*We need hugs* he said to kevla as he curled into Arutha, pressing himself as hard as he could against him as Arutha wrapped his strong arms around him. * Mo gra means my love and I should have told you that last night, forgive me for lying. I was afraid to admit it, how i felt, afraid that if i stayed in your life i would bring you nothing but sadness and misery and I am right in that but I love you so much Arutha, I can not leave you, I don't want to leave you* he sent softly into Arutha's mind *but you have to promise me...if we can't find away to end this curse, you will walk from this, from me. You deserve a happy life with someone who you can truly share it with, not some cursed half life, which is all I could give you trapped as i am now*