Here was something Ben felt compelled to correct Owen on.
"Kerr wasn't my husband. We were never married, didn't have a ceremony, don't have rings," he said, and thought of the ring and necklace given to him from Kerr that he'd hidden away, but he'd never considered it about them, because Ichabod had one too and the jewellery had been presented in front of his fledge brother, including him. It was about sire and fledgling, and that bond. In his heart it had always been the more important one, and Kerr had called him out on it several times, that Ben would say 'sire and lover' instead of the other way around. He'd thought the blood connection, the intimacy of that had been much greater than anything else, because people broke up, or moved away, but that sire/fledge bond couldn't be broken. Of course he saw his folly now; even though Kerr was still his sire, that bond had weakened, while the love he had for Kerr did not. Love came first. He ached now, to concede such a thing to Kerr, when it was too late. "I never wanted it, though he'd talked about it." Ben shrugged. Too late, again.
"As far as I understand, they revered the original Luminary and chose to follow him. Halen. The dragon. That's why the dragon tattoo was the symbol for Oligarchs. I guess that's going now, too," he wondered. "They followed Lazarus because he was powerful enough to slay the dragon. They put Kerr in charge because he stood up to Lazarus, and they backed him." His hands came apart, palms out in an appeal to Owen. Take my word on it, they said, because that was all he really knew.