ALTERNATE: No Risk No Reward

[Trillian]

Ben was swept up in the moment. Not planning anything other than to give into the bite, not anticipating anything beyond that would happen, thinking that there was a chance something might move beyond that was enough to keep his excitement and not intimidate him. The way Jake phrased their continuation 'see what we get up to' was perhaps the most perfect thing he could say to lead a willing Ben Samson to a room. Anything concrete would've shattered the fantasy.

"Okay," Ben readily agreed, while his mind quickly ran over the things they could probably 'get up to'.

Biting? Absolutely without question. Kissing? Yeah, he was pretty sure. Groping? Fairly likely. Undressing? A lot less likely. Sex? Probably not.

[Black Philip]

Jake untied their legs and grabbed Ben's hand instead, telling the staff he'd like a room and then being pointed towards one. He would lead Ben by the hand. The other people in the room were forgotten. It was all about Jake and Ben now. The young vampire was happy and while he was often other positive emotions, happiness was something more fleeting for him normally.

They reached the door and Jake let them in. The room was nice, and surprisingly big, with a soft bed, a couple of chairs and dark, but sexy red and blue lighting. It was exactly what they needed. There was also snack food stacked into a corner; fruit, candy, baked goods. They were meant for humans who had been fed on. Sugar was good for you when you lost blood, or so Jake had been told.

He moved them to the bed, but didn't leap on Ben, or anything close to it. He sat on the edge, fighting the urge to guide Ben into a laying position. He was excited. The moment had come.

"Before I go in for it, are you ready? Last chance to decide this was all a big mistake."

He patiently waited for his final permission. He could hear Ben's heartbeat so clearly now, a strong thump thump like the beat of a drum. He loved that sound, and would feel it in his bones the second his fangs pierced flesh.

[Trillian]

Ben went willingly, also unaware of anyone else in the room except for Jake. Normally shy and mostly a wallflower, he couldn't contain his beaming smile as Jake led them to a room where Ben would experience - he'd heard, and hoped - something wonderful. He had no idea what it would feel like or how he would react. Pavros had told him that the bite was so good it was like floating among the clouds. Ben thought that sounded kind of zen, and figured this would be the cleanest way to get there - drug free.

And of course, it was one of the stepping stones towards his ultimate goal. Why not enjoy it while he could?

His heart was racing with his excitement and attraction as he and Jake stepped into the room. Ben turned his smile Jake's way, even though upon seeing the bed he'd been surprised. He'd thought a room for biting would be smaller and just have a couch. He blushed when he realised it was set up for more. Never mind, it was private. That's what he and Jake were after.

When Jake sat beside him, Ben couldn't keep his eyes off him. He felt absurdly childish, being with this impossibly aged being, who probably thought he was silly and immature. At least they looked the same age, and Jake was considering him for siring. Actually considering him.

It was a big deal.

At Jake's words for final consent, Ben gave a breathy laugh but then grew serious, slowly moving towards Jake and looking at his lips, wanting to seal the deal with another kiss. They were only getting better as the night progressed. A third had to be full on zinging, right?

"Yes," he whispered, unlocking the door for the beast that was Jake and allowing him to feast on Ben. He hoped Jake would kiss him first.

[Black Philip]

He did kiss him first, and to Jake it was the best one yet. It was hotter, more passionate, the kind of kiss that comes with growing attraction. He used it to lay them both down on the bed, wrapping Ben in his arms. He didn't think him silly or immature. He was beautiful and smart and a good kisser. Everything else could wait. But then the beast itself reminded Jake he needed the blood, and one of his fangs grazed along Ben's sexy lower lip as Jake moved towards his neck, kissing as he went. Then he reached the vein he'd be biting into, and with one final look at Ben he moved in.

As his fangs tasted the salt of Ben's skin, the thick hot blood began to flow into the vampire. He felt a highly sexual reaction from Ben and found him to be especially vulnerable to the bite's effect, the pleasure of it taking over the sensitive boy. Ben tasted even better than he'd imagined. There was something smokey in his veins, like fire. Was that passion he tasted? Was it his lineage? He couldn't tell and at the moment didn't care. He sucked on the wound his fangs had created, and felt his body warm and his dick fully harden, now grinding against Ben's crotch as he fed. They were dry humping now, and Jake felt a hand go to his pants to unbutton them. He drank more than he should, not enough to put Ben in danger, but enough that he wouldn't bounce back right away. The pleading, the sounds, the begging all made him want more and more, and his beast demanded for more too.

[Trillian]

Laying down on the bed was something Ben figured would happen. Jake would need to make it easy for himself to drink, and sitting up would be awkward, no doubt. There was something hot and sexy about laying down with him, kissing. His arms wrapped around Jake and roamed his back, though his moves were not bold.

When Jake's fangs pierced Ben's skin, all of that changed.

He'd been mistaken when he thought he would simply fade away into the clouds. He knew no other reaction, so nothing prepared him for what he was experiencing. It was like an electrifying spark, starting from his neck and shooting a path around his body, flaring in his mind and causing him to lose all thought, all inhibitions, all of his second-guessing and self-conscious concerns, and also pumping need and desire into him, so much that he tingled all over and felt the absence of Jake rather than focussing on the tiny amount he was getting.

More, more, his body ached for more. The most wonderful sensation radiated from his neck and rolled across his chest and throbbed in his groin. He felt himself going hard and he wanted to satisfy that part of himself too. Soft sounds escaped him; gasps, moans, tiny pleas and half-begs for Jake to keep going, don't stop, touchmelickmesuckmefuckme, they merged into almost nonsense sounds as Ben humped Jake's thigh, turning into a writhing, grinding sex machine. His hands buried in Jake's hair or grabbed his ass and squeezing, pulling the vampire more firmly against him.

Compared to others, Ben being lost in the bite was putting it mildly.

[Black Philip]

He was thankful he was two-hundred and seventy. A younger vampire would've drained the poor boy before realizing what was happening. Ben was that good! It took all his willpower to stop, Ben's checks losing their normal color. He pricked his tongue and licked the wound closed. He didn't spill a single drop, and never pulled away. Jake was a fucking pro.

His skin now looked alive, and he felt as warm as Ben did. His pinkness would be seen by Ben the moment he roused, and Jake quickly grabbed water and snacks, placing them before his own meal as an offering of thanks. Ben was still lying on the bed, and when he opened his eyes, he'd be looking into Jake's again. It was too late for Jake to put away his hard dick. It now rested against Ben's hard crotch. He'd wait for Ben to speak first, feeling a tad guilty how much he'd taken.

[Trillian]

Little by little, Ben came to his senses. It wasn't really about dreaming or anything, he remembered everything in full HD colour, remembered everything he'd said and done and touched.

Oh my god he's going to
think I'm a slut/whore/groupie
what the hell was that?

But even as he asked himself and got a pounding headache in response, he knew the answer. The bite had done that to him. It had been SO GOOD. Orgasmic good. He wondered if that was what girls felt - they were always giggling or gossiping about their multiples, almost bragging about them. Well, men had access to it too. Just had to find themselves a vampire and off they went.

The eye-contact with Jake was just too intense, so he lowered his gaze and looked at where their bodies were pressed together. He felt stupid and ashamed by the things he'd said and done. Oh my god, had he actually begged Jake to...

Grateful that the vampire must have anticipated this response and not gone through with it, it didn't stop the embarrassment from creeping into Ben's cheeks.

Sorry, he wanted to say.

"Is it always like that?" were the words that exited his mouth instead. He could see a juice and a bag of crisps nearby, but he could also feel Jake's hardon against him. Moving away felt rude, right at this moment. Maybe Jake would want what Ben had promised him? He pressed his lips together, holding in more words from spilling out. Best to wait for an answer first.

[Black Philip]

Jake found Ben's reaction as he woke to be confusing. He'd seemed so into it, but now seemed to regret the decision. He was embarrassed and quickly put away a shrinking erection. He scooted away enough to give Ben his space.

"People react differently. You are obviously very susceptible. I was a little surprised. I think you can expect to have similar reactions with subtle differences. It might also be that we're very compatible. You taste better than anything I've had in a long time."

He wanted to add I hope I didn't hurt you, but that was too vulnerable. He wouldn't be seen that way yet.

"I got you some snacks to replenish yourself. Eat up mister."

He rolled onto his back and stared at the room's ceiling.

[Trillian]

Ben was comforted by the blasé explanation. Jake didn't seem to think it was a big deal. Ben had felt guilty when Jake had zipped himself back up again - should he have done something about that? His own erection slowly throbbed a sullen path to its flaccid state as well.

"I'm glad that I taste good," Ben said with a wry smile, and realised the innuendo behind his words a little too late. He pretended to have meant it all along as he unsuccessfully pretended he wasn't blushing a whole lot harder. "Thanks," he said for the snacks.

He felt lightheaded but the juice and crisps helped him. He was craving something sweet too, which was unusual for him, but he figured it was the blood loss. There was a small pack of jellybeans available and he opened that, avoiding all the black ones and eating the yellow ones first.

He moved close to Jake on the bed, not wanting to be far away from him anymore. He felt bonded with this vampire now - they'd shared something secretive (to him) and intimate.

"Do you want to know what yellow jellybeans taste like?" Ben said. They were all gone now, so there was only one way Jake could find out. Ben stared at Jake's lips.

He'd actually meant to start an intelligent conversation. Oh well.

[Black Philip]

Jake felt a wave of relief that Ben's initial reaction was not his true one, and found himself drunk off his blood and that cute little smile. Jake was glad Ben tasted good too, and would enjoy the tasty meal as long as he was one. He knew he'd already miss sucking on this boy's neck.

"You taste better than good. I don't mean to pump you up to much, but I'm normally a little more relaxed when I feed."

Ben wasn't the only one who looked a tad pink in the cheek, and when Ben started munching on his snacks, Jake just stared at him. It probably was rude to watch someone eat, but he just looked so cute doing it. Jake realized he'd kind of fallen right in, and wondered why this was happening. How had Ben affected him so?

Was he placed here for me?
By who?
Should I be more careful?

Like a freight truck his rational self and his beast teamed up against his insecure self and knocked those thoughts right out of his head. All he had was Ben and his emotions right now, and it all pointed to good. When he made his silly comment about jelly beans, Jake had already been planning to kiss him anyway.

"Nope. You're going to need to show me." With that he moved in to let their lips touch. Their bodies would be tangled in one another again, which was something Jake was very pleased with. He felt his bulge begin to tingle again. Oh what a night this was turning out to be.

[Trillian]

Ben liked kissing. It was one of his favourite things to do with someone he was attracted to. More often than not they would grow bored with just kissing and want to progress to something more. Depending on who it was, Ben would oblige or refuse, but the kissing would be over either way.

Lying near Jake, pressed against him and licking and nibbling lips, battling tongues, was euphoria. Ben still felt a bit lightheaded but the headache was gone. The jellybean packet was... somewhere... and his hands roamed Jake's chest, sides or back, whatever he had access to. Ben found he liked tugging on the vampire's hair - it was a little longer than his own, just right for threading his fingers through. Jake had sexy filed under 'cool' and Ben figured his own sexy was more often found alongside 'awkward'. He believed if not for his pretty face, nobody would bother with him.

He broke the kissing session first, if only to catch his breath, and wondered if Jake would take advantage of the break to suggest something more, or different, or maybe to tell Ben something about what was going to happen after this.

The next step.

He stared at the vampire, unable to look away from his face. It felt like he could stare at it for hours.

[Black Philip]

Jake liked kissing too, and Ben was very good at it. His hands traveled along Ben's body, learning it's curves, intricacies and feel. He liked it all, and couldn't help but grab his ass, getting a surprisingly nice handful considering the youth's slim appearance. He didn't growl per say, but a masculine and carnal sound came out, deeper in tone than Jake normally talked. His eyes were wild with the idea of them naked together. It was what this was all leading up to right? The dance they'd been having, the intense bite, this flirtatious awkwardness between them; it all meant they were a match and while Jake saw Ben as much more than sex, he definitely wanted to have sex.

He locked eyes with him again, the smile of a pleased man greeting his new boy. The irony of their identical looking ages was lost on Jake. He often forgot how much he looked like a high school student or fresh faced undergrad.

"Can we take our clothes off," he asked, trying to keep his voice from getting too excited. He wanted to see naked Ben. He gathered it looked real nice. He also looked nice naked, and he wanted to feel Ben's warm skin against his cool body.  Whatever next step Ben hoped to hear would have to wait. Jake had other plans.

[Trillian]

It was a different 'next step' to what he'd been hoping for, but one he also knew might be coming. He wasn't so naive as to think Jake wouldn't request more from him. The thing was, should he give in?

He wanted to; he wanted to strip and blow and fuck and lick and do all the things. But it also cheapened this moment, somehow. If he rolled around with Jake now, how was that making him different to every other guy in this place looking for a thrill? How would that prove his worth? Why would Jake want more of that, when Ben had given up everything on the first round?

"Um..." But how could he refuse and not make it sound bad? "I don't move so fast, usually."

Putting 'usually' on the end just made it sound like Jake might have his permisson this time, if he put a bit of effort into convincing Ben. He wouldn't take much convincing either - he really wanted to please Jake, to make him happy to have met him. But then there would be nothing left, no more new experiences to look forward to.

He could hear his own breathing - panting, actually, short and light and out of breath because he was turned on. Would Jake press him for more? Maybe capture his lips and then just... undress without using more words, waiting for Ben to say 'stop'? Would he say stop?

He didn't think so. He was all about keeping Jake pleased with him.

[Black Philip]

Jake was struck. He instantly became annoyed. He had vampire blue ball brewing and it was all because of mister tease over here. Jake didn't take sexual rejection very well, but he was no rapist. Ben's words put him on ice for the moment, but it was a cold ice, and it was now staring at Ben.

Don't move so fast huh? Your bite reaction says otherwise.

It was a cruel, petty little thought, and he was glad his tongue hadn't thrown it out. His face would obviously show his disappointment, no displeasure. He caught the usually but it meant nothing to him. He'd already given Ben much more room than he normally gave boys, and his reward for it was more uncertainty.

"Well I shouldn't compromise your values then," he said, his tone not being the friendliest. He laid on his back and stared at the ceiling again. It was the first moment he'd taken his eyes off Ben since they came into the room.

[Trillian]

It was obvious Jake was annoyed with him.

wrong answer Ben wrong
just do it then
you want to anyway

He watched as the vampire flopped back on the bed after giving him that hard stare and grinding out that statement. Ben really didn't want to disappoint him, or end the night on a low. He wanted everything to go well. His gaze raked in the vampire's form. Cool. Sexy. It only took a minute for him to make up his mind.

Ben sat up and then straddled Jake before leaning down to kiss his lips one more time. Then his jaw. Throat. As he moved down Jake's chest, undoing his shirt buttons on the way, it was a promise of what was to come. He licked and kissed until he got to the top of Jake's pants, and unfastened them, freeing Jake from them. Getting a handful of his rod and slowly pumping it just for the feel, Ben looked back at Jake one more time and then wrapped his mouth around him.

He did his absolute best, figuring that Jake must have had many experiences through the years and Ben wanted to stand out as one of the better ones. He deep-throated him until the sensation to gag was unbearable, slickening with spit, flicking with his tongue - all the things he'd learnt in his nineteen years and a few more. He even went beyond, pulling Jake's pants all the way down so he could take his balls into his mouth, licking and showing how good he could be. He was a little shocked at himself, abandoning his standards of what he would do in a single night, but Jake was Important. Ben had to make sure Jake knew Ben would treat him accordingly.

When he sensed his ministrations were bringing Jake to his peak, Ben made sure he was there to swallow it all, and he hoped Jake would be pleased with him now, though he felt surreal about everything right now.