Murphy felt himself relax into drinking as Clair's body relaxed against his. With Andy he'd been feeling desperate, panicked, like he was on the edge of murdering someone. With Clair resting against him and humming along, it was a whole different experience. His hand on her cheek drifted across her skin, stroking absent-mindedly, finding it easier to send calming thoughts when they were both already calm (so he realised that maybe it wasn't necessary, but it was all he knew).
He was vaguely trying to keep track of Clair's heart-beat, but it was difficult when the sound of it just made him think of the delicious blood than was so satisfying, yet not filling that hole, swallowing it down, drinking hungrily.
Murphy did just manage to pay attention to Jeanne's small throat clear, knowing what she was implying and he was relieved that Clair's sudden burst of song covered his groan of disappointment, from Clair's ears at least. He shut his eyes for a moment, taking one final mouthful before he bit his tongue and smeared blood over her throat to close up the wound in her throat as Clair happily chimed out the words he'd been thinking along with his calming mantra. Despite his dismay that the feeding was over, Murphy couldn't help but smile at the sound of her voice as he cleaned up any stray drops of blood (not that there were many, he hadn't wanted any to escape). He lifted his head to watch the wounds heal, enjoying the sight of what his blood could now do.
Most of the time Murphy had been bitten on the neck, so he hadn't really been able to see the skin knit together so tidily, so quickly. It was efficient, perfect. He ran a finger over her healed wound briefly, before helping releasing his grasp on her and giving Clair a hand up.
Their goodbyes were over quickly, Murphy was so grateful that the whole experience had been so much better, he wanted to follow her, to make sure someone looked after her properly, but he knew donors here would be, which was reassuring. He'd stood to walk her towards the door, but then as soon as it closed behind her Murphy moved back to his seat, overcome with relief at the whole situation.
When Jeanne joined him Murphy let his body rest against hers as the matress sank, urging them together. He knew he could have drunk more, but for now the urge was lessened, the voice screaming at him to feed had quietened to a gentle whisper. It would return, but for now he was feeling more peaceful than he had since he'd got that text.
"That was one hundred percent better than last time," Murphy said with a grin at her question, turning to meet her gaze happily. "She was a good choice, it was so much more... relaxed. I guess I'm going to have to stop the singing though, not very inconspicious," he said, letting himself laugh at the memory of it. He couldn't help but imagine feeding from someone on the street and havig them burst into song like that. Murphy's hand covered Jeanne's and he gave her a pleased squeeze.
"Thanks again. For everything tonight," Murphy enthused, twisting his body and shifting away from Jeanne a little, so that he could lift his knee on to the bed between them, facing her more directly whilst still maintaining that physical contact. His smile faltered for a second as her beautiful blue eyes remindered him of Jake's, which sometimes showed those blue hints. He wished he knew what Charon had said to Jake, what Jake had replied. If he didn't come back to the White Rabbit soon, would he come looking for him? Had Charon told him he was here? Longing for that closeness Murphy suddenly found himself reaching out for Lazarus again and he flinched mentally as he realised what he was doing.
"Any tips for next time?" he asked, trying to push thoughts of Jake and Lazarus aside to focus on Jeanne and what he needed to learn. He was sure there were things he'd done wrong, that he needed to work on... knowing when enough was enough for example. He knew his smile had faded and he tried to bring it back, to focus on how good that had felt, how much better it had been, how happy Clair had been. She had been delieghted and he'd done that.