though he was doing his best not to reference what would happen at all, and concentrate on enjoying his time alone with Vincent.

They arrived back at a reasonable hour, picked up by Karen at the airport.  Immediately, the situation began to feel surreal as he hugged his mother and then got in the car apart from Vincent.  It felt wrong not to be touching him or kissing him as he smiled and laughed and relayed the highlights of his journey.  Even the scenery on the way home also gave him a strange feeling, for it was familiar yet not, since he'd been away from it for so long.  He'd avoided jetlag due to the gradual return home, so it was definitely a feeling of displacement.

They'd dropped Vincent off at his place and Owen made an excuse to follow him in, seeking a moment alone to plead his case; they should tell Karen tonight about them!  Vincent was quite emphatic when he told Owen that his mother deserved a night with him, hearing about his trip and sharing it vicariously.  Saddened, Owen agreed and got a tender kiss and a lingering hug for his trouble.

He did his best to retell everything when they got home, feeling a strange sense of pity for his mother that she would soon lose him, and desperate to be with Vincent again.  It was also difficult to stick to just talking about the sights and his experiences without referencing the way he and Vincent had experienced it but he didn't think his mother noticed his occasional stumbles or wild-eyed looks as he pieced it together in his head.  He went to bed feeling relieved that he'd got through the ordeal and didn't sleep properly without Vincent beside him.

The next day was busy for him, thankfully, as he sorted out enrolment details and things for university, touching base with work and friends.  Before he knew it, night had fallen and it was time to meet Vincent at home.  He prefaced his revelation to his mother by asking her to sit in the lounge.  She gave him curious looks, seeming to want to laugh him off and not looking too hard at Vincent who was letting Owen do all the talking.  The teenager was a bit annoyed by that, but he assumed it was a test of his adulthood, his ability to approach their relationship maturely.  If he couldn't declare it on his own to his mother, what good was he?

"Mum," he began seriously, sitting close to her on the lounge and touching her leg briefly.  His hands were then pressed together, rubbing nervously against his will as he maintained eye contact.  "There's something else I need to tell you about my trip."  He paused, though he didn't know what for; for her to look baffled and a little bit worried, it seemed, before he plunged ahead.  "While we were away... Vincent and I... we... started to be in a relationship.  Together."  Damn, he'd rehearsed it so many ways and he was sure there'd been a better version than that, but it was out now, and he could feel himself flushing as he watched his mother comprehend what 'being in a relationship' meant.

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« Reply #1 on: August 29, 2012, 10:42:47 PM »
She sat with that same look on her face, unmoving, as though someone had cast a magic spell and turned her into a statue.  Then her expression shifted into one of suspicion, and her gaze slid over to Vincent, who had to fight a strong urge to squirm beneath her stare.

"Have you been angling for this, Vincent?" she asked, and Vincent wondered if Owen could also hear the tone in her voice that hinted at either hysteria, or anger, or both.  It was now that Vincent realised he was in serious trouble, and wondered if she would even believe him.

"No!  No, no," he said, shaking his head feeling that one denial simply wasn't enough.  She didn't look convinced.  A lot of his arguments couldn't be used.

I wouldn't be so manipulative.  Well, he would.  Just look at Owen's entire life.
I hadn't seen this coming.  No? Because he'd certainly planned every other aspect of Owen's entire life.
It just sort of happened.  It seemed unlikely, because nothing had 'just sort of happened' in Owen's entire life.

Fuck.

He was opening and closing his mouth like a goldfish beneath her accusing stare, so he shut it.  How could six hundred years of experiences and innate confidence disappear under the stern gaze of this woman?  She had some kind of ancient, mysterious power.  Her gaze slid off him and then to Owen, where it softened.  So Vincent was to play the part of evil villain in this play.  His heart fell, feeling betrayed and trapped in a scene of repeating history, where the parent disapproves and the child slips through his fingers.  Of course he knew Karen had been blindsided as well, and he clung onto the hope that she would demonstrate her reasonable side, once the shock had worn off.

"So, you consider him to be your boyfriend, then?" she clarified, wanting Owen to explain.
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« Reply #2 on: August 29, 2012, 10:52:25 PM »
Owen had been bewildered when his mother had spoken past him, at Vincent, shocked that she'd accuse him of angling for Owen in his bed.  As if that was how it had gone down!  Protectiveness bristled in his chest and he straightened as his mother turned back to him.

"Yes," he answered emphatically.  "We've been together for four weeks now and it definitely wasn't Vincent manipulating me that started things.  I knew what I was doing.  In fact, he took a night to think about it before he even considered... it."  It didn't feel right to tell his mother it took a night for them to sleep together properly.

The teenager's face crumpled after a moment of holding his stoic pose and he looked imploringly at his mother.  "Even then, we were worried about what you'd think.  I don't want to hurt you or anything but... I love him!" Owen declared, reaching behind him (for he was angled towards his mother) to squeeze Vincent's hand or knee or whatever he managed to blindly grab with his gallant little display.

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« Reply #3 on: August 29, 2012, 11:02:18 PM »
Vincent inwardly groaned at the information Owen supplied her.  Four weeks wasn't so bad, but taking 'a night' to think about a relationship with someone simply didn't sound favourable.  He could tell, by the tiniest flicker of her eyelids, that Karen had also considered this to be a little quick for contemplation on Vincent's side.  He hoped she hadn't realised that Owen was talking about sex, not a relationship, but she was a sharp one, and she might've leapt to that conclusion.  How else would a single night suffice?

He watched her closely, and guided Owen's hand to his knee, where he could hold it there between his own.

He could almost hear her trying on different comments and rejecting them, and certainly could see them on her face, as a few twitches here and there of her eyebrows, eyelids or lips betrayed the thoughts churning around in her head.  The way her mouth was ever so slightly turned down had Vincent correctly guessing that she wasn't overjoyed by the news.  She was keeping a straight face, mostly, but it was harder for her to do when she felt so passionately about her son.

"I think it's wonderful, that you're in love," she said, very carefully to Owen.  It was a little too careful, too measured, to be mistaken for true wonder.  "It's a bit of a shock, you understand," she said, and Vincent watched with amazement as she presented them both with a very warm smile.  He was so astounded, in fact, that he scanned her mind to check the sincerity of it.  He withdrew very quickly, however, like a scalded man.
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« Reply #4 on: August 29, 2012, 11:10:33 PM »
"I know," Owen laughed, his hand being clasped by Vincent and his mother seeming to be trying to get used to the idea making him giddy with happiness.  Impulsively, he leaned forward and kissed her, holding her hand with his other.  "And I couldn't really believe it myself, at first.  Vincent and me... we'd always seen each other differently.  Not as relationship material.  He was almost like a father to me, you could say, though he always just considered me an equal.  I changed my mind, though and I don't see him that way at all now.  I'm sure you'll get used to it, too!" he enthused, pausing long enough to gauge his mother's reaction to that.

It seemed to be going so well, he was astounded and excited and he just knew she'd come around to their way of thinking very soon!

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« Reply #5 on: August 29, 2012, 11:21:03 PM »
Vincent couldn't help himself, he had to issue a warning.

Owen, please, stop talking.

It wasn't subtle, but he didn't care.  He was watching the fixed smile on Karen's face.  Warm, yes, genuine looking, yes, but he knew what was going on in her head, and he was terrified of it.  If Owen manage to garble out their idea of his living with Vincent now, it might get very ugly indeed.  He'd rather put a stopper on that, let Karen deal with the information she was getting.

"I think we've said enough, for now," he added, not wanting Owen's sudden stop to be observed as anything too unusual.  He hadn't wanted to step in, wanting just to sit and observe and smile and perhaps look a little bashful and sheepish.  That bubble of unreality had burst very early on.  "Let your mother have a moment, yes?  A tea might be a nice idea," he suggested, patting Owen's hand.  "We should make one for her," he said, after noticing that her eyes had narrowed slightly.  He didn't want to be seen as bossing her son around in front of her.  This was quite the delicate situation.
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« Reply #6 on: August 29, 2012, 11:31:22 PM »
Owen's enthusiasm was curbed by the mental warning and it was his place to look sheepish as he hurriedly agreed with Vincent.  "Okay!  Yes, alright, I'll go do that!  I'll be right back!" he babbled, pulling away from both of them and springing to his feet, practically sprinting for the kitchen.

He'd only heard 'A tea might be a nice idea' really, for it was something he did for his mother frequently, but not the 'We' part.  Making tea was something Vincent never did.  Although the vampire might be looking for an out of the situation they were in, Owen raced off without waiting for him because he wasn't expecting his company where food was concerned, and he didn't look back as he set to work on boiling the kettle.

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« Reply #7 on: August 30, 2012, 12:00:23 AM »
And so Owen was gone, as Vincent was half getting up.  He realised what had happened and sat himself back down, looking after where Owen had gone because it was better than looking at Karen.  Eventually, he had to look at Karen.  She was looking back at him, but that contradictive smile was finally off her face.  She was very still, again, and he had time to reflect that if she'd been sired into a vampire, she would be a very good one.

He waited for her to accuse him, but no accusations came.  He waited for her to ask him something, but no quesitons came.  He waited for her to scowl at him, but her face remained impassive.  Almost serene.  There was a lot of depth in her eyes, however, and they stared at one another until the boiling kettle could be heard and Owen returned.
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« Reply #8 on: August 30, 2012, 07:28:32 AM »
Because Owen had been a flurry of activity in the kitchen, preparing one of his mother's favourite teas, he noticed the tension in the room when he walked back in and it brought him up short.  They were just staring at each other and his mother looked less than impressed.  So she was happy he was in love, as long as it wasn't with Vincent - or a vampire?  No, that didn't make sense, because she'd often told him how becoming a vampire would be a good thing; no more sickness, no more ageing, eternal life to do and see everything no mortal possibly could in their allotted years.  They'd never had the conversation, but he suspected now that she was aware Vincent might want to sire him and she didn't mind that so... why was she so against him and Vincent?

After his pause, he walked over to her and handed her the cup, settling himself back in between them.  Again, the trepidation that had been haunting him ran down his spine but he squared his shoulders, frowning at his mother.  "You don't look happy that I'm in love with Vincent.  What's wrong with him, in your opinion?" he challenged quietly, wanting to know so he could argue.  Was it their ages?  Was it their species?  What else could it be?  His hands were curled into polite fists on his knees as he watched her earnestly.

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« Reply #9 on: August 30, 2012, 10:15:47 AM »
Her face shifted again, annoyed and upset.  She turned that expression towards her son.

"Owen, this isn't the kind of conversation to have in front of Vincent.  It's rude."

"I'm only going to hear about it later," Vincent sighed.  Karen aimed her look of annoyance at him.

"Fine," she said, though it was a statement of resignation rather than an agreeable one.  She looked back at Owen, and her expression softened again.  "You'll worship him, like you worship all your loves, and when that goes away things have a chance to turn out wonderfully, or go horribly wrong."  She looked at Vincent then, and he understood the subtext.

If they didn't work out romantically, Owen would lose out on being sired.  He kept quiet, because this was her response to Owen's question.
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« Reply #10 on: August 30, 2012, 10:59:53 AM »
Owen was frustrated that she was holding his track record with love up at him, judging the future success of this relationship on the failures of the past.  Because he had a tendency to throw himself at people and not foresee problems, lost in the moment and the starriness of lust.  Wasn't that all love, though?  Why was it such a crime that he was passionate?

"This is far different to the past, though," he argued.  "I've known Vincent my whole life, he's always been my best friend.  This is just a... a deepening of that!  It's not blind worship, this time, we have no secrets - I know him better than anyone!  We're the same when it comes to love, we expect the same things.  I know I'm way younger than him but then so's practically the entire human population!  I can't hold myself back from my feelings on the basis that it could go horribly wrong.  If I did that, I'd never try anything in my life," he implored her passionately, grasping her hand in both of his.

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« Reply #11 on: August 30, 2012, 12:23:15 PM »
Karen looked sadly at him and joined her other hand to both of his own.

"How would you like me to feel, Owen?  What would you like me to say?" she asked.  It wasn't hostile, or angry, and in a way it was very much a 'Vincent' kind of response.  Karen was often times much more passionate than the vampire, and quite opinionated, but here she just looked tired.
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« Reply #12 on: August 30, 2012, 01:11:47 PM »
Owen was at a loss.  "I want you to be happy for us, I want you to say it's okay.  You were never like this with the others, why is it so different this time?" he asked, his lip wobbling a little.

He was bewildered because he'd truly believed that this time would be so much more acceptable, because his mother knew the person he was getting involved with, knew they'd keep his heart safe and that they were to be trusted explicitly.  The other times had been far more of a gamble, yet she'd only ever seemed happy for him; it didn't make sense!

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« Reply #13 on: August 30, 2012, 01:35:57 PM »
Both Karen and Vincent looked at him.  After a moment Vincent looked at Karen and she made a noise of affirmation.

"I don't believe you want me to be dishonest with you," she said, and pulled her hands out of Owen's grip in order to reach for the tea he'd made her.  She started to pick it up but her hands were shaking too much to offer her much control over the liquid inside, so she hastily put it down again and sat back.  "It's too late for any of my concerns, anyway," she replied, looking back at the pair of them.  "You've already decided, and you're eighteen now, so it's none of my business.  I just worry that the pair of you have risked more than you realise."

That wasn't her only worry, Vincent knew, but she was being amazingly stoic about it all.  He was both impressed and apalled by her level of deception.
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« Reply #14 on: August 30, 2012, 05:03:50 PM »
"Mum... you worry too much," Owen told her wryly, doing his best to give a breathy laugh as he scooted close and wrapped his arms around her in a fierce hug.  He felt deflated, though.  And defeated.  He wasn't sure why she was being so difficult; he'd foreseen some shock, possibly even jealousy (if she really had had feelings for Vincent) but his envisioned scenarios all ended up with her happily letting him go and live with Vincent.  Right now, he sensed that if he raised that, there'd be an all-out screaming match between them.  It had never happened before, beause he'd never opposed his mother's views in any significant way, but he could guess it might happen.  The thought left him shaken and scared and he needed to get away.

With a quiet sigh, he pulled away and stood up, looking from his mother to Vincent.  "Well, we might head off, then... " he hinted, waiting for his lover to agree to take him somewhere secluded before he cried or something equally as stupid.

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« Reply #15 on: August 30, 2012, 07:26:31 PM »
She hugged him back, and looked over his shoulder at Vincent, who specially looked away.  He didn't want any meaningful looks given to him while she was embracing her son.  It didn't feel right.  Once Owen pulled away and made a noise about going, Vincent stood up fluidly.  He wondered when he would get a chance to talk to Karen, and knew that he would have to find one, somewhere, and soon.

"Have a nice time," she said automatically.  The surprise on her face after the words came out were enough to amuse Vincent, though ironically.  He thanked her softly and the pair of them left.  Peripherally, as they went out the front door, he saw her going for her tea again.

He strolled with Owen down the front walk to the street and past the huge hydrangea in the neighbouring front yard before he hugged him tightly.

"It's okay, we blindsided her.  Give her time," he said.
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« Reply #16 on: August 30, 2012, 07:34:53 PM »
He hitched in a sob just because it had all gone so badly and he loved Vincent so much and he was so confused and being treated tenderly at last.  He clung to the vampire, squeezing him for all he was worth as he pressed his face into the curve of his shoulder, feeling like a child as tears besieged him.  "I didn't... expect... it to h-h-hurt like this," he confessed.  "She knows you, it should've been easy, I dunno' why she's being such a bitch!" he despaired, doing his best not to get snot all over Vincent's clothing.

It occurred to him that he hadn't technically even told Vincent he loved him in an 'in love' kind of way, as the feeling stormed through him so powerfully he felt like it might be radiating from him like a rainbow.

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« Reply #17 on: August 30, 2012, 07:56:49 PM »
Vincent, who knew exactly what Karen was thinking and had been unable to say, couldn't do more than stroke Owen's back and make soothing noises.

"I'ts a mother's instinct to be protective of her child, even when he's a man," Vincent explained quietly, still hugging Owen close.  He knew now that even if Karen was terribly against them, Owen would still be his.  It made his spirits soar as well as plummeted them.  He didn't want to lose her, either.  They'd been through so much together.  She didn't deserve to lose Owen this way.  If he could talk to her, explain his side without having to hold back, she might come around and they could all arrive at a natural conclusion.  "She knows how easily someone like me can influence-"

someone like you

"-mortals," he finished, lamely.
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« Reply #18 on: August 30, 2012, 08:09:20 PM »
"Yeah, but she's always loved you!  She knows you!  She doesn't need to be protective with you, you've always protected both of us," he grumbled, settling down because of the way Vincent was patting him and speaking from a shared perspective.  "The way she said you angled for this, it's like she believes you took advantage of me!  Like you took me on a holiday just to seduce me, but I could hardly tell her it was my idea - well, I tried, but, ugh, I couldn't really ram that home," he said, calm enough to pull back from Vincent.

Proving his age, he heard what he said and immediately attached a dirtier meaning to the words and laughed, despite himself.  He grinned at Vincent with tears lacing his lashes, swiping the back of his hand beneath his nose.  "I didn't mean that the way it sounded," he admitted cheekily, and giggled again.

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« Reply #19 on: August 30, 2012, 08:14:12 PM »
Vincent was nodding, and hadn't made the connection with Owen's unintended double entendre until after he giggled and justified himself.  Vincent at first frowned at him, then gave him a crooked grin, hoping that this meant Owen wouldn't lament his mother's reaction all night.

"Of course you didn't," he said seriously, then the grin returned.  "Did you want to go out and catch a show?"

A show meant a movie, but he figured Owen might request they spend most of their night in Vincent's bed.  The desire to have sex was lost on him for the moment, considering the thoughts about Karen and the quick talking he'd have to perform in order to diffuse that situation.
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« Reply #20 on: August 30, 2012, 08:21:29 PM »
Still feeling drained from their encounter with his mother, Owen concurred with a sigh.  "Yes, anything, I don't care as long as I get to eat soon and do something that will help me forget that I have to come back here and maybe get lectured later," he grimaced, grabbing Vincent's hand and cuddling in against him.  A movie would be good, be alone with Vincent would be better but he would take what he could get from now on.  It seemed he might need to learn the art of discretion after all.

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« Reply #21 on: August 30, 2012, 10:36:42 PM »
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IT WAS TWO NIGHTS LATER before Vincent managed to get Karen to himself.  Owen was out on an errand she'd sent him on before she'd called Vincent.  He'd mentally sent to her in the midst of her anger that he'd wanted a moment to speak with her alone, and she'd made a small noise of affirmation.  Now that she was calling him over, he was grateful she respected him enough to hear him out.

They were in the kitchen together, because after answering the door the kettle had whistled and she'd gone to fetch it.  Vincent followed after her and then pondered the intelligence of his idea to follow an angry woman into a room full of sharp objects.  It was a small joke he'd made to himself, for he knew that she'd never attack him in such a way (and knew that such an attack would be futile, in any event), but he couldn't shake the feeling that she wanted to throw a butcher's knife at his head.

She poured herself a tea before putting the kettle back on its stand, and then stared at him expectantly.  He hadn't realised he was supposed to have started talking, so he started now, under her stern gaze.

"I didn't plan on it."

This was apparently the wrong thing to say, because she gestured grandly with her arms and knocked her teacup into the sink where it shattered.

"What the fuck, Vincent?!"

He was caught between being shocked at her language and checking that she hadn't burned or cut herself when she'd knocked the cup down.  She looked at the mess in the sink, and lifted her hand to inspect it.  Vincent looked at it too, glad that she hadn't hurt herself and feeling surreal that a woman facing fifty would swear.  Of course it was a stupid thing to think, because he swore, and he was much older than her.  It was the first time he'd ever heard her utter a profanity, however.

She continued on in a much more sedate fashion, leaning her hip against the bench and folding her arms together.

"You plan everything," she said.  "I didn't even know you liked boys," she added accusingly.  He decided to ignore that comment and responded to the first one.

"You know I've only ever wanted a companion, a friend.  Not necessarily a lover."

"Did I?"

"That's not fair."

"Neither is your taking advantage of a boy who uses you as a-"

"He's not a boy, anymore.  You said so yourself," he interrupted, not wanting Karen to say anything that she would regret and he couldn't forget.  "He's capable of making his own decisions."

"Only when armed with the truth."

He was angry at her now, she was being unreasonable and he could feel resentment burning inside of him at her.  To repeat Owen's complaint; why this? Why was this such a big deal?  They were going to be together forever, surely she could've foreseen that this might've been a possibility?  But of course she didn't, because as she'd stated, she hadn't even known he liked boys.

"Are you going to tell him the truth?" he argued quietly, mirroring her pose without realising as he leant against the counter facing her and folded his arms across his chest.  "Are you going to tell him that we set him up?"

She glanced around herself guiltily, as though worried Owen might walk in at any moment.  Of course Vincent would hear him coming.  They were well and truly alone in the house, and their voices weren't raised.

"That's unnecessary."

"But that's what you're accusing me of.  You're not considering the fact that maybe I love him.  I love him so much that I couldn't deny him."

"You make it sound like..." she looked confused, then, thinking back to what Owen had told her the other night.

"You know I want nothing but the best for him.  You know that I wouldn't make a rash decision.  You know me," he said, and dropped his pose in order to prod himself in the chest with his fingers.  "Do you really believe I would go through all that I have, just for sex?"

She looked like he'd slapped her, as her eyes teared up.

"Oh, Karen," he said, feeling like a bastard because he knew she was smart enough to understand this meant Owen would leave her sooner rather than later.  He stepped forward and embraced her, and for a long moment she stood as she was, awkwardly in his hold, until her arms shifted and moved around him as well.  There hadn't been the same passion, the same anger in her eyes tonight as there had on the night Owen explained the nature of their changed relationship to her.  She had obviously calmed down and reasoned some of the way herself, but Vincent had obviously needed to defend himself, before she could accept it.  She said something that was too muffled for him to make out, even with his superior hearing.  He pulled back and she repeated herself.

"He's going to want to live with you."

"Yes. He's already asked."

Her eyes were red rimmed from fallen tears, but she hadn't sobbed.  Her nose was also red, and she plucked and swiped at his jumper where she'd wet it with tears and snot.  Surprisingly, she didn't say anything, so he thought to repeat himself with the most meaningful part of their conversation.

"I love him, Karen.  More than I imagined I could.  I would do anything for him."

She nodded, but couldn't meet his eyes, so he hugged her again and was relieved.





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