Ichabod’s eyes half opened again as he felt Kerr healing his neck, disappointed that it was ending after what didn’t seem nearly enough time, but he knew Kerr knew what he was doing and it was his own selfishness wanting more when he couldn’t for so many reasons. He gave Kerr a lopsided grin as the vampire pulled back, loving that look on his face. He was breathing heavily and focused on calming himself down as Kerr suggested they do it again, although that voice and Kerr’s final movement made it all the more difficult.
“I’d like that,” Ichabod murmured, wetting his lips slightly as he gazed up at Kerr. There were still a few months before he left, and if that was on offer then Ichabod would definitely make the trip back at weekends. Not too many though, he didn’t want to cause trouble for Kerr with Jack or Ben, and didn’t want to see Jack either so that would definitely limit it. Of course, that was all assuming Kerr actually meant what he was saying and wasn’t just trying to make him feel good… which wasn’t really necessary after that.
Ichabod’s head flopped back onto the pillows and he dropped his hand from Kerr’s hair as the vampire stood up and he squeezed his eyes shut for a moment. God, he wanted so much to be taken home, like that night so long ago, but it just wasn’t going to happen and Ichabod wasn’t about to embarrass himself or Kerr by asking when he already knew the answer. But why bother lingering on that when what had just happened should be good enough for him and was already more than Ichabod had expected?
He grinned when he saw Kerr holding out a hand to help him up and he accepted, letting Kerr pull him to his feet with ease. He felt a little light headed, but no more than normal, and he knew that would fade quickly and was probably partly from standing up so quickly, but it was a good excuse to hold Kerr’s hand for a few more moments. Instinctively Ichabod stepped forwards and kissed Kerr once more, keeping it brief and chaste this time, trying to ignore how tight his jeans felt after that.
“I should probably go get some juice or something,” Ichabod said, stepping a more sensible distance away from Kerr and absentmindedly rubbing at the spot on his neck that had just been healed. That was something that he was amazed by, how vampires could heal, and make others heal so quickly. “Do you want to come or… go find Ben?” he asked, “I’ll be fine, if you do go,” he added quickly, not wanting Kerr to feel like he had to look after him.