Kerr looked at Cain sharply, eyes narrowed with suspicion. He could only see the top of Cain's head, his expression obscured by his beautiful hair and the fact that he was snuggled upon Kerr's chest, looking over at the television they were both watching. That he was reclining on his back on the couch and Cain was nestled mostly atop him meant that their bodies were in very intimate contact right now but the Irishman was still pretty certain he'd felt Cain's hand brush his denim-covered cock.
Perhaps it was wishful thinking, though they both knew he wouldn't have to make any form of wish to get Cain moaning and writhing beneath him. Or touching his cock. All he'd have to do was ask. He was tempted to do it, too, which baffled him. Perhaps it was the anxiety resulting from Ben's wayward emotions making him want it; was Kerr craving a little comfort in a time of turmoil and uncertainty?
The way he'd left things with Ben the night before had been amicable, even loving. Sure, he'd been distraught that Ben had wrecked Ichabod's apartment but they'd come to a sort of... truce by the end of it (by the end of a solid round of fucking, anyway). Ben was upset and needed outlets to ease that pain. Kerr had agreed to back off and leave him to it. They'd both acknowledged that he cared and that Ben appreciated it (mostly) and Kerr had returned home to leave him to his cathartic devices, whatever form they might take.
As of tonight, he didn't know how Ben was feeling or what he was thinking but Kerr knew he hadn't strayed too far. It was only around midnight so perhaps his night hadn't fully begun but Kerr was nevertheless reassured by Ben's prox- His thoughts broke off as Cain's hand definitely brushed across his zipper on the way to squeezing his thigh. His thumb was digging tantalising little circles against Kerr's inner thigh, too. Did he know? Could he sense Kerr's resolve to keep his hands to himself wavering?
Kerr hadn't even been sure of it himself, though he had a strong suspicion it had something to do with seeing Cub's home completely trashed the night before and understanding that Ichabod had truly distanced himself once and for all. He was gone and not coming back any time soon and Ben was right. Why should he listen to his absent fledgeling demean his life choices if he was comfortable with them? Why bow to an absent judgement when a present choice was laying upon him, warm and willing to offer a far more convenient point of view?
Still, he'd been abstinent so long, devoting himself only to Ben that it felt weird to even consider indulging now. "Cain," he growled a warning, feeling his body stirring despite his admonition.
Cain felt it, too, and the fact that Kerr's warning wasn't accompanied by a hand plucking his off him and flicking him away - as it had so frequently over the past months - had him instantly salivating. "Mmm?" he asked lazily, nuzzling his cheek against Kerr's bare chest. He loved nights where Kerr had nowhere to go and no work to do. He barely bothered dressing and the mortal knew he'd only pulled on a pair of jeans and nothing more. He'd felt how bare he was beneath them.
"Don't play dumb, it doesn't become you," Kerr told him waspishly.
Cain bit back a smirk and turned his head so that his chin was resting on the round of Kerr's pectoral, staring up at him with mismatched blue eyes. When Kerr made eye contact with him, the smirk broke through and he decided it wasn't worth playing coy anyway. Neither of them were fooled and he'd got the most positive response he'd received in months. His hand moved and he cupped Kerr's bulge, feeling the monster beneath begin to stir instantly. "Okay, then," he agreed huskily.
Kerr frowned at him, conflicted. It felt nice but was he buoyed by rebellion, lust, revenge... betrayal? He couldn't be sure it wasn't all of them and he questioned his impure motives even as his body flooded with impure desire. Cain, sensing his indecision like a pup senses love in its owner, shifted so that he was laying flush atop him, their growing erections pressed tightly together behind their clothing, urged harder through friction. Kerr grunted at how good it felt when Cain ground down upon him, slow and liquid, his nubile body undulating far more eloquently than his mouth did.
"You... nnh... shouldn't," Kerr advised, staring at Cain's mouth through heavy lids. His hands moved to the mortal's muscular biceps to grasp him and lift him off... but he didn't get to the lifting him off part.
"Yeah?" Cain challenged, buoyed by success. "You seem to be enjoying it," he added, his tone awash with lust and triumph.
Kerr didn't say anything and he didn't stop him. In fact, his hands slid down and around the mortal's back to cup his ass and press him tighter. It was kind of innocent, no overt nudity, no kissing or fondling, just tantalising, delicious friction. He wasn't sure it would be enough to get him off... he wasn't sure he wanted to get off but the limbo in between the decision and the rubbing was a delightful place to spend an evening. It was strange that neither of them was game enough to progress it nor to stop it, they simply writhed against one another, licking their lips and staring into each other's eyes like lives depended on it.
Until, eventually, Kerr flinched and looked past Cain and out at the city's skyline, sensing something that had his hips stilling at last. "Ben's here?" he announced and then: "Well, on his way up," he amended, sounding more certain.
"Fuckit," Cain cursed, flopping onto Kerr in complete frustration. He was soooo fucking close to cumming, to getting what he wanted, to feeling whole again. He anticipated Ben would walk in and probably smell his arousal and send him away... but maybe he wouldn't. Maybe he'd join in and finally convince Kerr to include him and fuck him again. He rested his cheek on Kerr's chest and toyed with the hairs around his nipple as he waited for his fate to unfold, pretending like his body wasn't on fire and ready to spontaneously combust.