“Good, I was hoping you’d say that,” Ichabod replied with a smile which was meant to be reassuring but he couldn’t quite put his all into it. This stranger was cute, well-built and if he’d been thinking more along those lines the kind of attractive that would have made Ichabod start to stammer and lose what he wanted to say. But despite trying to find someone to distract him from Kerr being with Ben several times, it really had been a long time since anyone had made Ichabod feel like that. No one had been a good enough replacement for who he’d really wanted and since Kerr had gone Ichabod hadn’t even thought about looking anymore.
No, as handsome as this guy was, Ichabod wasn’t focusing on that. Of course, he would have had to have been blind not to see it, but it just didn’t seem to matter other than Ichabod’s earlier appreciative glance when the human had almost stumbled over him. Ichabod was just hungry right now and his mentioning food only reminded Ichabod of that. Normally he kept plenty of blood in the apartment and other than when he woke up he was rarely this ravenous, and there was a fridgeful there at the moment, but he’d been putting so much effort in and getting nowhere tonight, it felt like he’d used up any reserves banging his head against a brick wall. He’d been trained well enough to keep his head when it got this bad though.
With a smooth movement Ichabod closed the distance between them, lifting his left hand to run along the human’s throat, brushing lightly over that thumping pulse, before coming to rest on back of his warm neck. Ichabod had brushed the collar of the teenager’s shirt and coat back out of the way as he caressed his skin, mentally sending calm feelings to his donor. Ichabod didn’t want him to struggle and get hurt, and thinking about that his hand moved slightly to touch the strap of the rucksack hoisted over the boy’s shoulder, slipping it off and lowering it carefully to the ground, willing him not to protest.
“You’re gonna be fine, it’s all fine,” Ichabod murmured before his lips found his human’s throat, repeating outloud the mantra he’d been trying to convince himself of for what felt like an age. Fine, it would all be fine. Fine was all he needed to get by. Ichabod forced himself to focus and savour the heat coming from the guy as his lips drifted over his skin and their bodied pressed together. His right hand found the boy’s hips and he felt him firmly in place, his grip tightening a little as he finally bit.
It wasn’t deep, but the rush of heat hitting his tongue was an instant pleasure. Ichabod made himself go out and drink from people occasionally but it had just been so much easier to sit at home and drink from bottles and cartons. That was nothing compared to this delicious thrill, which was the only pleasure Ichabod seemed to be able to find nowadays.