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Re: An Optimistic Joy
« Reply #30 on: September 24, 2019, 12:49:22 PM »
He looked at Mal with round eyes and gave him an incredulous laugh. "Jesus! Seven outfits? How the hell are you even managing that?" Quinn paused in his intake of popcorn to stare at his companion, cupping his selection in one hand while he watched Mal's reaction. "That does sound pretty cool though, a steampunk wedding."

He had had the privilege of seeing Malakai's work before: occasionally the vampire would allow everyone at his parties to feast their eyes upon pictures of his latest commissioned works of art. Magnificent ball gowns with intricately detailed embroidery and drastic hems, wedding dresses with delicate lacings and sweeping veils. Each had a unique flare of intrigue - interesting hemlines, dashes of color, or sharply angled edges to keep things just beyond normal, just different enough to be the centerpiece of any event. When he had first seen Mal's work he was shocked to learn that such work could exist from someone he knew personally. As the years went by, Mal's dress and costume work had grown to be simply a part of what he expected from the vampire - beautiful crafts from a gifted set of hands.

"What are you planning on doing for it? I'm curious to see how those bridesmaid dresses come out, too." He gave Mal a mischievous look and asked playfully, "Have you finished any of them yet?" He smirked, hoping that the vampire had and that there were pictures of at least something he had done so far. But maybe he was wrong.

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Re: An Optimistic Joy
« Reply #31 on: September 24, 2019, 01:03:51 PM »
Mal smiled sheepishly, rubbing the back of his head.  "I mean, I've had plenty of time."  That wasn't even the largest number of ongoing projects he'd had at once.  "Besides, I can work pretty fast."  He gave the human a playful look.

The project was pretty cool, and he nodded at Quinn's assessment.  He planned to properly photograph them all when finished (something he reserved more for favorites now) instead of quick snaps on the cellphone camera.  That wasn't to say he didn't have any in-progress photos for updates and questions for the client.  Not that he was planning to show Quinn those.

"The bride's is rather elaborate, of course."  He grinned,  "I've even been making some hats!"  Those were fun to find little pieces for, bronze gears and things.  "I'm about two-thirds of the way through the lot of them.  Been working in stages on all of them at the same time so none are completely finished yet." 
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Re: An Optimistic Joy
« Reply #32 on: September 25, 2019, 06:44:23 AM »
He had always had a love for displays of passionate enthusiasm; there was nothing quite like talking to someone about something they loved to do. For Tommy, Quinn's best friend, it was stripping and dancing. For John it had been gardening and taking care of plants, the nerd talk and fun facts while cuddling in bed had made him both dorky and adorable despite their problems. Quinn used to sit back and watch as Tommy lost himself in the music, finding himself aroused by the passion with which he moved his body, despite not being attracted to him otherwise. There was a look that came over people's faces when they turned their attention away from themselves and into the thing they loved that Quinn had come to know and watch for.

When he had first met Malakai Pryce more than two years ago, one of the most noticeable thing was his love for so many things - his friends, cooking, making clothing, playing music, singing. It was always fascinating to watch him from a distance as he fell in love with the things that he did, the beam of pride when things he did went over well. He was more relaxed and in his element when he explained things - like he wanted to share the experiences. It had always made Quinn smile, though always at a bit of a distance.

As Mal explained his craft, that same look flickered into his features and Quinn watched for it eagerly, a light smile pulling at the corner of his lips. He ate his popcorn and let Mal speak, enjoying the fact that he could witness it alone, without concern for other eyes or opinions. Happy, even, that he might be able to witness it personally more often, private access to that passion. His mind ran quickly over other avenues of passionate expression privately and he knew better than to let those thoughts consume him or get too loud, lest Malakai pick up on them accidently. He did however, sneak a couple glances down at the vampire's hands, remembering the simplicity of weaving his own fingers into them.

"You're an overachiever, you know that?" He quirked an eyebrow at Mal jokingly. "You make the rest of us look bad."

"I hope you know that I expect to see pictures when you're done." Quinn gave him a genuine smirk before tearing his gaze away from the gathering intensity of the moment, choosing instead to gaze around and return to his cotton candy plotting.

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Re: An Optimistic Joy
« Reply #33 on: September 25, 2019, 10:18:42 AM »
Mal let out a hearty laugh at Quinn's accusation of him being an over-achiever. 

"You do know I've always been doing this, ever since I was a kid, right?"  With a quirked eyebrow and a smirk he lightly shook his head.  It wasn't something that he'd made a point to talk about, so he was almost sure he didn't tell Quinn this.  But that was what dates were for anyway, right?  That whole getting-to-know-you thing?  The thought made his stomach do a little flip. 

They were talking an awful lot about him - well, it felt that way anyway.  Why did it feel so hard to get the same kind of information out of Quinn?  The human seemed to be pulling it out of him easily enough, Mal felt almost socially awkward by comparison. 

"Of course," he said quickly after the request for photos of the finished piece, "If you want I can give you a peek before they're sent off."  His expression seemed caught between pride and bashfulness. 

Mal wasn't keeping track of how much time passed as they conversed, picking slowly at the large bag of popcorn.  It was the action of the last occupied table leaving that finally instigated their own moving-on.  There were more treats to try and the next closest stall to where they sat sold Fried Pickles.  Humans were pickling things for thousands of years, so the concept and flavor wasn't completely foreign to him.  He purchased one order, knowing he likely wouldn't enjoy the flavor or texture of this particular snack.  Forgoing the creamy sauce that came with the basket, Mal found it overwhelmingly sour with an irredeemable soggy texture (okay, they were slightly crispy on the outside but nothing compared to the popcorn) and spat the bite discretely into a napkin.  He must've made some kind of face because Quinn did not hesitate in laughing at his expense.  Mal didn't wait for Quinn to finish the pickles, eager to find something with a different flavor to put in his mouth. 

Blood would've been ideal, obviously.  The image of feeding from his date filled his mind and Malakai was grateful that he hadn't fed recently because that would've definitely shown in his face.

Instead, he rushed to the stall with doughboys, looking a bit too desperate to not come off as strange.  Once the treat was secured, he handed the plate over to Quinn (trading for the awful pickles), unsure of what the process of topping the dough was.  He stood a bit close, looking over Quinn's shoulder as he sprinkled cinnamon sugar over the steaming golden-brown dough.  With a dubious expression, Mal took the plate of dough back (glad to get the pickles as far away from him as possible), and brought it close to his face to take a bite.  Chewy and sweet.  Not worse than the pickles but it wasn't enough. 

His lips formed a bit of a pout.  "I can't get the pickle taste out of my mouth," he muttered after swallowing.
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Re: An Optimistic Joy
« Reply #34 on: October 03, 2019, 02:13:24 AM »
The more time they spent trying food, it seemed the less Mal enjoyed his food decisions - which made the Great Cotton Candy Heist all the more important. He felt bad about the vampire's distaste of carnival food, but it was all very fascinating and hilarious to watch that Quinn just kept laughing at his reactions, throwing in snide comments in between complacent, nostalgic bites. 

Once or twice he had place his hands on the vampire, holding his arm or gripping his shoulder in lighthearted ways that at one time hadn't meant much between them. He could feel that quiet understanding and welcomeness of the contact between them and his own blushing ceased to catch him by surprise. There grew a comfort Quinn had forgotten could exist between two people and he tried not to crave it but let it be. No need to get crazy, now. It was only their first official date. Still, the recognition that this was so close to him the entire time he had been with Jerry was maddening.

Why had he not pursued Mal sooner?

Quinn laughed as he took the dish of soggy fried pickles back from his date and popping one in his mouth. "Sucks," he retorted savagely with a chortle. He had always loved pickles - he was told once that it was probably because Heather ate so many while she was pregnant with him - and had faced much disgust (and the gift of abandoned side-pickles on social dates when deli sandwiches were ordered) from many friends for his enjoyment. He was genuinely impressed that Mal had even attempted the pickles and had been tempted to give him a round of applause - before he saw him spit it out.

"I'd just like to remind you that you signed up for this food adventure," he chuckled, tossing the last two pickles into his mouth and the empty basket in a nearby bin. The half-eaten bag of popcorn was tucked beneath his arm and Quinn looked around for the coup de grace of his master plan. He eyed the cotton candy/ candy apple truck on the very edge of the food aisle towards the kids rides of spinning dragons and a rickety-looking train ride that came a stunning five feet off the ground. On the left were stalls for the bathroom. Quinn smirked.

"Okay," he said as casually as he could, though his excitement at getting away with something was climbing. "I have to use the bathroom. Hold the popcorn?" He gave Mal a sweet, innocent smile. The vampire obliged with a nod and smirk and seemed to make no move to follow the human. Good. He might actually get away with this one.

As Quinn strolled away at an even pace, he waited until he was a fair distance from his date to turn around and see whether he was being watched - or if he could even see Mal. When he saw that the vampire had taken out his phone and seemed to be putting a good amount of attention there, he circled back to the food truck, choosing the long way around the opposite side of the train ride to come up on the truck. When he secured the food items, he would be coming at Mal from the opposite direction he had left.

He had no idea how intense Malakai's hearing was, knowing only that vampires could hear a stupid amount of noise clearly and that that got better as they aged. It was therefore safe to assume that he had stronger hearing than many of the other vampires Quinn knew - Jerry, Zach, a few of Tommy's boyfriends... To be careful to not cue the vampire into what he was actually doing, Quinn approached the cart quietly, standing one deep in line in front and throwing eyes in Mal's direction to ensure his stealth.

Operation Cotton Candy Grab was in full effect.

He approached the counter after the soccer mom had ordered fries and were told they're be a minute, his money in his hand in case his date saw him and realized what was happening. Quinn placed the order for the biggest bag of cotton candy and one candy-coated apple - thick layers of chocolate, caramel, and pretzel bits with drizzled white chocolate on top - and only had to wait for about thirty seconds before the teenage girl with boredom written all over her face handed over the goods. Once his money was free from his grasp, Quinn felt a tangible bit of relief and excitement. He had achieved his goals and could officially relax for the rest of the night. He thanked the girl (who responded with the fakest "you're welcome" that he had come to know from retail workers everywhere) and approached his date with a triumphant look on his face.

Mal was standing there, absorbed in his phone with the bag of popcorn tucked under his arm and the doughboy cooling on its grease-stained paper plate in his other hand. If he were a human, he probably would have scolded Mal for letting the treat get cold and not eating it right away. Instead it made him feel even more victorious as he approached, holding out the bag of Cotton Gold to the vampire.

"Here," he said announcing himself, "this might help." He smiled slyly at him, taking the plate of sugar-crusted fried dough back from the vampire.

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Re: An Optimistic Joy
« Reply #35 on: October 03, 2019, 02:34:38 AM »
Malakai was a nervous phone-checker, and the second Quinn left for the bathroom his fingers moved on their own accord.  Email.  Social media.  His custom clothing website analytics.  Callender.  He made a purposeful effort to appear as nonchalant as possible, popcorn under the arm that held the plate of fried dough, making sure he didn't look around for Quinn because there wasn't any reason to do that.  Other than the fact that he was excited to get back to their date. 

When the human returned Mal looked up with surprise.  Did Quinn lie about what he was doing?  He took the cotton candy with a grin, glad to offload the uninteresting dough back onto the human. 

"Sneaky," he observed, expertly twirling the twist-tie on the bag to open it.  "You win this time."  Pulling off a section of pink and blue fluff, he placed it delicately on his tongue.  There was an almost serene expression on his face as the tidal-wave of sweet washed away any trace of pickle taste lingering there.  He enjoyed the cotton dissolving into a sticky mouthful, even if his senses were overwhelmed with how sweet it was.  Mal held the bag out for Quinn to have the option of taking some.

"Wanna sit somewhere or..?"  He glanced around, popcorn still under his arm, before stuffing another bit of cotton candy into his mouth.
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Re: An Optimistic Joy
« Reply #36 on: October 03, 2019, 04:16:36 AM »
With his free hand, Quinn dug in to dislodge a good-sized puff, his mouth automatically watering despite how full he was getting from all these fried carbs. He gave a victorious "haHah!" at Mal's comment of him being sneaky and shoved the willowy ends in his mouth, the thin-spun strands of flavored sugar dissolving with the heat and moisture of his tongue. At Mal's suggestion to sit, he nodded and rubbed his fingers together to release any clinging crystals of sugar.

He looked around and saw a park bench abandoned in a section of grass that seemed pulled back and away from much of the bustling flow of the fairgrounds, a thin patch of green bleeding into the compacted dirt and cracked concrete. Quinn pointed it out to Mal and off they went, dodging children and Carnival staff. Without thinking about it, Quinn reached out and took Malakai's free hand, keeping them together while they weaved the short distance to the bench. The contact was almost distraction, having forgotten how different their body temperatures were when Mal hadn't fed. Briefly the idea of being in that embrace with Mal flitted across his mind and Quinn's face flooded with heat.

Hold the fuck up, Buddy. Quinn thought to himself as they burst through to the other side of the crowd onto the little park bench. The bench was much smaller up close than it was from their previous location, the seat coated in that non-slip vinyl-like material that, a faded maroon with faux-wooden slatted backing. It became clear that it was really only designed to sit about three tightly packed people. Two would fit comfortably with just enough to wiggle room to keep things polite if necessary.

"Okay," he said in order to get his brain working on something else besides stupid little human fantasies that would probably chase the vampire off. He dropped the contact with Malakai so he could put down the apple and take a seat. "You have no idea how long I was plotting that," he told the vampire as he sat down next to him. Quinn became very aware of his body near Mal, their legs touching near the knee and thigh so as to give enough room to put down the popcorn and cotton candy if he wanted. "I thought for sure I was gonna give it away or you were gonna find out."

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Re: An Optimistic Joy
« Reply #37 on: October 03, 2019, 05:13:20 AM »
Malakai, who was glad to hold hands again, gave Quinn's a little squeeze as they moved through the crowd to the unoccupied bench.  With his attention focused intensely on the human, he caught the blush and

Hold the fuck up, Buddy

A nervous tension climbed his throat, wondering what thoughts were going through Quinn's mind.  He'd never ever pry - that was just plain rude.  But not knowing left room for all sorts of guesses, none of which were particularly helpful for making things feel more chill.  He made his best attempt to not let that bubble of nerves show in his face as they settled on the bench. 

"Nah, I wasn't even paying attention," he laughed, angling his body toward Quinn and propping his elbow up on the back of the bench.  Another mouthful of cotton candy went into his mouth.  "I dunno how I'm gonna eat that," he nodded at the apple, "without it getting all... stuck."  He gestured vaguely at his mouth and gave Quinn a playfully-apprehensive look.
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Re: An Optimistic Joy
« Reply #38 on: October 03, 2019, 08:31:35 AM »
Mal's casual position quietly invited Quinn to come closer, but he hesitated and resisted the vampire's charm with flushed cheeks. He still had the dough boy - which was rapidly becoming less appealing as the moments went by - to eat. The dough was cool now, but still soft, the sugar mostly melted into the golden top layer. Good thing he had gotten a few bites in while it was warm.

"Oh, it's totally going to get stuck," Quinn assured him with a smirk. "The cavity-inducing, teeth-sticking, half-inch of chocolate and caramel is part of the experience here." He put the fried dough down next to him and picked up the apple, only thinking about it vaguely now that he could feel Mal's presence so close. What would it feel like to have Mal put that arm around his shoulders and pull him in? To put his head on Malakai's shoulder? Was he ready for the possibility of something like that? And why was he feeling so... passive about what he wanted, so scared to chase the vampire off? It was stupid.

As he unwrapped the tie that kept the plastic tight around the treat, Quinn did his best to focus on the treat. He lifted the feast out of the plastic by the sturdy wooden stick that made the apple deceivingly difficult to hold, catching all the crumbling pieces of chocolate and pretzel that fell off in the bag for later use. He tucked the plastic under his thigh so it wouldn't fly away with the passing fairgoers. "Okay, so this is ridiculously hard to eat at first and you like never get any apple on the first two or three bites so hang on."

Quinn stuck his top teeth into the apple and immediately met resistance from a hearty layer of caramel just beneath the surface of tempered chocolate. He bit into it and pulled off a stringy, ungraceful mess of toppings that was wonderfully delicious. He snorted a laugh as he chewed. "Sexy, I know. But you have to get a little bit of everything in order to make the bite worth it. The sourness of the apple, the salt from the caramel and pretzels, the crispness and then the thick flavor of the chocolate, ugh!" He rolled his eyes for dramatic effect, wiping his face on one of the napkins he had hoarded in his pocket from earlier. "It's fucking great."

He took another bite and struck gold, his teeth sinking into the flesh of the apple enough to get a good chunk of skin and fruit off without exposing the apple's core. Biting it off, he handed the apple at last over to Malakai, having made the easiest approach he could for the vampire - starting the apple was the hardest part. Hiding his mouth behind the napkin, he said "Ah fuggeft been 'areful. De 'hocorate if 'arder den it rookf." He laughed at himself and watched the vampire, swallowing. "It's the last torture, I swear!"

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Re: An Optimistic Joy
« Reply #39 on: October 03, 2019, 08:56:36 AM »
He found himself wishing they weren't trying to juggle several different kinds of snacks and just sitting on the bench together.  It would be so easy just to wrap an arm around the human's shoulders and feel the warmth and the weight of Quinn leaning against him.  Almost maddening.  But there would be time for that sort of thing later.  Hopefully.  If the date continued going as well as it was.

A nagging uncertainty resurfaced - would Quinn lose interest once he figured out that, physically, Mal was a dead-end?  Really, he just wanted to push all that aside and enjoy the moment.  Was that being deceptive?  Like he was leading Quinn on somehow?  Mal's expression fell as his mind wandered, teetering on the edge of frowning before Quinn readied himself to take a bite of the apple.  The attempt was too comical to not smile. 

Mal took the apple, casting a suspicious glance between it and Quinn.  He made a show of gently sniffing it as if it mattered how close his nose was (it didn't).  He looked around them briefly to make sure no one was paying attention before opening his mouth wide.  No one would've been able to see anyway since he'd made sure to turn his body toward Quinn.  The unintentional effect of this was that Quinn now had an up-close view of his fangs sinking messily into the sticky, chocolatey apple.

Too sticky.  Awful, unexpectedly intense sour.  Everything in his body recoiled and he opened his mouth quickly in an attempt to dislodge his teeth.  A string of caramel followed, and much like a dog eating peanut butter, his tongue moved over the roof of his open mouth and over the backs of his teeth. 

With a playful look of betrayal, he handed the apple back to Quinn, including the bite that didn't quite make it off of the apple.

"No."  He said solemnly.  His half-serious expression broke into a laugh.  This was all going to suck to throw up later.
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« Reply #40 on: October 05, 2019, 04:17:44 AM »
This time he did feel bad, Mal's reaction more extreme than he thought it would ever be - even if it was accompanied by a laugh. Quinn chortled at him nonetheless, his face screwed up with the attempt to hide and stop the laughter from surfacing. He took the apple from Mal, noting the deep gouges of his fangs in the flesh and the sad flap of half-bitten meat. Despite the thin wash of guilt that came on, there was also a happiness that made him want to throw arms around his date and hug the vampire close as they laughed, a instant of joy between them, a bonding of a silly moment. But it was also too comical to not laugh at him. With him.

"Alright, fair enough," Quinn said at last, catching his breath and wrapping the apple back up in the plastic he had saved beneath his thigh and placing it next to the collected food items next to him - a stiffening, half-eaten doughboy wet with sugary condensation and fryer oil and now a thrice bitten candy apple. "I didn't imagine it was going to be that bad, jeez."

On the other side of Mal was the foot-long bag of popcorn resting against the seat like it was a person and in his lap was the bag of cotton candy, open and collecting moisture from the air, causing sticky little bubbles to collect against the plastic where the sugar touched and the heat condensed. He had forgotten that this would have happened and as amusing as it had been, he was ready to consolidate. Starting with that dough boy.

Quinn looked down at it and frowned. The dough had hardened into something almost inedible, cool, and definitely unappetizing. Oh well. At least he had gotten some of it. There was no way that he was going to fit all of it in his stomach - and there was no way he wanted to, either. He looked around for a trash can to toss it in, finding one across the lane, on the other side of the traffic - which had considerably slowed down now. "Hang on one sec," he said as he stood and crossed the lane, tossed the food out, dusted his hands off, and returned to the bench.

"They're terrible cold," he explained. "That's the only bad thing about them. If you don't eat 'em fresh..." Quinn shrugged, thankful for the little space the plate's absence created. Now for that bag of cotton candy.

Thankfully the bag was on the large size and created ample opportunity to get grabbed by the opening with a polite distance from Mal's person. Nothing like reaching into someone's crotch on the first date. Quinn snagged the edge of the plastic opening and lifted it in an arch towards himself and dug his hand in to take some more fluff.

"So what is it like for you?" He asked, shiving the fluff in his mouth, clarifying once it had dissolved. "I mean, what does it taste like for you? Or do you just not like apples?" He knew that there was something that happened when humans turned - the taste for food obviously changed. But how much did it change? Quinn couldn't imagine that it didn't taste like an apple...

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Re: An Optimistic Joy
« Reply #41 on: October 05, 2019, 04:41:02 AM »
He watched Quinn dispose of the plate of dough with a twinge of regret for wasting food, but the feeling passed when he returned to the bench. 

"Uh," Mal stared off, trying to decide how to explain.  "Nothing draws me to eat.  Generally, most stuff is unappetizing as a baseline.  No more exciting than eating a towel."  He chuckled, thinking that the doughboy was very much like some weird fabric. 

"Salty and sweet things taste better,"  Probably because blood shared similar characteristics, but that was just a theory.  "Sour is revolting, probably the most overwhelming flavor for me,"  He made a disgusted face, "So that apple doesn't taste like anything but sour.  I was expecting sweeter."  What was the point of a sour apple?

"Texture, though, is the most interesting thing for me - like the popcorn is fun.  But sticky caramel..." he eyed the apple again, "Not so fun."  It wasn't an experience he was keen on revisiting.

"It's hard to describe," He smiled and shyly reached for some more cotton candy.   "This is fun because it vanishes."  He stuck a tuft into his mouth.
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« Reply #42 on: October 05, 2019, 04:59:12 AM »
"Ah," Quinn nodded slowly, looking out while munching on a new tuft of cotton. "So what you're saying is that I literally just tried to feed you the worst snack you could have possibly had, and you just... what, tried to take it like a champ?" Quinn snorted a laugh and continued to smile at him, appreciative of all the torture it must have been to eat his weird food. It felt special to know that he would put himself through such weird rituals in order to bond with him. A bit kooky, definitely, but sweet. "Awesome. Way to go, Mal."

He moved closer to his date, wiggling on the bench and leaning his shoulder against his at last. There was that usual blush, but it wasn't as deep as he usually felt it, their moment genuine and casual. It never had to be more than that. Too bad it was all just surreal at the moment.

"I keep wishing that we had found something that you liked," he said wistfully, just making conversation. "But then again, it's not like you need food to survive." After a second, he thought out loud with a shiver, "Not that fair food is anything to survive on anyway." Was he nervous talking? Best to shut up now and enjoy the solid vampire next to him like he had wanted to for a very long time.

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Re: An Optimistic Joy
« Reply #43 on: October 05, 2019, 05:13:10 AM »
"Yeah," he laughed at the accusation of taking it like a champ - but truthfully, he was curious about new experiences.  Even if they were unpleasant, at least he knew they were only temporary.  Well, besides the whole throwing it up after thing.

When Quinn leaned against him, there was an excited fluttering in his chest and his arm moved to wrap around his shoulder.  The movement felt natural, albeit a touch stiff.  He was caught between allowing himself to enjoy the moment and freaking out about if Quinn felt like they were moving too fast or something.

He was desperate to please him.

"Heh," It was an embarrassing, humorless laugh that hinted at the possibility that he hadn't been really listening to Quinn.  There was a palpably awkward pause before Mal scrambled to contribute to the conversation. 

"I mean, I'm having a great time anyway." 
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Re: An Optimistic Joy
« Reply #44 on: October 05, 2019, 05:46:51 AM »
He hadn't realized that he was holding his breath until he released it. With Mal's arm around him, he felt almost like a deer in headlights - if he moved, they would both notice it was happening and surely Mal would move away, or Quinn would fuck it up or something. So he sat very still, enjoying the pressure of Mal against him and for once he wasn't concerned about the opinions of others.

They had had a great date so far, full of laughter and moments of bonding that Quinn had missed dearly. It was all fresh and fun and good for once. There was a kind of peace that flickered through him as Mal held onto him that settled something in him that he hadn't realized was active. Like meditation for a busy mind. He hadn't thought about Jerry, really, or the rest of their friends, or anyone at the bar. He had been more present in these moments than he had been in a very long time. Was it because it was Malakai, who exuded relaxation and comfort and peace wherever he walked? Maybe. But upon deeper reflection, Quinn thought it was a combination of knowing Mal first as well as experiencing that sense of peace that followed Malakai around. Even his fear of being seen was eased with the vampire now - or perhaps he just really wanted to have the vampire's arm around him and fuck anyone else who had something to say about it.

"I'm glad," Quinn said quietly, the blush in his voice and his cheeks as he gazed into the cotton candy bag, not daring to look up at his date. "I mean if you were having an awful time, I'd wanna know that too, so don't just be nice about it, y'know?" He paused and then added jokingly, "Though it would be all your fault anyway for subjecting yourself to human food for my entertainment." He thought about the fangs in the apple and his smile relaxed deeper into his face.