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« on: February 21, 2019, 11:55:53 AM »
There was no kind way to treat her, he quickly realized, sending the quick but controlled thought to Nadia. A blood-starved Odessa was wild, frantic, and she would not allow Nadia to calm her. The car pulled to a stop roughly and Pierre ran to unlock the newly-emptied house and the basement door. Next to him, Odessa thrashed weaker than he had expected, but enough to shake off any firm, considerate hand he used to compress her limbs. Already he had been scratched -- no clawed -- by the Ancient, his cheek split just below his eye. Cool, thick blood trickled down his face, smearing as Damien tried to restrain her, pressing into fabrics of his own car and his sweatshirt.

Damien had hold of both of her arms now, pinning them down to Odessa's lap -- too intimate to be forgiven later for -- while they temporarily sat in the parked car. The second he opened that door she would try to bolt down Alcott road, and Damien was not going to have that. He had pity for this companion her madness hopefully a symptom of her desiccation and nothing more, but Damien suspected this was not the case. There had always been some underlying madness there -- it had been the reason he and Pierre had left them in Paris all those years ago. Now she required his help. She was mentally fragile, less than half of her full strength to him now. Had she been at peak health she would be throwing him from the car via windshield rather than getting caught between his arms.

"Pierre," he commanded, though made no other notion of speaking besides grunting with the efforts of Sonya's struggles.

"Release me now!" She hissed, scratching the palms of his hands, his wrists, whatever skin she could find leverage on, leaving large gouges in his flesh.

Pierre came out of the house and began to open the door. Sonya lunged at the side of the car as the door leaned open, but Damien, fully formed and sharp, grasped onto her as she passed him, slowing her down just enough for Pierre to scoop her up into a bear hug that lifted her from both the car and the ground as she shot out of the backseat like a bullet. Damien saw one wrist grab the other around Odessa and knew that for now they had her. For now. They still had to get her into the house, down the stairs into the basement and into the Blood Room. And then one of them had to stay with her while she recovered.

Just stand back, Nadia. Pierre was already beginning his journey towards the front door of the house. Fortunately the entrance for the basement was only in the hallway, just passed his office, through the foyer to the right. Half a dozen stairs and twenty feet from the entrance. Be nearby in case we lose her. Damien closed his eyes and leaned into the dark place that was Sonya's mind, pressing himself down to suppress her rebellion mentally. A sharp headache pulsed through his temple immediately.

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Re: Rehabilitation
« Reply #1 on: February 22, 2019, 12:57:48 AM »
She was becoming frenzied now that she could not manage to overpower this boy masquerading himself as Damien.  How she could not manage to free herself from him was maddening.  But it was no matter.  As soon as she was given the opportunity she would take it, even if it meant dragging Nadia along with her.  Nadia may have fallen for the lies but Odessa was no fool.  The craving for blood had been rising steadily like a tide, shaking her focus several times and it seemed as though she would fall into the mind of an animal once more.  If not for Nadia, she would have slipped back entirely--now more than ever considering the manner in which she was being restrained--hands pinned in her lap.

"How dare you" she hissed at this Damien, struggling to wound him in any way she could.  The more he fought to hold her the more she was convinced that this was not Damien.  She would not let herself be contained.  Soon they would have to open the door.  Soon she would run.  She could come back for Nadia--it would be too difficult to drag her across 'Damien' and Odessa couldn't risk it.  As soon as she had a taste of the fresh air she had been craving--as soon as she regained her bearings on the world spinning around her.  Maybe after some blood--then she would come back for Nadia.  She wouldn't forget.  But she couldn't rescue them both--she knew she wasn't strong enough.  Nadia would forgive her, surely.  She had to.

The second the door clicked open Odessa summoned her entire strength in a last attempt at escape.  She expected to be slowed by 'Damien'--and was prepared for that.  She knew that he could not hold her, and that being in the car was his only advantage in her mind.  So bolt she did, and straight into the arms of the man calling himself Pierre.  That was unexpected--how did she not see that coming?  She hadn't even noticed that he left the front seat of the car.  Worse still was his strength--and she so detested being lifted this way.  She thrashed against the grip, crying out unintelligibly as she sought for an opening with her body.  There was none--and as this fact cemented itself in her mind she began to wilt, craning her neck in an effort to find her daughter.

"Nadia!"  she called weakly, desperate, and so very unlike the way she had presented herself around others.  Why was Nadia allowing her to be handled this way?  Surely no matter what spell the two men had Nadia believing--surely she would not allow this?  Why was she being taken into some unknown house?  What were they going to do to her?

And when 'Damien' pressed himself into her mind she made an unearthly sound, thrashing weakly against it.  If she could not fight him than she would drag him into the darkness.  And with a wicked smile, she mentally opened wide to him and hooked on with all her might, delirious with an opportunity to cause him hurt.  The effort was blinding and excruciating--if it had any effect on the man Odessa would not know.  In her lack of blood to sustain the attack for more than a moment, she slipped into unconsciousness and went limp in Pierre's arms.
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Re: Rehabilitation
« Reply #2 on: February 23, 2019, 03:05:55 AM »
Nadia reached out mentally to steady Damien under the onslaught Odessa pressed into his brain, willpower and impotent rage burning through the bloodline she shared with the ancient vampire in his arms. As her sire slipped into unconsciousness, Nadia once again grasped her hand, "It'll all be alright," she murmured, though it was unclear to whom she spoke.

Once Damien moved, so did she, obeying Pierre for once and staying out of the way.

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Re: Rehabilitation
« Reply #3 on: February 27, 2019, 12:02:00 PM »
She was a lot more manageable to grapple with when she wasn't flying against him in rage. Pierre watched as Damien's eyes closed and the silent electricity flow between the two elders in a mental battle of stamina. Damien grunted with the effort, his jaw tight. Odessa thrashed madly in his arms, tearing Pierre's hands off for the briefest of moments. With Sonya's frail shoulder, now not as fleshy as it should be, stabbing painfully into his chest, Pierre resteadied his grip on his other wrist and squeezed tighter. She was losing the battle, he knew as he half dragged her, half lifted her up the stairs to the house.

"Come on, Odessa," he grunted with the effort of transporting the hissing Ancient - why did Damien have so many front stairs? Every unwilling step and hoist accented the pain in Pierre's abdomen as Sonya's weight swung back into him as inertia pressed her close. He would have ordinarily felt guilty half-dragging the ancient - or anyone for that matter - up the stairs against her will, but tonight was very different from ordinary.

His irritation was still hot in his chest, bubbling in his throat. She was lucky that he wasn't dragging her by the roots of her hair after everything that she had done to him. The rage that filled him was rage that had been building for centuries, frothing just beneath his even temper during every interaction with the bitch. Why was he helping? Why did he care? Odessa was the reason Nadia wasn't with him after all, the reason he had to leave Nadia in Paris, the reason he couldn't be with her now. She was a loose canon whom Damien had trusted once upon a time. Now she was volatile, bursting at the seams of her own sanity. Why the fuck was he bothering getting himself involved when he should have been making a drunken attempt at seducing a very angry Lisa-Joe Hampton? They should just snap her neck and hand her to Nadia and be done with the whole mess of them.

Sonya stopped writhing then, falling limp in his arms. Finally.

--

Blackness overtook him almost immediately and he felt like he was diving deep into a pit of tar. Thick, viscous, and hard to move. Sharp too, like needles stabbing him for traction. Desperation, fear, hatred, laughing. The pain in his head kept him grounded, leaning against one of the columns of the porch. Damien could barely remember that he had a body at all, if not for that blinding headache. He felt himself being shaken savagely, like an animal backed into a corner.

Calm, relax, return.

Blinding darkness that pulled on every bit of him, taking him deeper and deeper still. He needed to breath but he darkness was too thick. The pressure of an ocean on top of him. They were at the bottom. He could see the seabed, feel hands - her hands - digging, digging, throwing up sand that floated ominously in front of him.

Calm, relax, return.

Rage pulled him down into the ground. More pressure. His chest was collapsing, his nostrils filling with salt and sand, stinging sea water. Too deep. Blackness. He tried to kick off the sand, to rise through the blackness, to return. The sand shifted. No traction here.  Lost, lost, lost.

Odessa.

Crushing now, more than ever before. Air he didn't need or knew he had exploded from his mouth. Bones cracking, muscles pinching, eyes bulging. Choking, choking. He kicked off hard and found his breath again. Air filled the places were water was and Damien opened his eyes, gasing like a fish, coughing.

"I couldn't pull her back," Damien gasped, saliva filling his mouth as if vomit was coming next. He spat on the brick under his palms and realized he was kneeling on his own front steps. Pierre had scooped the Ancient up like a lover, holding her against his chest now, grunting with the effort but watching Damien. The older vampire caught his breath before murmuring. "Get her downstairs. Fast."

-----

The basement was brightly lit, just as he left it before he ran to bring Rachel over to Malakai's house. Now that she was calm, Pierre had no trouble taking an unconscious Sonya down the stairs, through the ivory-painted hallways, deeper into the prepared medical space known as the Blood Room. He could feel Nadia's hesitance as she watched first Pierre with Sonya, then Damien descend into this private suite. Had he anymore ability to use his mind, Damien would have reached out to Nadia in comfort. With Odessa now quiet and small in Pierre's arms, the stress of night was catching up to all of them. Nadia's pretty face now seemed edged in worry and cognitive exhaustion.

"Put her on the table," he said pointlessly to Pierre, who was already doing just that, laying Odessa down with the gentleness of a lover. "We're going to need a lot of blood for her." Damien rolled out his shoulders and set to work.

The Blood Room - as Pierre and Jenella were fond of calling it - was a stainless steel room not very unlike a morgue. The room was roughly a third of the size of the bottom floor of the house, easily enough room for the three of them to stand and move about comfortably. The floor was a high polished concrete, smooth and without crack, a drain centered in the floor. Two pedestal dissection tables sat side-by-side, plain and clean albeit covered in a thin layer of dust after many months of not being used. Damien hadn't had the time to clean off these benches before having to find Pierre at the pool hall. In one of the mini refrigerators on the stainless steel counter blood bags stolen from a blood bank had been stacked regardless of blood type. Fluorescent light from overhead filled the space providing a cold, medical feeling that made even Damien feel uncomfortable.

Digging in one of the drawers, he brought out supplies for two IVs - two poles, a catheter, and enough tubing, gauze, and tape - and set to work setting everything up quickly. Damien eyed the blood as he worked, not having set up such apparatus in a very long time. There was no telling when Sonya would wake up, either.

"Nadia, go in that cabinet there," he nodded over at a base cabinet near a deep sink, his voice sounding rough in his own ears, scratchy "and get the restraints and strap her down to the table."

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Re: Rehabilitation
« Reply #4 on: February 27, 2019, 01:05:22 PM »
Nadia followed the trio closely, keeping her mouth shut and doing as she was bid. She did not need directions beyond where to find the restraints; once located, she applied them with deft and practiced hands, strapping her mother securely to the table. She made a face at the dust covering the shiny silver surface, but there was nothing to be done.

Danger contained for now, Nadia stroked Odessa’s sunken cheek with one finger, “Once she’s well, none of this will hold her,” she warned, looking down at her sire. The hard lines of her face softened with worry, though her words were as clipped as ever, “She’s never been like this before.” This bad, she meant.

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Re: Rehabilitation
« Reply #5 on: March 02, 2019, 11:26:07 AM »
Damien said nothing, unwilling to acknowledge Nadia's painful comment. Hands worked fast to thread the tube to needle first, then to the bagged blood that he grabbed out of the fridge. His head throbbed awfully and he would have loved to just tear into one of those bags to take the edge off. The feel of it chilled beneath his hands kept his attention on his task rather than his Thirst. He felt like he had been punched in both temples, the base of his neck. It would recede faster if he just took care of it properly...

But Sonya could wake at any moment.

Perhaps he should break her neck to keep her still for a while longer...

He took the bag and hung it from the IV stand that he had already set up, telescoping it to just about shoulder height. The blood shifted and started filling the tubing slowly, making his attention shift slightly with Want. Focus. He reached for Sonya's arm and turned it gingerly until the wrist was exposed to him beneath the restraint that Nadia had just put on. There was no need to search for her veins with any prodding - they bulged unevenly beneath her pale, malnourished skin. Had she any more blood, the task of finding a proper vein would have been much harder; then again if she had anymore blood, they wouldn't be in this predicament at all.

Focus.

He was hoping that she would remain still, but expected her to awaken, lash out, and act with incredible aggression. With hesitance and held breath, Damien held the Ancient's hand down and pressed the needle into the base of her wrist.

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Pierre stood watching the other two work, stepping back to be out of the way. He resented Sonya and her pot-stirring, snobbish, homicidal tendencies. She was a nuisance and a liability to everyone who knew her, and while Paris was a means of survival she had proved herself to be even more unstable now than she was back then. It was nostalgia and loyalty - neither of which Pierre felt - that kept Damien coming back to help the Ancient, rather than some kinship or appreciation for her. For Pierre, the hardest part of being around Sonya was remembering her role in his and Nadia's downfall.

In Paris, shortly after Lucretia and the entirety of their family was burned, Pierre and Damien stumbled into an official's Ball where (then)Odessa and Nadia had staked out their own claims on the city's human population. An accident, where Damien acquiesced to the elder's position in exchange for the right to feed and live in Paris. Back then, the two had gotten on grandly - until Odessa started her rampages, her blood bathing, her obsession with peeking into and controlling Nadia's relationship with Pierre. Meanwhile he had fallen in love with Nadia when Odessa wasn't watching. And, he believed - at the time anyway, for lately he felt uncertain - she had fallen in love with him. They had dreams of leaving their Sires to their own devices, nights spent making love on rooftops and in fields, hours spent talking about what life would have been like had they not been claimed, had they not been separated by countries and years during their human lives. Yes, he was sure back then that she loved him.

And he loved her still, despite Sonya's best efforts to turn Nadia away from him. He would always love her, despite his own best efforts.

A large part of him wanted to leave the two of them there to worry about the old witch. He wanted to be drunk again, pressing someone else against a wall roughly, taking his pleasure seriously. He wanted to be having fun somewhere else, rather than reliving a life that was surely over. But Sonya - fucking Sonya - had different plans yet again.

He wished silently that he could reach out and mentally comfort his ex-lover, to hold onto her like he assumed other immortals did to their lovers. He watched her skillfully yet reluctantly restrain each of Odessa's limbs, pull the strap tight across the Ancient's chest and another across her thighs to keep her from moving on the table when she did finally wake. How many times had she done this? Had she ever done this before? Or did Sonya typically go uncontrolled when she awoke? Pierre's jaw remained clamped shut, not caring really about the answers so much as the person who would give them to him. There were pangs of guilt there, and Pierre tried to put himself in Nadia's shoes. What would it feel like to see Damien Rise like this, harrowed and gaunt, not present? To restrain him? Pierre had seen Damien at his worst, covered in blood, crazed and cold after the murderous rage in what was now Germany. He was a terror to behold that neither one of them acknowledged to this day with the other.

As Nadia finished, he did reach out to her, and placed a hand on her shoulder, finding comfort for himself in the contact. Whether she would pull away from him, he couldn't tell. He hoped that she didn't, but, then again, were they even that familiar with each other anymore?

"Blood will help, now," he said with a faulty level of certainty in his voice that failed to convince him. Hopefully Nadia wouldn't read too much into it. The needle went into Sonya's wrist first on one side, then the other with no initial reaction from the Ancient. Her veins would suck those bags dry within minutes, but who knew what she would be like when she awoke again? "It's all we can do."

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« Reply #6 on: March 04, 2019, 10:16:13 AM »
Nadia tightened the strap across her mother's chest unnecessarily, and nodded at her former lover's words. Her eyes flicked to the hand on her shoulder, then up to his face. Her mouth, already a soft line, tightened at the corners, but she left the hand where it was.

"Can we go upstairs?" she asked quietly. She would know when Sonya was rousing herself, but for now she needed some air. She sounded tired.

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« Reply #7 on: March 06, 2019, 11:57:43 AM »
Damien refused to turn around, allowing the youngers to have their moment. Out of the corner of his eye he saw Pierre nod, glance in his direction and then turn to go back upstairs. Nadia followed him in a fluid motion and shortly after, Damien heard the click and lock of the cellar door closing him into the soundproofed basement.

Now, all he had to do was wait for Odessa to wake. He found himself a bag of cold blood to ease the headache as he offered the others their privacy. He then set to work wiping the dirt and blood from Odessa's exposed skin.

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Pierre slid the bolt closed on the cellar door once Nadia was upstairs, locking his Sire downstairs like he would have wanted. They both knew that this house was no longer Sonya-proofed. Not with Rachel here. He was thankful that Rachel wasn't around to witness this mess - partly because it was never a good idea to keep any human around Sonya for too long, but also because it provided him with the opportunity to finally be with Nadia alone.

He didn't have anything comforting to say to her, nothing important or life altering - all those things had been said before. So he stood there for a long moment feeling stuck between wanting to reach out to her and wanting to walk away from the entire situation altogether - including Nadia herself. But he stayed for the same basic reason that he always stayed - he liked being around her.

It was the first time that they had been together, relatively alone, since the night of the Masquerade Ball. Sure, they had seen each other in different situations over the past few years - when Nadia had first discovered that Sonya was missing, when Nikolai had shown up, furious and crazed on Sonya's doorstep. They texted each other small things that didn't matter much every few months or so. But none of it meant anything.

What right did he have to reach out to her now and offer comfort? They weren't lovers. They weren't even considered friends by common standards. He was her acquaintance and nothing more now, right? They had no relationship now, right?

The urge to pull her into an embrace was nonetheless too strong to simply shrug off. Pierre put his hand on her upper arm in a weak gesture of friendship - or something - calling her attention back out of the basement and hopefully away from the things in her own head. He smirked at her, "Relax, would you?" His tone was soft, gently prodding with its attempt at injecting something good into the situation. "She's back now. She'll be fine, Nadie."

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« Reply #8 on: March 08, 2019, 10:12:57 AM »
"Of course she will," Nadia sighed. Her eyes and her thoughts remained locked on the basement door, despite Pierre's best efforts, "Until she pulls this bullshit again."

A sharp shake of her head and she turned on a heel and stalked into the family room, then straight through onto the piazza, unbuttoning and tossing her suit jacket onto a couch as she went. Underneath was a simple but elegant camisole in a rich royal blue trimmed in eyelash lace. The tension of a breath held too long underscored every step she took and every movement of her long fingers.

She walked until the railing outside stopped her, both hands braced against the painted wood-- 

--And the held breath released, in a long, raw-throated scream that bent her body near double. It was a terrible sound, the likes of which Pierre -- nor anyone, really, but Sonya, would have ever heard from her before. Nadia was a study in languid poise; a locked door; a placid, sharp-tongued doll. The moments she let anyone see anything else were few and far between, and this -- this was another animal altogether. 

Once the breath was gone from her dead lungs, she let her chin fall back to her chest and her shoulders sagged. Normally, she wore her thinness and sharp edges with a venomous snake's confidence, but now she looked as frail and brittle as shed skin.

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« Reply #9 on: March 09, 2019, 04:02:54 AM »
Pierre followed Nadia through the house at a distance, allowing her the space to have her moment of weakness alone for several long breaths. He was incapable of steeling himself against that scream - it cut through every wall he had built to keep himself whole in her presence and genuinely scared him. His protectiveness, his love for her, his want for nothing but life with her all flooded into his chest as he listened, jaw set. Now was certainly not the time for any of this age-old nonsense, and he haphazardly tried to shove it all back into the depths of his chest where they had come from.

He left the house and stood next to her as she recovered. After a short time, he reached out to her and guided her away from the rail by her shoulders. With gentle but firm pressure, he guided her into a tight, protective embrace. He half-expected her to fight him but hoped she wouldn't. Pierre wanted to tell her that she wouldn't have to deal with it again, that she could just walk away, that they could just leave just like they had talked about all those years ago. He could feel the years slipping away from him as he held her, as if this was just some dream from their days in Paris. He said none of these things, but simply held her until she calmed.

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« Reply #10 on: March 10, 2019, 05:56:41 AM »
She did fight, but only for a moment; a weak fist thumped against his chest before Nadia let herself be folded into his arms and dissolved into quiet sobs. He'd never seen that from her, either; any tears she'd shed previously had been scrubbed angrily away with the back of a hand before they could dirty her porcelain cheeks.

They stood there like that for several moments as she quieted, and then several more in silence before she pulled away a sort distance, her hands resting on his chest. She didn't look up at Pierre. She didn't dare. "What kind of life is this?" she asked, barely a whisper.

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« Reply #11 on: March 10, 2019, 09:40:03 AM »
He accepted her fists wordlessly, taking little notice of the assault until her balled hands melted flat against him in a position that, in any other situation, would have brought him great joy. She refused to look at him and he felt pained at the entire exchange. Her words, rhetorical and honest in the same breath, stuck in his chest and Pierre didn't have the strength to make them better.

Pierre sighed and ran his hands down her shoulders, the backs of her arms. The feeling of her cool bare skin made him pause and remember unhelpful events of their past. Pierre licked his bottom lip and looked around at the night before responding to her. "Why do you keep coming back to save her?" His voice was as quiet as hers, without judgement or aggravation. Just concern for her that Sonya never seemed to show.

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« Reply #12 on: March 13, 2019, 08:35:18 AM »
"What else would I do?" Nadia did look up at him now, cheeks streaked and smudged with blood tears, "she's my mother. She's all that I have."

A beat, and then, "Why? What would it take for you to leave Damien behind?"

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« Reply #13 on: March 13, 2019, 09:14:02 AM »
She's not all that you have, he wanted to say. "Damien has never given me the abuse that Odessa has given you," Pierre said firmly. He reached a hand up, unthinkingly, and placed it on the side of her beautiful face, wiping the tear smudges with his thumb as he spoke. "I've left him behind once, and I would do it again, too, if I needed to. But Damien respects me in ways that Odessa doesn't offer you."

Besides, you've cut better people out for less than what Odessa does to you. He was once again thankful for having a mind that was unable to be penetrated.


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« Reply #14 on: March 18, 2019, 07:47:31 AM »
Nadia shook her head. She let him touch her face once, but took over the job for herself shortly after, wiping away the blood with one long finger as if it were stray mascara, "But you came back." She patted the corners of her mouth with a fingertip, checking her lipstick. The mask was slipping back into place, the manic tension draining from her eyes.

"You know how she is. She'd never let me in again, even if I needed her."

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« Reply #15 on: March 18, 2019, 09:58:18 AM »
"You haven't needed her since you were a fledgling, Nadia," Pierre said, almost impatiently. "Even then she gave you less than you needed." He couldn't understand why she was so adamant about defending Odessa. When they had been lovers, Nadia had told him herself that Odessa had given her a week of comfort through her death.

"She's offered you nothing but judgement and self-doubt your entire existence! She's left you holding her baggage more times than you can count," he said thinking of the thin-blood that Sonya had made and abandoned in Nadia's care, a thin-blood that he was not supposed to know about. "And now, when you finally have the chance to walk away from her as she's walked away from you so many times before, when you clearly want to walk away, you convince yourself to stay? Why, Nadie?" He took a step away from her unable to be that close to her anymore, finding another section of railing to look out over and running a hand through his hair. The entire situation was maddening, and Nadia, as always remained stubborn in her pursuit of pleasing Odessa. It was the one thing that he fucking hated her for.

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« Reply #16 on: March 18, 2019, 12:20:31 PM »
Black churning waves.
Smiling wrinkles in the corners of sharp green eyes. 
No--buryitburyitBURYIT make it gone itneverexistedletitgo
Musical laughter.  Masks of goats, peacocks, plague doctors.
Roaring fire.  Searing flesh and ash.
The echo of trotting horseshoes on cobblestone.
Bouncing blonde curls-- моя маленька лялька
Pulsing necks.  Blood pouring like raindrops.
The crushing weight of the sea.

Eyes shot open.  There was pressure--ties--around chest, legs, arms.  The remaining blood from the bags connected to her arms drained into her flesh.  Odessa tore herself from the restraints, ripped the needle from her arms, and sat up.  She seemed for a moment, lucid.

“Where have you taken me.  What is this--what are you doing?  Where is my daughter?”  She spoke darkly with a snarl, increasing the weight of her aura in the room as much as she could.  ‘Damien’ was not given the chance to answer.  The Ancient reached for him with her mind, magnetically with a force she had never wielded against him, intent on dragging him into the gaping hole of madness in her mind.
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« Reply #17 on: March 20, 2019, 01:47:18 AM »
The hurt did not show on her face as Pierre walked away from her, but it cut like a cold, sharp knife. Her voice held just a trace of it.  "Imagine what she'd become without me."

Escape? A world where Odessa just let her go didn't exist. Maybe it had once; maybe even in Paris, but now ––

And then the madness crashed through her like a wave, the force of it physical, drowning, causing her to rock back on one heel.

Nadia's head whipped toward the door, ponytail swinging. Her hands balled themselves into fists. "She's awake." The words came out strangled, heavy with dread, and maybe, maybe, the faintest hint of loathing.

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« Reply #18 on: March 20, 2019, 10:01:28 AM »
Pressure struck him first, like the floor dropped out from under him. Then there was the Blackness again, the void, the squeezing of his mental strength. It treated him like taffy, pulling, stretching, trying to tear at everything, to drag him down into madness like he had never known. And the pain, Christ, the pain. Blades ripping through flesh, cracking of bones. He was blind, deaf, and dumb, scrambling to cling to things as they fell past him. There was no difference between real and imagined, only what was stable enough to hold him down from being dragged into that deep darkness, and the inevitable force pulling him in.

Damien was afraid.

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Pierre was about to respond to her comment when he felt the air between them change.

"She's awake." Nadia said in a voice that confused him. He looked back at her and noticed her focus. His heart sank a bit, wanting more time with her alone - why could they never be alone together? Immediately he left the railing, dropping their conversation for now, and walked briskly back into the house and to the cellar door. Unlatching it, he opened the door, expecting that Nadia would be right behind him, and descended the stairs with apprehension.

Until he heard Damien cry out in pain, followed by a sound of a body falling on tiled floor. Pierre rushed into the room with as much speed as he could muster in such tight quarters.

His Sire was on the ground, crumpled. Damien had taken out the IV stand that had been stationed near Sonya on his way down. Now, Pierre could see that bitch leaning off the table, surveying her damage. A new flavor of rage filled his chest as he watched Sonya climb down, Damien remaining unmoving at her feet.

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« Reply #19 on: March 20, 2019, 10:07:02 AM »
Satisfied, she withdrew her mind to conserve her strength.  Now to deal with the Other.  And find her daughter.  Nadia--the clearest image in her shakey mind--she would not escape without her.  If they had done anything to her she would be bringing these men their second death.

With excellent timing, the Other had appeared in the room.  Odessa took advantage of the shock of the scene she had left behind and charged full speed, claws outstretched and fangs bared.   
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« Reply #20 on: March 21, 2019, 09:36:39 AM »
Pierre was right; Nadia was not two steps behind the entire way. But still too far.

"Odessa, stop!" Nadia shouted, with her voice and her mind, as her mother descended on Pierre. She tried to shove him out of the way, but fast as she was, she was desperately slow compared to her sire.

 

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« Reply #21 on: March 21, 2019, 11:41:10 AM »
Nadia's voice pierced her mind like the sharp tone of a bell.  And Odessa did stop, though not before her arm shot out, fingers burying themselves in her daughter's arm.  She stared at them for a beat, spellbound, before hastily retracting them with a mildly horrified look on her face. 
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« Reply #22 on: March 21, 2019, 12:19:38 PM »
There hadn't been time to react as he was pushed roughly and suddenly to the side, off balance and ungracefully clambering against the tile for traction. He went down hard onto his hip and elbow, cradling himself away from re-injuring his burn on his abdomen as best he could. Pierre was on the floor before he even knew what was happening, looking wildly back up to where he once stood.

But then he smelled Nadia's blood in the air, fresh. He remembered his anger and was on his feet again as Sonya reeled in her surprise. Pierre found it convenient in that very moment to rush the Ancient and twist that gorgeous little head right on its axis, breaking Sonya's neck.

He marvelled at how good it felt.

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« Reply #23 on: March 22, 2019, 10:24:21 AM »
Nadia caught the better part of her sire's brutal attack, the older vampire's claws sinking into her flesh and stopping only when they hit bone. Her mouth dropped open in a wordless cry.

Odessa had never wounded her before. Not even in the deepest parts of her madness. She'd struck her daughter, certainly, but these wounds would take days to fully heal.

She staggered backwards, clutching her arm as Pierre fell upon Odessa, and the riot in her mind shut off with a sickening crack. Nadia watched her mother sag again to the floor, looking the wrong way over her shoulder. Blood dripped through her fingers.

Her mouth remained open, matching her blown-out pupils.

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« Reply #24 on: March 22, 2019, 11:39:44 AM »
He took a deep breath and pulled Sonya's body from the floor, tossing her indelicately over his shoulder, her arms slumping down his back. Without speaking to Nadia, he carried the Ancient into one of the other rooms, one with a bed and a sink. It was a simple set up, no furniture or homey touches like Damien had upstairs. It was perfect for her.

With about as much grace as he picked her up, Pierre dropped Sonya's body a bit too roughly on the bed. He did her the courtesy of aligning her broken neck for better healing, resting it on an extra pillow to keep it from rolling too extremely. The situation struck him as funny and very cathartic.

Without speaking to Nadia, he closed over the door and attended now to Damien on the floor still, stirring now.

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He was blind, the world a charcoal grey and figureless around him. There was a buzzing in what he assumed was his head, but it was the pain like bleeding wounds that made him aware of the presence of his body. Something cold was holding him, and he could remember the fear of falling into the Madness. Panic made his muscles move, restricted and heavy. He was on the ceiling, about to fall.

A noise that was too familiar, one that he couldn't hear well. His head hurt too much. Another noise, like language. He groaned at it, unable to move for fear of Falling. A name. His name! Someone was saying his name. What was his name now?

"Damien." That's right! He was Damien now. But who was calling him now? "Damien." There it was again! The heaviness in his limbs was fading and the grey was lightening around him. He found muscles pulling tendons, pulling bones. He found his body and realized he was on the floor, the weight of gravity holding him there. "Damien."

"I'm okay," he murmured, not really sure if that was true. Strong arms pulled him up and Damien's newly remembered stomach churned weakly. Feet stood and wavered and hands grasped for the other's arm. "I can't see. Where's Odessa?"

"She's fine." He heard, a callous voice. "I put her in the other room. Sit down already." Damien felt himself guided backwards a high table. "What the hell just happened? Where are we? What year is it?"

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« Reply #25 on: March 25, 2019, 10:46:26 AM »
When Pierre returned, Nadia was mostly composed again. Not that he noticed. She shut her mouth with a clacking of teeth and huffed a short breath through her nose.

Typical. Did he truly not see the similarities between this situation and the one she'd walked into at the bar? It was practically the same conversation she and Sonya had had.

Circumstances count for something. She buried the thought, though her mind was already well-guarded.

She let Damien and Pierre have their moment, instead going about searching the room for bandages. Pierre could damn well clean up her bloody handprints later.

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« Reply #26 on: March 25, 2019, 12:03:16 PM »
"We're in your house in the basement, and it's 1974," Pierre placed Damien's hands on a high table behind him and watched him jump to sit on the edges of it. His Sire's eyes were glazed over, but Pierre had seen this before with him. Damien had over extended his mental reach only once before in Pierre's memory - the night Lucretia and their entire family died. It was the first and only time that he had heard Damien's voice in his head, trickling through their blood bond. He had recovered fully over weeks, but had some partial sight by the end of the first week. This was all temporary, Pierre knew, or at least it better be. Damien was older now and fed regularly. With a regular dosing of blood and enough mental rest, Pierre anticipated that his sire would be seeing fully within two days.

It was not business as usual, however, and Pierre's demeanor made that plain. He slapped a bag of blood into Damien's outstretched hands. "Richard Nixon just said he was 'no crook' and Muhammed Ali just killed George Foreman." He banged the items he was putting away a bit too loudly to show he was being sarcastic. "Drink that and stay here." He continued to watch until Damien did what he was told. Good boy.

He crossed the Blood Room to Nadia who was leaving bloodied hand prints everywhere he looked. He sighed and took her good hand, pulling her towards him. "Okay, come here." He had turned her to face him, some loose gauze in his hand, some bandages on the counter next to them. It was a strange moment to be playing caretaker to her again, and he found himself unable to look up at her face while he took care of her wound.

It looked worse than when he had first seen it. The wound was open and oozing with blood everytime she moved. A flap of flesh hung  and exposed the muscle and tendons beneath. The sight sobered him in his anger. "Why did you do that?" he spoke lowly to her still not looking at her face while he tucked her muscles and tendons back inside the red cavity that was in her arm. Nadia bled more but at least the soft tissues would heal better now, faster. "You know I could have handled her."

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« Reply #27 on: March 25, 2019, 09:49:46 PM »
She hissed in a breath through her clenched teeth as he worked on her. Nadia had grown unused to physical pain, and that was the way she preferred it.

Unlike, apparently, Pierre. "Could you?" she asked, with an uncharacteristic gentleness. While he avoided her face, she looked at him intently, "When Kerr merely bumped into you at that party, it was enough to send you sprawling."

I didn't want to see you hurt like that again. Not for the first time, she thanked Damien for Pierre's inability to hear thoughts. It was her turn to look away. 

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« Reply #28 on: March 26, 2019, 10:54:31 AM »
He searched her face, caught unaware. "That's different," he said softly, his voice thoughtful. Pierre looked back down at his work, the first pad of gauze that he pressed into her arm stemming the bleeding, but not stopping it fully. He had forgotten that she knew about his burn. "That was years ago now, and it's healing fine. Lift." He took her hand and put it gently on his shoulder, trying his best to not disturb her as much as possible. Concentrating on his work, he hoped that his pathetic reaction to having her touch him went unnoticed. Gingerly, he placed the backing of the bandage on the underside of her arm and began to wrap her arm as best he could, applying slight pressure to keep it secure on her slender arms.

"Besides," he said with a characteristic smirk that clearly read of a poor excuse for downplaying the situation, "she wasn't aiming for my abdomen."

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« Reply #29 on: March 26, 2019, 12:49:48 PM »
Nadia did as she was told, moving her arm to give him better access. A moment's resistance to touching his shoulder; clearly a carefully conditioned response that she was choosing to throw out now. She snorted through her nose. "Healing? Still?"

"She was aiming for whatever pretty part of you she could reach," Nadia shot back, "She may have been out of her mind, but if there's one thing she'll always know, it's how to hurt people. Everyone she's ever met."

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« Reply #30 on: March 28, 2019, 09:16:36 AM »
"It's a burn, Nadie," Pierre said patiently. "I can't just magically heal from it, you know. It's doing better than anyone was expecting."

He listened to her comment about Odessa without expression, trying to find a sturdy way to finish the bandage that began at the crease of her elbow and spiraled up to part of her shoulder. Normally, he would feed back into the thought that all Odessa did was hurt everyone around her - it was certainly something that he personally believed in. But hearing it from Nadia's mouth was something strange for him. The bitter taste of her words hit him hard, and a pang of guilt struck him briefly before he shoved it back. Especially now that he had just snapped Odessa's neck and laid her out like some deranged doll thanks to his quick thinking.

"Who knows, Nadia. Maybe this is the thing that will make her learn." He finished bandaging her and gently took her hand of his shoulder, lingering with it in his own hand for too long to be just a casual touch. Pierre didn't release it unless she made a move to remove herself from his.

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« Reply #31 on: March 28, 2019, 10:52:08 AM »
Nadia did not make a move to take her hand back. Instead, after a few silent moments looking down at the place where their skin touched, she squeezed his hand, and pulled him toward her, none too gently.

She caught his mouth with hers, twining the fingers of her good hand into that blonde hair. She was sick to death of talking about Odessa. Of bickering. Of this dance they seemed incapable of breaking out of.

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« Reply #32 on: March 28, 2019, 11:19:06 AM »
Too many years of hoping without expecting this left him unprepared for her mouth on his. A mix of feelings bloomed in his chest and he was drinking in her passion. Happiness, relief, anger, frustration. The blood that he drank that night filled his cheeks and all of a sudden nothing mattered by Nadia.

Saudade.

He was guilty of this every time. He wanted to believe this would be the beginning of a new part of their relationship. He wanted to believe that she was enjoying herself enough to stay this time. He wanted to believe that Sonya had finally burned Nadia's last bridge. He wanted to believe that she was his and his alone, now and forever.

Pierre wrapped an arm strongly behind Nadia's back and pulled her into him as if there were no time - and all the time in the world - lost between them. He knew it wasn't the case. He kissed her deeply and his heart ached to be hers again.

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« Reply #33 on: March 28, 2019, 11:38:54 AM »
She let herself be pulled closer, back bending like a willow bough beneath his touch as her fingers tightened in his hair -- not hurting, but needing. Her other hand rested on his waist, then bunched in his shirt, tacky, drying blood sticking to the fabric. There was an urgency to her kiss, as if she'd lose her nerve; as if she'd remember why she'd denied him all these years and push him away again.

But Sonya was as good as dead in the next room for now, and Nadia wanted, for the first time in a long time, only what she wanted.

After and eternity, she broke the kiss, but pressed Pierre's forehead to hers. Her eyes opened and slid sideways, landing on poor, blind Damien. "Do you need to...?" She let the question hang, breath heavy with it.

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« Reply #34 on: March 29, 2019, 09:25:35 AM »
She had always fit so perfectly against him and her presence now was no different. He wanted to ignore everything else but her, the urgency to convince her to stay with him competing with his need to do right. Pierre glanced at Damien as well, sitting across the room, blind and trying to mind his own business as Pierre and Nadia shared their moment. Damien looked like a teenager, even more so as his feet didn't quite touch the floor, his head down and eyes glazed over. The moment struck him with an awkwardness that wasn't there when Nadia had her lips on his again.

Pierre sighed, fearing that he might lost this moment with Nadia with his words. "Yeah, I have to..." He smiled wryly and pulled himself away from her with much reluctance. The Frenchman lifted her hand to his lips and kissed her fingers like he had when she was his before. "This conversation isn't over. But I have to pick these pieces up now."

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« Reply #35 on: March 29, 2019, 10:56:56 AM »
When Pierre pulled away, Nadia released him. If her mother hadn't spilled the blood she'd drunk earlier, her cheeks would have flushed as he kissed her fingers, each in turn. So familiar, and just a little sad.


She leaned back into him, close enough that her lips brushed the shell of his ear, her breath cool against his skin. "Tell me where to wait for you."

He murmured an address back, and Nadia felt a key pressed into her palm, retrieved from a pocket. Pierre would feel her lips curling into a smile against his ear.

Closing her fist over the cool, jagged piece of metal, Nadia left him to attend to his sire. She knew the way.

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« Reply #36 on: April 01, 2019, 12:14:40 PM »
His lips had moved before he could get control of them, telling her his newest address at the Riverfront Lofts. No, he had to care for Damien. No, he had to pick up the mess that both Sonya and Damien had left behind after their clash. No, he had no car with which to get to his own home; Camilla was still parked outside of Stakes and Sticks where he had left her at the beginning of this wild night. 

Something red and hot flared in his chest as she pulled away from him with his keys, leaving him alone with his Sire.

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Damien did his best to not listen to their private moment, focusing instead on the blood that was filling his mouth and coating his dry throat. Rejuvenating, his eyes tingling dully as the blood worked its way through him. His headache lessened with each gulping mouthful of chilled blood. Lovers' words he couldn't quite hear, murmurings of lips against other lips, and unnecessary breaths told him to keep his attention to himself for the moment. Not long ago, Damien would have purposely made a noise to remind the two of his presence.

He heard Nadia walk down the hall away from them - passing the room in which Sonya lay without hesitation - and ascend the stairs. A sigh from the blonde and then Pierre came towards him, his steps significantly heavier than Nadia's, more familiar to him. "Give me that," his fledge said and Damien felt the empty blood bag tugged from his hand patiently. "What a night," he said to himself, sounding overly worn. Damien stayed silent for a long moment as Pierre moved around slowly, rattling drawers and plucking cabinets open as he went about his clean up. The elder vampire felt awkward, useless.

"What did you do to Odessa?"

A pause and another sigh, one with an overtone of guilt.

"I saw you drop to the floor and I ran to you. Odessa saw me and tried to take me out too, but Nadia got in her way. So, I came up behind her and snapped her neck." Another pause as Pierre paced the floor, putting items that had fallen on the ground away. "She almost took Nadia's arm off, Damien. She's getting bad."

Damien said nothing, taking it all in.

"Listen, let's get you upstairs. That way you can at least be somewhere familiar." Damien felt a hand under his arm and instinctually hopped down off the table, relying upon Pierre's hand for balance and direction. They walked the hallway together with Damien in front, taking the stairs slowly with a hand on the wall for support. Once upstairs, he heard the lock on the cellar door close heavily.

"She won't be awake for at least another day or two," Damien said finally, lowly as Pierre steered him towards the couch in the family room that smelled faintly of Rachel and Delilah. "Are you leaving now?"

Pierre hesitated, "N-no, I-I'll be staying for a while. You need the help."

"Help doing what? Sitting here with the dog while Odessa sleeps? Go. You have other things to take care of." Damien smirked, glad. Pierre began protest but Damien insisted. "If you have the chance to go make things right with her, take it. She probably needs you right now more than I do." There was a long pause before Damien felt himself be wrapped in Pierre's arms in a sweeping hug that caught him quite off guard.

"Thank you."

"Go. But before you do, bring me my phone and dial Rachel for me."