Nikolai bit his tongue so hard he scored blood and clashed his teeth together. Foolishness, disgust, shame, hatred. It rolled through him in waves as he stood up and walked out the door without another word to the demon. He tried to tell himself it was worth the shot - he'd taken a fucking from Laurent before to get what he wanted, after all. As long as he detached and pushed himself out of it, he could handle just about anything. But Judas on his throne yelled insults and the leeches seeped into his groin, stirring his cock at the sight of that monster's cock. He was fed images that he hadn't wanted to admit were there - being on his knees in front of Laurent all over again, having his throat fucked. Nikolai slapped the side of his head hard in order to dislodge the images that threatened to etch themselves in.
Nikolai went down the stairs at the end of the hall, needing the physical movement to keep as much of Laurent out of his head as possible. One step down, down, down. Platform, left, right, left, right, down, down, down, down, down...
He didn't hesitate as he left the lobby, throwing open the door and walking briskly down the two blocks to his new car, a black Cadillac Escalade with deeply tinted windows and polished rims. He yanked the door open, put the key in the ignition, and turned back towards the city with screeching tires.