Owen had never felt so utterly helpless as he did in that moment, watching Vincent, his steady, certain rock, stumbling blindly around like a newling released into the night. He'd felt something close, years ago, when his girlfriend had cheated on him but they'd been the experiences of a child and didn't compare to this. This was terrorism to his soul, watching his sire fall apart before his very eyes, because of him.
He wished, in that moment, that he could be forgiving. He wished for everything inside him to just be... reset, like a watch that was showing the wrong time and needed a quick fix. He wished he could hold Vincent and tell him everything would be alright... but the moment he envisioned touching his sire, folding him in his arms, that hatred and anger bloomed in him again. And he was back to resenting and wishing he'd never been found, never been chosen, never been the plasticine beneath Karen and Vincent's hands.
Somehow, Vincent pulled himself together and Owen found that taking a breath and releasing it actually helped, too. He wiped his eyes and shoved his hands in the pockets of his jeans, flinching as Vincent spoke mentally to him. "Don't do that, please," he asked quietly, finding the invasion of his sire in his head too abrasive at that moment. "Just... stick to talking out loud I... well, we'd better get started then. Should we run?" he asked, referring to the fact that the car was so far away.